BraptorMocha (mostly away, see you in august)

Bigaloo

Comm for @dragonfeatherss.bsky.social with Vaallloooooo (canon size)!

Big Valoo is Bigaloo

Bigaloo ep 3, the squish episode, for @dragonfeatherss.bsky.social

merry new year or somethin

Did u guys know they did surgery on a grape

so the guy that sent a lot of harassment my way got bullied off the internet apparently??? justice for him being a hypocrite and drawing porn of a character thats canonically a minor (ralsei) ig? either way hope that guy gets mental help as i have and reflects on his own actions.

Like seriously, leave me alone. Im working on myself in private to become someone better that can be looked up to again. This is my redemption arc.

Normally I wouldnt say stuff like this but I'm tired of annoying asshats trying to fuck with me. I will tell you to fuck off at this point as idgaf what you think of me if you already dislike me.

now I will go back to having a good time with my understanding friends in private thank you <3

and for this im going to use the art you made me, that i paid for and had gifted to me despite you saying not to. I was gonna honor that request but after this and calling me pedo when you know damn well i aint go fuck yourself. also making her my pfp :)

thank you, now fuck off bitch.

I will become back my gift. I hope you will in your next time a cow on a trash farm you sucker. ass energy.

lmfao cope. i did most the design work on lilith so she was more my oc than anything. you cannot take back something that was willingly gifted/transferred as its rightfully mine now.

weird Fygar guy at the arcades

and you sure as hell did support kink shit with minors when you did those rps with luna and john and sent them fatfur porn.

like sko, get some serious fucking help as i am. also said previous ex and i are on good terms and they changed their course. you have not shown any signs of that. im sorry for having to had to post that sko but you left me no choice with your actions.

the relationship with how you would throw tantrums if you didnt get your way. if we ever had a fight you would threaten to leave to make me cower instead of admitting any fault if you were in the wrong. You would even bring resolved stuff up YEARS later to try and take a moral highground.

months ago. its out there now. several friends of mine have the stuff and its not going away. we both made stupid fucking choices and we both will suffer whatever comes for our actions. your pain now is on yourself for your actions. not to mention i wasnt the only manipulative one in

have changed enough to where i dont do that shit anymore. you havent. and you think my irl well being aint on the line either sko?

also i completely stopped paying any mind to you and had moved on following last months interaction. you came here to snoop on me as i had posted that thing

the alts were to try and talk shit out and you refused to listen because you and your victim complex make you refuse to admit you are wrong otherwise you have a tantrum. the amount of baby rage bullshit i had to deal with from you is enough to make a babyfur blush. was i much better? no but i-

have you not seen my first post??? that goes over my accountabilities in this. the second one is about you and other bad actors in the community. I aint taking any sort of moral highground here. i just want you to apologize for what you did to me and others.

also i've completely stopped manipulating people and I dont stalk you????

it was not. i posted this before i even contacted you on an alt. its not blackmail if it was already made public. i also wanna move on from this too and i was. then you commented on my post about what you did to me and others younger than i was at the time. i want you to get better as i am doing.

just as im trying to get better while trying to manage my friendships falling apart in part due to your actions and my own, my aunt having died and my brother and mother having cancer.

look in on yourself too okay? you arent the only victim sko... we are victims of each other.

I should hate you now but i cant, as ik you didnt want any of this to happen either as you are a sweet caring person. im sorry about all this sko but we face the music together. we got ourselves into this mess. its only just that we do. and ill always be here for you, i just want you to get better.

you should have known enough and been strong enough to stick to your guns of saying no sko. i should have listened to my gut when the others asked me to or i asked them to and not done it. i knew deep down it was wrong but i misplaced my trust in YOU Sko. I looked up to you. wanted to be like you..

people under 18, enough that i listened to what you said and reflected to what you did in changing your mind. it was wrong of me to ask to erp with you then yes, but that "aww its ok i understand :(" was never meant to make you erp, it was just an acknowledgement of understanding. you were 22 or 23

many people via grooming due to the sfw kink stuff ideas you put in my head. you turned me into that 'someone' to other people, something i never wanted to be to anyone as a sexual assault victim and now grooming victim. you put serious enough doubts in my mind on whether or not it was ok to rp with

you. I just want you to face the same justice im facing since you are just as guilty... for luna, john and myself. for putting the lies of kink stuff even possibly being sfw in my head. your actions in getting with me then fucked me up more than i ever could have thought. it lead to me hurting

its was not blackmail if i already did it. Sko you are just as guilty as I am, we both made stupid choices. face your mistakes and learn from them like i am. and i never attempted to "reel you back" with this? i really didnt WANT to have to do any of this but you made this happen. i still care about

Really disappointing to hear this about squishy when i heard of this i knew i had to say something... hope they come out and address this.

and for an update on myself, things are going well in therapy!

Damn wtf, I hung out with squishy before a few times. He gave me drawing tips even. At least I had the balls to admit my wrongdoings and not just hide and be fine with it for 10y

Feeling I should bring this to some light while some eyes are still on me to help this person get some justice as well.

small update: going to get some therapy and stuff to help with all this. from myself getting gr**med back in 2019 by alith and having done so to others. when i come back fully ill be a completely functional and not bad person! thank you to those who have stayed with me and helped me.

I wrote a reflection paper I'll be posting here at a later date. In the meantime here, have evidence of my ex @alithsko.bsky.social grooming me when i was 17 and a 14 year old. Sko was 22 and 24 in these pictures. imgur.com/a/evidence-v...