Midnight

To be there on my knees, to want something viscerally, to be reminded of that want and have it dangled in front of me with the reminder that I am enjoying the deprivation more than I even actually want the thing I’m “deprived” of. My powerlessness made a game I revel in losing.

Granting kindness to the kindless.

Repping the brand by playing only bottom tiers.

Well, classic MB in general, CC hasn’t been out that long.

Been a Current Code player for 20 years ;)

What about Melty Blood

Holy shit the web lmfao

Me: Doing my weekly injection, clean shot, no pain or blood.

Also me: *visible disappointment.*

jerking off is kind of overrated I think. rewiring your brain to conflate pleasure with pain is the way of the future. getting to bleed is kind of like getting to cum, mechanically, anyway.

Step 1: slowly build a tolerance to mindbreaking aphrodisiacs until you can keep a high level in your bloodstream with minimal ill effects

Step 2: lure in a hot, dominant vampire gf and let her feed on you

Step 3: dommebreaking

*wilts*

“The eternal hunt has begun.”

Nah I’ll pass.

welcome to transgenderism! we have:

dehumanization fantasy (animal)
dehumanization fantasy (robot)
dehumanization fantasy (corpse)
dehumanization fantasy (divine psychosis)
dehumanization fantasy (womanhood)

Some objects are treasured but not useful. Some, useful but not treasured. You? Neither. Used casually and discarded, returned to the cabinet after a quick scrub to avoid wearing out too quickly. Earning a glance, idle, until they need temporary satiation. Found insufficient, only getting to watch.

shibari with the rope looped over heels.....

Yes yes yes yes yes

Failfate [Public]

An overtaxed heroine exchanges her noble destiny for the destiny of a debauched loser with no responsibilities… but learns that fate has a way of coming back to haunt you

Think this is one of the ones where the tags speak for themselves :)

archiveofourown.org/works/73444896

Holy fuck love this so much.

Is there a ruined orgasm version of vampirism? Like, hot girl acts like she’s going to drink your blood and then she just lets it spill on the floor uselessly while calling you pathetic?

I crave that sweet delirium on the edge of mortality, consciousness clinging by only the slightest thread, too frail to bear the burden of thought. To exist only in one fragile moment, with no self before or beyond.

permakig

No such thing~

Gonna need some fresh ones, I imagine.

Really wish someone would pin me down and carve their name into my back with their fingernails as they break me in.

I could say that’d fix me, but I’d be lying. I’d rather be made worse.

The spray of falling rain strikes the glistening city streets I walk like gunfire. And while no shortage of dim lamps trace the streets they fail to illuminate what I seek. The search endures.

If you see this, post a vampire that isn't Dracula

being given a long, hard to remember safe word and then flubbing it during sex is really hot. desperately screaming attempts at it, similar words that are obviously meant to be that distant lifeline, but she simply chuckles with the characteristic smugness of plausible deniability and continues

In hindsight, “I’m having dreams about clawing my own face off to find a different one underneath the gore” at age 14 probably should have hinted at identity issues way earlier than I went about confronting them.

Blinding my eyes to let me see,
Break me apart and set me free