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@squeakenjoyer.bsky.social

Just some nerd who likes shiny things. I'm probably gonna like a lot of weird stuff so content warning y'all. ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ 35 years old, XXY intersex, trans rights are human rights, acab, free palestine.

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Pretty much, but technology is still a body.

10.11.2025 07:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

In my dreams I'm free. I don't like waking up.

10.11.2025 07:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

There's a big part of me that craves a non corporeal existence. Not death, but rather, freedom from flesh. From the limitations of my brain, from language. Craving the wonder of discovery, of carving fresh understanding of concepts that have no known terminology. Chasing starlight to infinity.

10.11.2025 07:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Influencers emulating the boomer "i hate my marriage" culture is fucking weird

10.11.2025 00:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Like damn they're really building delivery robots for child predators.

10.11.2025 00:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

And y'all*

10.11.2025 00:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Toyota unveiled something they're calling the "mobi" an electric ai driven self driving concept car for children and all considering the track record of AI, all I can wonder is how long it'll take before some kid asks to go to the kiddy pool, and instead gets driven to Diddy's pool.

10.11.2025 00:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Wing Its #10: Casual + Inflatable Bondage + Pooltoy Suit

09.11.2025 20:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 316    ๐Ÿ” 66    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

dad update:

09.11.2025 19:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1075    ๐Ÿ” 74    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 19    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2
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Lyra, synthhusky, with goo coming out of her collar and turning into a null drone.

Lyra, synthhusky, with goo coming out of her collar and turning into a null drone.

goopy
#nullvember
#art #furry #nsfw

09.11.2025 19:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 283    ๐Ÿ” 54    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I talked to people about it, and I've made more progress towards healing and learning to love myself in the last few months than I have in a decade.

Community is important. Friends are important. Listening to each other is important.

09.11.2025 08:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Like in my case, it turns out having multiple distinct identities that handle different parts of my life, that only have a foggy cross memory, and no emotional attachment to shared experiences isn't masking, it's dissociation. I had the wrong framework to understand the pain I was, and still am, in.

09.11.2025 08:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

You can confide in the people close to you and you can learn what their experiences were, so you can figure out whether or not what you call normal is actually secretly super fucked.

09.11.2025 08:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

You're literally telling them that they can't be hurting because capitalism says they're not actually in pain.

Which is fucking stupid.

Yes, self reflection while mentally ill is drawing a self portrait in a funhouse mirror, but you can still compare yourself to the people around you.

09.11.2025 08:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Like everything is profit driven in America and that includes the systems that mental health care providers operate under, "standards of care" are basically a written down baseline treatment plan.

When you tell someone their experience isn't valid because they haven't gotten a diagnosis

09.11.2025 08:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Weird how people hyperfixate on "official diagnosis" as some kind of purity designation for whether or not a mental health struggle is real.

Like the whole reason there's even a book of categorized mental illnesses to begin with is because insurance demands explanations for billing and medication

09.11.2025 08:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Well, my vocabulary has been irrevocably altered.

Can't believe the shit they try to get away with in the poopen sharten farten these days.

09.11.2025 02:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

There's also emordnilap which is a palindrome that's a different word when you reverse the letters

Like drawer backwards is reward

laced reversed is decal

09.11.2025 00:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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been playing skyrim again

09.11.2025 00:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1797    ๐Ÿ” 483    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 19    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2
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Lugia...

08.11.2025 22:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1267    ๐Ÿ” 245    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 19    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

A c r u m b of moisture on my fingertip from my ice water glass absolutely ruined the end of my post. Heck.

09.11.2025 00:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

For those whose kink of choice results in the hands being unavailable for holding, due to mitts, transformation, or any other reason why the "hand" may be unavailable, a small lead attached to a wrist cuff is a suitable alternative l.

09.11.2025 00:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a black stuffed animal with red eyes and a red tail ALT: a black stuffed animal with red eyes and a red tail

weeee

08.11.2025 19:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 278    ๐Ÿ” 73    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This feels like it should be a 2077 questline where you stumble across a chill hivemind ai living in a bunch of people's cyberware as a digital assistant.

08.11.2025 21:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Killing 2 birds with 1 stone is actually a statistical error. The Chicxulub Impactor wiping out the majority of airborne life, marking the end of the Cretaceous period is a statistical outlier and should not be counted.

08.11.2025 21:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
The Outer Worlds - SECRET ENDING // Flying Hope Directly Into the Sun (Dumb Dialogue)
YouTube video by VGS - Video Game Sophistry The Outer Worlds - SECRET ENDING // Flying Hope Directly Into the Sun (Dumb Dialogue)

Like, every Republican economic policy is the equivalent of them saying "I know numbers real good." and then flying directly into the sun.

youtu.be/Tlb2LAhkEV4

08.11.2025 20:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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The U.S. Economy Performs Better Under Democratic Presidents The U.S. economy has performed much better under Democratic presidents than Republican presidents in the modern era. In almost every measure of the U.S. economy including total job growth, unemploymen...

Image source: www.jec.senate.gov/public/index...

08.11.2025 20:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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If Republicans / Conservatives are supposed to be good at the economy why is it that the Democrats are always the ones building it back up after every elected Republican has their way with the country?

If the red guys are supposed to be good at money, why does the data say they suck at money?

08.11.2025 20:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Paneraโ€™s moderately caffeinated lemonade was loosely associated with 2 deaths before it was taken off market.

This article alone has 4 examples of ChatGPT encouraging young people to commit suicide, and OpenAIโ€™s own public stats estimate over a million users discuss suicide with ChatGPT each week.

07.11.2025 22:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 9757    ๐Ÿ” 3799    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 107    ๐Ÿ“Œ 181

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