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33 years old β–ͺ︎ she/they β–ͺ︎ carson mccullers' #1 fangirl β–ͺ︎ tattooed southern dyke β–ͺ︎ sadomasochist β–ͺ︎ high femme β–ͺ︎ biomechanist β–ͺ︎ writer β–ͺ︎ aspiring musician β–ͺ︎ retro tech girlie

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This one thing that galls me about Western queer discourses the most.

Y'all don't understand and I don't understand WHY y'all don't understand.

Lesbians are so fucking oppressed. We face so much violence. So much coercion into heterosexual institutions, brutalization for trying to escape them.

01.10.2025 20:31 β€” πŸ‘ 216    πŸ” 32    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 2

Are you... are you part of the *homo-sexual underground*?

25.09.2025 00:27 β€” πŸ‘ 166    πŸ” 64    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 2

I have not received any donations in over 24 hours. Even just rt this post helps. Thank u.

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21.09.2025 15:41 β€” πŸ‘ 9    πŸ” 9    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 1
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21.09.2025 18:49 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

watching golden girls and painting my nails

21.09.2025 07:59 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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a few recent pics :3

20.09.2025 21:13 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Did Luke Skywalker consent to getting his hand cut off? Did Art the Clown get consent to use a chainsaw like that? Did the guy from the beginning of Alien say "I CONSENT" to the facehugger? I must have missed that part.

20.09.2025 15:26 β€” πŸ‘ 423    πŸ” 110    πŸ’¬ 7    πŸ“Œ 0

Lots of things that would be awful in real life can be fun or cathartic in an abstract fantasy context. People root for the killer in slasher movies, or think it's funny to run over pedestrians in GTA. It's okay. It's not real. But when it's porn everyone suddenly turns into a total idiot.

20.09.2025 15:27 β€” πŸ‘ 269    πŸ” 47    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1
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I'm a trans fem who is in a very difficult situation in the deep south. I work nearly 40 hours a week despite being chronically ill with fibromyalgia. I'm sick/ in pain constantly. Despite all my efforts I'm still quite short on rent. I need $500 by the end of the month. Thx.
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20.09.2025 15:15 β€” πŸ‘ 20    πŸ” 32    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 3

one thing that i always found silly about the sci-fi trope of becoming immortal via mind uploading to the computer is, i don't even think computers last longer than humans on average. if the computer is immortal then my closet is the pit of tartarus

16.09.2025 00:13 β€” πŸ‘ 727    πŸ” 62    πŸ’¬ 40    πŸ“Œ 11
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Quick warm ups of my unicorn OC River

15.09.2025 02:28 β€” πŸ‘ 706    πŸ” 96    πŸ’¬ 8    πŸ“Œ 0

More isopods, more happiness

14.09.2025 04:59 β€” πŸ‘ 396    πŸ” 68    πŸ’¬ 6    πŸ“Œ 0

bluesky thinks im in mississippi at home but it doesn't while i'm at the airport, huh

04.09.2025 11:04 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

All that most maddens and torments; all that stirs up the lees of things; all truth with malice in it; all that cracks the sinews and cakes the brain; all the subtle demonisms of life and thought

01.09.2025 16:47 β€” πŸ‘ 102    πŸ” 31    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 19

Here is the secret that they won't tell you in transgender school: a lot of cis women don't give a shit that you're trans, and a lot of heterosexual women don't give a shit that you're a lesbian. You're just a cool girl they could be friends with.

Not always true, but more true than online suggests

25.08.2025 17:18 β€” πŸ‘ 65    πŸ” 8    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 4

Anyway shoutout to weird autistic cis girls who can spot an egg and act appropriately, you’re the real ones

31.08.2025 16:15 β€” πŸ‘ 50    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

One of the weirder things people presume about trans women is that at some point, we all had access to men’s spaces in some form, but for a good chunk of us that’s simply not true. I’ve got no idea what the hell men do or are up to, because I’ve never substantively been in community with them.

31.08.2025 16:13 β€” πŸ‘ 113    πŸ” 24    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 1

i have similar feelings about the baldurs gate 3 character creator but it's not nearly as bad as the dragon age one

01.09.2025 14:35 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

it was especially weird having such an awful experience with it and then seeing so many people around me praise the character creator to no end because it allowed them to play as a woman with a penis

01.09.2025 14:34 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

god yeah this exactly. i remember staring at the dragon age character creator for so long, trying and failing again and again and again to make a character i could relate to on any level re: their body. the whole thing left me feeling very dysphoric and miserable and uninterested in playing the game

01.09.2025 14:32 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

anyway im ngl the fact that you can much more easily find d&d themed d20 pins and such at the pride craft market than like, anything with the trans or lesbian symbols on it has me feeling a certain kind of way

31.08.2025 04:08 β€” πŸ‘ 199    πŸ” 19    πŸ’¬ 7    πŸ“Œ 1

The result is that people now view transition as entirely cosmetic, as optional, as a matter of "free expression" that is perhaps unfortunate to curb but not ultimately life-threatening.

Even when describing the danger to trans lives, it's always in terms of suicides. They think we're hysterical.

13.04.2025 08:44 β€” πŸ‘ 1000    πŸ” 122    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 5

"No one thinks trans people change sex", "women can be male", "gender affirming care", "GRS"--so much trans politics has been developing euphemistic language to soothe the understanding of cis people, even "supportive" "allies", in a way that preserves "sex" as an immutable category.

13.04.2025 08:42 β€” πŸ‘ 1167    πŸ” 158    πŸ’¬ 8    πŸ“Œ 6

I'd propose 'dykecore' as a tag for actual lesbian fiction where no woman ever expresses any attraction to men, but with censorship concerns I guess we'd have to go with 'true-lily' lmao

21.08.2025 14:37 β€” πŸ‘ 220    πŸ” 27    πŸ’¬ 10    πŸ“Œ 4

symphorophilia. you agree

21.08.2025 04:47 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Carol Burnett in a bright red shift dress holding a baby and looking shocked as Mr Spock enters her living room.

Carol Burnett in a bright red shift dress holding a baby and looking shocked as Mr Spock enters her living room.

Spock cameo on The Carol Burnett Show, 1967

16.08.2025 19:32 β€” πŸ‘ 134    πŸ” 23    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 5

char aznable: would you still love me if i was a worm?

garma zabi: no.

char: would you still love me if my name was quattro bajeena?

garma: what kind of name is that.

char: would you still love me if i was an anteater?

garma: answer me how you came up with 'quattro bajeena'.

15.08.2025 15:31 β€” πŸ‘ 390    πŸ” 118    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 4

I see we're dropping the euphemisms and being explicit about the reactionary, heterosexualist impulses behind this round of epistemic violence.

13.08.2025 18:55 β€” πŸ‘ 558    πŸ” 205    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 0

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