rena

i’m just being silly

trust, vulnerability, inability to communicate

which madoka magica girl do u think i am…

femtanyl plus high is such a good time

i want bigger titties,..

rena faith rena faith

twirling my hair

or is seeing myself in two different vibe outfits makes me question who i am and that existential dread is manifesting gulp

anxiety why,… maybe medication is just hitting

this prehrt horniness has hands

i knew it has hands

but damn it has hands

sigh… i don’t know what to do

who is it i wanna be

sleeping so softly

i took this class a year ago but dropped because of workload issues

but i’m remembering one morning last year i drank black tea and the caffeine was murdering me in this same class and classroom

and i’m dying a little from anxiety + vyvanse combo rn

102 bpm…

last night was really fun tho, gulp

first times…

class anxiety… aaaa

gosh… my body’s so excited

that exam was murderous

there was so much murderous intent

to be honest, after some gender reflection and internal resolution, rena and river are merged back to just rena

now just two

can’t wait to feel manic afterwards and then the nap is gonna feel so much better because i’m manic

i’m familiar, it happens before every major examination

i should plan around it… sigh

exam anxiety sickness today

i um…

fuck

please recover…

can we listen to ethereal music while naked and looking into each other’s eyes?

i think that might to be too much

i want a soft mature look plz

STOP RECOMMENDING SWEET PRAISE REELS TO ME

i’m going to get all flustered gosh

faith ish

so cool, so epic

the past only can be remembered (chinese)