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Rolled credits on In Stars and Time for the first time today... I need to play Start Again and replay the last bit of In Stars and Time once more for important context, but I cried so much at the end... this might be one of my favourite gaming experiences in a long time 🥲

Got six player commendations for aetherial shifting off the edge of the M12 arena instead of using temperance... I think my day is going great

Slept 6 hours last night and decided playing 12 hours of In Stars and Time was the smart and healthy thing to do today... I work the next three days and I don't know if I'll be able to play after my shifts... no... my brain needs answers... don't make me go to work... Siffrin...

Balling my eyes out at Mirabelle's personal quest in ISAT certainly wasn't what I was planning to do this evening... owie...

Siffrin my child why aren't you smiling anymore aaaaaaaaughhhhhhhhh I'm going to end it all (figuratively, metaphorically)

Ignoring all of the other games I have started and have needed to finish in the last few months for this game uuuuuuuu

I should be locking in and grinding the next relic step but silly me has put in 14+ hours into In Stars and Time in the last two days and I am going through it (positively, emotionally, every single piece of me is hurting I love these characters and this world and this game loop)

I think the astro and picto ones might be my favourite this time... I need to see the whm staff on Ester to gauge how I feel about it...

Looking at the new relic weapons and the astro scales... my little October 2nd libra self needs those scales... I will get those scales... gimme

It's too weirdddddd

Phone wanted to remind me that I finished Stormblood this time four years ago and I'm like... who's that... woah

Thinking about 7.4 is going to make me feel ill (positive, but I am also sick right now anyway, so I guess it makes no difference)

Oh... oh... yeah...

I think we moved on from "Waugh, the flatcar!" too soon

May this be my 7.5 glam already... maybe... big thinking time...

Made the cutest glam combining Alma's dress and some of the Courtly Lover's pieces and I just... oh... ohhhhh... so cute... the cutest...

Hmmm... I want to level blue mage... hmmmmm...

Better be the best alliance raid ever (level 53 red mage... it won't be the best alliance raid ever...)

I want to level red mage and dancer up... materia queue times say that is impossible... uuuuuuu

Oh... I think I understand red mage now... oh

Thank you for the kind words, I'll definitely try at some point 🥹

I'll definitely try at some point... maybe tomorrow or the next day 🥲 Don't know what it is like in materia pf right now

I feel like my FF14 goals for this year include learning a savage, levelling up all my casters and one job of each other role, and hopefully making some more friends... I'm probably not in the right mindset to do any of this right now, but hopefully I try...

Looking at clips and resources on M9S being like... this looks like something I could learn... then I remembered I said I would try M1S and M5S when they were current and my motivation goes uuuuegghhgggggghhhh

Choosing the worst time to start levelling up my NA alt... sending her over to materia to be safe... my sweet child...

Ok

This better be the best trial of my life

Have woken up want to continue levelling dancer... I am on materia and it is 8:30am... I don't think this is happening...

Wait... dancer is kind of fun (enjoyer of jobs with constant glowy buttons)

Also same for all of the Arcadion fighters I need more content with all of these characters and side quests and stories... please...