I’m sorry that no one told you how much it hurts to care.
I know sometimes it doesn’t seem worth it.
I know sometimes it makes you feel hopeless.
But keep caring. It will always make a difference. It will always mean something.
@bbegbrina.bsky.social
🎲TTRPG Content Creator🎲 🎮Twitch Affiliate 🎮 📝Nortia on The Strangers Guild📝 🎻Eliana on Total Party Khaos🎻 🎙️Producer at Unbalanced Encounters🎙️
I’m sorry that no one told you how much it hurts to care.
I know sometimes it doesn’t seem worth it.
I know sometimes it makes you feel hopeless.
But keep caring. It will always make a difference. It will always mean something.
I’m mad and I think that should be okay.
I’m mad because:
I can’t go back home.
People care more about money than what is right.
I’m mad because no matter how gentle and kind I am, anger still exists within my fragile heart.
I am not strong. I am tired. I am angry. I am scared. But I persist.
I fear I am not going to be able to shut up about The Favors debut album for years.
20.09.2025 07:13 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0They asked you for everything and gave you nothing. That’s not love babes, that’s the US government.
05.09.2025 19:19 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0And yes I am pro-bellykissthatfrenchguy because she needs to see that these boys aren’t a destiny, she can have other loves or likes or flings. She shouldn’t be with Conrad because she has to she should be with him because she wants to.
05.09.2025 08:22 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0And that’s why if she chooses to be with Conrad it will be 1000% more satisfying, because she doesn’t need him to fix her or to see her as someone who can do no wrong. She can want him and she can know she is worthy of love without having to be perfect.
05.09.2025 08:20 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0✨Both Jere and Conrad have put Belly on a pedestal and Conrad has spent a majority of his like trying to protect her. Having someone tell her basically you are allowed to make mistakes and you’re a badass for protecting yourself shows her that she doesn’t need either man.
05.09.2025 08:18 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0✨We see that Belly doesn’t just care about the small group of people around her but she just cares in general. She helps that girl and didn’t expect her to get her into the party. She did it because it was the right thing to do.
05.09.2025 08:16 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0Here is why the last episode was important:
✨After not begging Jere to stay, she didn’t call Conrad’s name at the airport. She heard Taylor when she said Belly doesn’t know who she is and we see that again during the conversation with Jere.
The same people who complain about her being a boring protag (which I could do a whole rant about too) are the same people who complain when she has a plot line that isn’t dependent on one of the brothers. Y’all plz.
05.09.2025 08:13 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0I am really tired of everyone saying the last episode was filler and bad. It was the first time in the WHOLE series that we’ve seen Belly be her own person unconnected to a boy. She stood up for herself both to that thief and to Jere for the first time.
05.09.2025 08:10 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0I know if I rant about this anywhere else I’ll get the worst of the internet so Bluesky gets my hot takes on TSITP (a thread)
05.09.2025 08:09 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0I miss who I was when I was sat in the hills of Hollywood. Unafraid of becoming unstable. So ready to create and love and be heard. I miss them.
04.08.2025 08:12 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Peace and love I know the sun is sick and all but if this London heatwave doesn’t end soon I’m going to vomit.
14.07.2025 09:34 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0If I by chance posted a video called Edinburgh: Healing from the Heatwave and Heartbreak about my trip and the process of grieving in new ways would you all be interested or would I just be embarrassing myself on the internet lol?
07.07.2025 16:36 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0You know what makes me feel really good about the content I make? Mutuals. Two creators who look at eachother’s work and goes hell yeah I wanna support that. It makes my heart so full.
24.06.2025 07:58 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0I love ttrpgs because they taught me to say what I can and can’t handle, to be open about what kind of table I run, and to be unafraid of looking silly.
18.06.2025 15:24 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Tokens for Good Stream Schedule - Raising money for Action Saint Louis Times listed in EST - 5:00-9:00pm, Marvel Multiverse: @western.dakota as the GM, starring @ii_carys @bbegbrina and @murchie_art - 9:15-1:00am, Kids on Brooms: @bettythebeholder as the GM for @mystories.inc @thedancinghatter and @beadoesdnd - 1:15-5:00am, Honey Heist: @falconiamaxima as the GM for @noahjbryan @knock.topus and @xyxyrslaad - 5:00-9:00am, MASKS: @bbegbrina as the GM for @petchatron @nattapasmc and @kriticalrose - 9:15-1:00pm, D&D: @tallnerdapollo as the GM for @madnessdiamond @actuallyanneart and @brynniursa - 1:15-2:00pm, Among Us Break with all of you! Join us as we try to sus out the imposter! - 2:15-5:00pm, MonsterHearts: @tonythekiger as the GM for @pcperini @calebthebard and @bbegbrina
Our schedule for tomorrow’s stream is up! Tune in for your fav games & players at 5pm EST!
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Let’s roll for St. Louis!
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In today’s life updates: I sobbed at a d20 edit before noon of how misogynistic our space is. Anyway if any women or femmes want to make a ttrpg actual play podcast, I’ll GM. We can have a good time playing and crying and laughing and enjoying femininity. Love y’all 💞
17.05.2025 09:35 — 👍 6 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0So were y’all just gonna keep it a secret from me that Christian Navarro and Oscar Montoya are on an actual play together with a Latin American setting???? Time to go binge three episodes and make this my entire personality.
15.05.2025 07:30 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Hello icons, I’m a GM on StartPlaying.games and I was wondering if any of you lovely humans had specific games you want me to run? If so let me know and I’ll definitely put something up!
12.05.2025 18:03 — 👍 5 🔁 3 💬 0 📌 0Instead of dating apps should I just post really nerdy thirst traps again? See if I can reel in some board game addicts???
11.05.2025 22:56 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0The wonderful cast I produce whenever I give them lore drops, questions of the day, or little doodle during breaks and prep. @uepodca.st
11.04.2025 22:43 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0ITS MY BIRTHDAY! Tell me about your favorite ttrpg moment as a gift!
16.03.2025 09:09 — 👍 10 🔁 1 💬 5 📌 0I'm getting set up as a volunteer at my local public radio station.
Should I pitch them on a 3am game of VOID 1680 AM?
So rude of my body to have physical reactions to the mental stress I am under.
06.02.2025 08:58 — 👍 3 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0Hi friends, I am still working on my YouTube video but it has been delayed because of ✨depression✨
01.02.2025 20:56 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0Don’t let anyone tell you you’re not allowed to love the games you love or that you can’t play them competitively. They can touch grass and leave. -xoxo gamer they
27.01.2025 21:47 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0Gaming culture is often rooted in misogyny. I have spent a lot of time thinking I’m bad at competitive games because men have been terrible to me while playing them. Turns out I’m great and they just didn’t like that a femme voice was telling them they were out of line of sight for heals ❤️
27.01.2025 21:46 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0