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Nikki

@ultimatedream.bsky.social

She/her | 32 | mdni | ADHD | been doing this for over 15 years 💀 HW: 82.3KG/181.4LBS CW: 70.5KG/155.4LBS

124 Followers  |  107 Following  |  256 Posts  |  Joined: 18.02.2025  |  1.6574

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And yes I'm definitely salty that it took this long to get diagnosed

17.02.2026 23:36 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I've been maintaining my weight since October, just casually without trying. This has never happened to me before. Kinda insane that my ED is mostly caused by ADHD lmao.

17.02.2026 23:36 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

For as long as I can remember, if I'm not actively trying to lose weight by being disordered, I gain weight. I can't slowly lose weight, I can't maintain. I'm either disordered or gaining. Ever since I'm on ADHD meds I'm just eating normally? I'm not fluctuating or gaining 😭

17.02.2026 23:31 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

People who say KMS as response to everything??? What is wrong with you??? It's so triggering

13.12.2025 20:30 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Time to get back on track! I barely gained any weight while in Japan and after I got home which is really nice

03.11.2025 09:58 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Losing so much hair 😭 this happens during every shower every 3 days

24.10.2025 09:11 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

People here in Japan are so skinny 🥺 happy for them but aaaaa

15.10.2025 06:14 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Honestly expected more people from here to donate 😅

15.10.2025 06:12 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Going to Japan on Wednesday and even though I lost about 12kg Im still so fat and I hate myself foe going to Japan fat 😭

04.10.2025 20:51 — 👍 5    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

People who say they lose 10kg in a month on adhd meds are lying, right? Regular sized people. I've heard it so many times, but I can barely lose 5kg a month on them while restricting on purpose and walking and working out.

04.10.2025 08:24 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

BMI 25 today, only 0.1kg to go

03.10.2025 07:46 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

As someone who is hard of hearing, its not stupid at all. You should get it tested every once in awhile to make sure everything is fine. Also look into audio processing disorder, especially if you're ND

02.10.2025 14:32 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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At least something went well in September

01.10.2025 19:33 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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My legs are dead oof

26.09.2025 18:52 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

1.1kg to go until I have a normal bmi! That's 0.5 bmi points and I'll be 24.9!!

26.09.2025 11:54 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 1

Aaah so close!!!

23.09.2025 22:39 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Naps are wonderful!

23.09.2025 12:23 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

I love it so much! You're so pretty as well

23.09.2025 11:24 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

︶︶︶︶🦇🖤🦇︶︶︶︶
hi I'm requiem
▪️23 ♑♎♋
▪️trans, queer, they/them
▪️madly in love w my fiance
▪️we have the cutest baby Ever

▪️disordering since 2017
▪️MPA and edtwt vet
▪️ currently in ED limbo
▪️AuDHD, bipolar, mixed PD (aspd/bpd/hpd), ocd, ppd

I like my chemical romance & I'm an actual vampire, probably

30.01.2025 15:26 — 👍 24    🔁 4    💬 2    📌 0

I heard people were going naked! You might not get raptured if you wear clothes 😔

23.09.2025 10:17 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I haven't been as active on here for a few weeks, last I read was that you had the consultation for the surgery but you've been accepted/approved???

23.09.2025 10:16 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Happy miscalculated r@pture day!

23.09.2025 10:15 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Good morning, I hope you'll have the best day today

23.09.2025 10:13 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Good morning! I hope you have a wonderful day today

23.09.2025 10:12 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
Colin Mochrie is shown posting:
Anyone point out that a Donald Trump anagram is Lord Dampnut?

Colin Mochrie is shown posting: Anyone point out that a Donald Trump anagram is Lord Dampnut?

Donald Trump -> Lord Dampnut
This is canon now. Please update your files accordingly.
#LordDampnut 🍊🤡

21.09.2025 22:33 — 👍 225    🔁 81    💬 10    📌 7

It should be a crime

22.09.2025 09:11 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Like pepsi

22.09.2025 09:09 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

He looks like a soda 🤔

22.09.2025 09:08 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Your mom sounds so sweet 🥹happy birthday, welcome to the +30 club!

22.09.2025 07:41 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

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