Heady

Fuck Health Insurance companies...

I'm hoping to make some perfumes based on this story I'm writing. I wanna get a few copies printed once I'm done and have like a promotion going on where if you buy one perfume you get a free copy of the story 🤔

It's been a hot minute since I took any cute photos 😫 hopefully I will this weekend!

I hate going to my local Costco because I'm PETRIFIED of seeing my ex there again.

The person who I once considered my best friend...
The person I came out to for the first time...
The person I once fucking LOVED...
Misgendered me...
Said such horrible things about me...
My heart is broken...
I still respected the memories we shared long ago...
Fuck that...
Never again....

They got real quiet after figuring out it was one of them

"Aurora Borealis? In this time of day, in this time of year, localized entirely within your bedroom?"
"Yes :3"

Welp, I found out where all the weight went. My ass 🤣😭
Istg I could barely fit these damn jeans on this morning 🤣😭💀

I forgot how good proper weightlifting felt after so long ✨✨✨

Why does it always have to be such a hassle getting spironolactone??!?! They wanna cut my supply by less than half and STILL don't even wanna give it to me?!?!?!
WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!?

I fear that one day eventually, I'm gonna have to face my bio dad for a final time. And I fear that only one of us is gonna make it out of that interaction...

Ive been running for over 2 months now and I've GAINED weight?!?!?
Like yeah my stomach is shrinking slightly sure but where's the weight going?!?!
This is really stressing me out 😭

Shallow Warm Waters 🌊💙💚

I wanna get a better camera. One that's more modular than what I have. All I can really do is take cinematic shots but what if I want more than just that?

Idk what to do anymore

I'm not gonna be taken advantage of again. Their honeyed words mean nothing to me anymore...

Turns out some of the “we want small government” people kiiiinda wanted the government to be just one guy.

These might just be my best pictures yet ❤️✨

The ideations are extra strong today...

Sometimes I'm scared that I'm just a huge disappointment to everyone I love.
Sometimes I think that maybe one of those 4 attempts back in 2019 should've been successful...
Sometimes I just don't wanna be here anymore...

I'm just glad I'm out of Purlife. Became a revolving door real quick 😭

I Pavloved myself into wanting to go run every time I see attractive body types.
Its like a little voice in my head now going "You wanna look like that one day? Go run."

Before transitioning, I looked like an R&B singer. After transitioning, I look like I enlisted 🤣🤣🤣

Today seems a lot less heavy thankfully 😌

Got prettied up the other day and felt really good about myself 🥰🥰
Just had to share my favorite ones 🏳️‍⚧️✨💓

I love my girlfriend so much ❤️ I am truly blessed to have her in my life. She's so sweet, kind, affectionate, gentle, and just overall incredible ❤️
She's the one.
She's the person I want to spend the rest of my life with.
I don't want anyone else ❤️❤️❤️

God I need to fucking run soon... My legs are SCREAMING at me to move 😭😭😭

I wanna take Martial Arts lessons.

In positive news, I lost 3 pounds! Not much but progress is progress! Hopefully by the end of the year I'll be down to at least 190lbs

I can tell when people think I'm weird or annoying. And honestly I'd much rather just walk away from those people. Why even bother for people who look at me like I'm something gross?