Devin

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maaan… I was thinking about going back on antidepressants, but now that I think about it they might increase the likelihood of dizziness and I can’t stand being dizzy, so that’s probably out then lmao 💀 guess I do have to keep living like this after all damn iiiiiiiitttt

the annoying struggle of: need friend interactions to help probably cure depression > need depression to go away in order to have the motivation to make + interact with friends, lollll 💀💀💀

hey guys what’s up

Even though it doesn’t seem to have been “hyperfixation” material for me (tho tbf the hyperfixation part of my brain seems to be malfunctioning lately), I still think OFF is very good and I like it. Much to think about. I super get it now. I can now recognize its DNA in the games it inspired :)

the start of a beautiful friendship #pokemonmysterydungeon

Just beat the video game named OFF. ahhhh. I see

Feels weird to say about a game that was trying something new, but as a whole the game still felt generic (to me)? The story and characters felt… empty, idk. I appreciate the gameplay idea, but it unfortunately didn’t interest me enough to make up for the rest. MAN I wish I liked it more, sorry lol

I was just reminded that I got to the part right before the end of Echoes of Wisdom, stopped, and then forgot to keep playing lol. I’ve been meaning to finish it, but. man. I don’t dislike it, but the further I got, the more I was like… there really isn’t much substance here after all, huh. …oh.

btw I’m kinda put off (lol) by OFF fans bc I’ve seen some say “oh the entire remake soundtrack is So Bad” and like…? But all the songs I’ve heard are great? Are these people… okay?? I get being upset that the og songs can’t be used, but rejecting every new song bc of that… imagine being so joyless 💀

YouTube video by Fangamer PHOENIX - OFF Original Soundtrack

this song kinda rules by the way. obviously not saying that just because Toby Fox made it or anything silly like that, doesn’t affect my opinion either way, I didn’t even realize this one was a Toby Fox song until I looked it up lol. anyway I think it’s cool. …also it sort of reminds me of PMD :)

At the beginning of OFF I had a hard time properly vibing with it for some reason, but now that I’ve gotten through Zone 2 I think I can say for sure that I’m into it now. i mean don’t ask me to coherently explain what’s going on but I’m invested anyway lmao

Ohh I get it now, I sorta misread your first reply my bad haha. Uhhhh. Maybe?? I know almost nothing about the game and I don’t have a good grasp of what’s going on yet, I couldn’t say anything for sure lol

yeaa it’s out :) the demo didn’t grab me as much as I hoped, but I saw the full game was on sale recently, so I got it anyway bc I want to understand its appeal and influence (and to get more familiar with rpg maker game design in general, for reasons lol)

also sorry, idk what you mean by bad guys?

Screenshot of the OFF remake game. Examining a switch. The Batter says, "The switch is now OFF." (yeah I'm sure I'm the only person to point at the screen and say "ha ha whoa... 'off'... like... it's like the thing...." I'm so original)

What.... no way.......... say that again................

as far as I’ve been able to tell, Sonic fans probably wouldn’t even be happy with solid gold, so you should just make whatever you want lol

I now forgive her for being the one and only 3-star I pulled on the fantasy banner while trying and failing to get cleric Grass Wonder lmao

finishing Seiun Sky’s career story for the first time made me realize that she actually kind of rules lol. perhaps she is maybe…… my second fave or something???? (behind haru urara)

It’s probably fine (?) but still, I just hope it’s not a symptom of some horrible brain thing or something, I can’t have anything be wrong with me when I’ve finally reached a point in my life where I’ve specifically decided that I want to live LOL

sure hope I don’t have one of those weird big vertigo dizzy attacks again any time soon, been feeling a little weird for a couple weeks and it’s making me worried lmao. Really don’t like that this is even a recurring issue that I have to think about man 🗿🗿

true….

But tbh ain’t no way I’d do that well even if I did try, the game kinda hates me LOL

wait true… though unfortunately I don’t have much storage space left on my phone so maybe I should save it lol

steam doesn’t want to do my nightly routine of playing umamusume this is so sad

For a long time I kinda gave up on trying to make original stories because I felt like I just wasn’t very creative. Still don’t think that’s entirely wrong, but y’know, I think my main issue with creativity is that I’ve been too cowardly to risk making something “dumb.” and also perfectionism lmao

I like how I was supposed to lower my expectations and keep it tiny, but I immediately started mentally elaborating on this basic idea way too much for some reason until I remembered that I’m not yet capable of executing game ideas of any substance right now LOL. it shouldn’t be that DEEP!! STOP!!!

ive heard this game is bad. repetitive, tumblr-ass writing, and get this: it has pronouns

there’s still a chance that someday I could also become kind of like Jesus a little bit LOL

After age 12, I basically lost the ability to be normal and have friendships, especially since there was almost no one around me that shared any of my interests, so that’s probably at least part of why I’m so broken and clueless with any form of socializing now LMAO 🗿 Sorry for Still being Like This

Stories centered around kids/teenagers having really good and close and normal friendships with each other always make me a little bit sad, because I’m just like, man. Maaann. Why couldn’t at least a little of that have been me at that age LOL 💀

Heyyyyyyy happy birthday :) 👍👍