Grey θΔ

That's fucking awful, ugh, I'm sorry. You don't deserve to get treated like that

It's all fun and games until you hear the crit sound and open your eyes

You and the word coyute

No you're totally fine! I get what you meant, and I don't believe you tried to insinuate that <3<3

You're a good critter and I appreciate you

Uhhh- sorry if this comes across as mean (I promise I'm not mad, I'm just bad at this)-
My point is that I wasn't any less of a girl before I had surgery, it's just a tool to help me *feel* like a girl- same as hormones or changing my name! I think it's an important distinction to make ^^;

I was a girl anyway! But I appreciate the sentiment <3

"So first: Hi, I'm back, it went really well
Second: owwwww..."

Can't wait till I can get back on a pc and draw digital again, ballpoint pen in a notebook scratches the itch but like... I miss having stuff worth posting

I got the random encounter with the 3am weed critter to trigger the yote questline but that's as far as I got

REAL

Btw, yes this is vagueposting, but I have blocked the individual(s) that this is about, so if you can read this then you're not the problem

Sorry not sorry to vent post but I have lost too many friends over this exact scenario, where I'm not given the chance to learn from shitty behaviour because everyone just fucking assumes I'm doing it intentionally or able to figure it out for myself and then blows up at me

without ever giving her a chance to resolve things.

People need to fucking realise- it's not "using autism as an excuse" when we literally *DO NOT KNOW WE FUCKED UP*.

Please, for fucks sake, it's a choice between living in constant fear that we're bad or trusting others to tell us if we're bad...

Saw a youtube short about an autistic person (X) who overheard after spending a day with a group of friends "If you have a problem with X then tell them", only for it to go unresolved, and how this is a pattern where she doesn't know she's acted inappropriately, only for people to blow up over it--

Faux Pas

I was about to respond properly but... I think maybe this isn't the place to talk through my issues

Thank you for existing though, I think you're very cool and I hope you're able to work through this stuff

I... am struggling with this too
If you find the secret, lemme know yeah?

Wow, thanks hoverfox!

atlhgsastl ok but let's wait until I'm healed first goddamn xDDD

Nono, tell me more, I'm interested

I've been playing a game called "do I need to piss", where on top of my autistic lack of self awareness I *also* don't recognise my new urethra setup yet and wow am I bad at it

I'm sorry that I make everything worse and push everyone away

If I knew why it was happening I promise it would stop

I don't know why I'm so bad

my harddrive that contains all digital artworks since 2018 gave out earlier this week.. potential corruption of data, its physically 'skipping' and slowing down my PC unless its disconnected- i can't access anything on it 😞

any help in paying for recovery is massively appreciated ! Q^Q

YES YES EXACTLY

Honestly same, I didn't give a *shit* about how I looked before E cause it never felt worth trying, so I just looked awful, the whole time. Then one day after I took E for the first time, I put effort in, and BAM I look like a girl xD

It would seem a downright shame not to :p

Oop! Sorry- internet is glitchy in the airbnb and I didn't notice the duplicate post xD

The song "my friends" from sweeney todd but it's me singing about my dilators

Ohhh happy birthday!

;w; Thanks critter