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typing and backspacing like x6 times about them but i shan't.

trying to ricochet off of them to map out the rpg world "are they actually allied and travelling in canon" Who knows

this was just a tweet to segue into my My bad im barbiedolling cael and lucy now that they finalyl have interaction that isnt In Another universe and time hypotheticals and simgame moments (tomodachi life lavender marriage

ihate building verses and the worlddddd i always leave spare building blocks enough to be flexible Around the characters instead. Reverse engineering from the Cast into the Worldbuilding which is not ideal but thats why ive always taken the loose knots in narratives fine allows me to run amok

changed like one pokemon in their team

i always avoided putting legendaries in but now im like fugg it i'll use the 6th slot for designated legends.
i did giggle though with lucy being the moon and cael is the dragon but they have each other's motif likeness instead.
also matching meowstics :)

me putting a big fat HL❌ in the caelucy apps

patted myself on the back though

(typing up how cael would give off a right-leaning impression at first and then explaining how she ultimately falls into leftfix)(breakign out into cold sweat) Another time

the most banal of princess in a tower and the dragon where both stay in their roles until the end of the story is met. He is the girl she couldn't save/cannot save

i was starting to type more deliriously but i snapped back to reality and im like no.... Enough yap

and he wants to seek the truth* as always
*concept yet to be explored

the coworker distance that never oversteps beyond what lucy has asked of her and what she fulfills*.

*i imagien this like 3h where cael can ally with different nations who need her power and going with lucy is to tear down the tradition that only shackles theirs

My bad i like die for a bit then yap my ass off I just like him so much always

and then this is where my current field frolick is cael and lucy. what does she make of this person whose gaze is set on a horizon she cannot see

there are so many people in his life that see him as the son of the house or his status. so i really like exploring lucy and fleche ("someone i trust"; his maidservant) bc the one she had met was simply the young boy who held his hand out to her making a promise too heavy for his small shoulders

though i jest...i dont think he goes through stuff of that scale like.
he doesnt go through huge events that permanently leave a scar on him than it is the subtle culmination of happenstances he becomes too acutely aware of that affects his psyche and has compromised himself for

freeing lucy from ff14 means i can raise the stakes for him in rpgverse since i want to stay in line with hw-dragonsong and didnt want to make some big narrative within ishgard that makes his presence so like...Big in a shared canon yknow

(the bat im holding up labelled lifealtering trauma at him

the kind of character that i'd sorrowfully look at the distant back of and pray he finds the happiness he wants for himself too instead of valuing others over his own desires... like i can be Part of what makes him happy but in the end i can't be the one to Bring it to him

in verse whether it's ppl who cling to the boy that grew up too fast, or the kindly hand that once helped them, or the lonely figure on the lofty stage, or the well-spoken yet cutting diplomatic seat at the table etcetc the centerpiece of a kaleidoscope that reflects differently with how you twist

lucy is a really special oc to me...pookie princess forever
i don't get strung up if he leaves a different impression or is interpreted differently because for me that's the kind of like I wouldn't say intent but it's how i feel his character should be perceived. the lucius You know

also lowkey i really do like stories that are about the clash of status and family

the one choice he chose to make that was able to save his baby sister. I shud die

i'm super weak to people who have been shown love and warmth (even if it's a complex r/s eg. granny) and it's these characters who just... "You have always been kind"

I always love compromising your sense of self and personality as a form of acceptance but still having that quiet earning to want something as You. what do You want

the frontloaded emotions people have towards them met with the airy passiveness that infuriates you when they choose to say what appeases than their own desires or thoughts ever...

ifelt lmy stomach crump so abd the lucy relapse has never hit harder now

but deep down is a child who wishes someone would hug and tell them that it's okay

i felt my hair falling out with canto8 when it had me thinking of lucy too with some moments i just letting indifference wash over you to absolve yourself from choices that are futile and save no one.... gentle smiles that are lukewarm and the warmth, kindness and envy from people around you

(spawns behind you

finding out cecil is like blond and not a pink-toned white

i love no romance only coworkers strujobaiting
the kind of person cael is is one that would bid the final farewell to you when it's all over