Arc

Proud of you 💚

If they're gearing up for a big announcement, the silence is killing any hype it can bring. If theres no big announcement, then the silence is killing the good faith that they have been trying to build back. Something, even an acknowledgement of the delay or silence, is needed right now

I may delete this because it’s a bit spicy but it shouldn’t be lost on us that games being turned into TV is essentially harvesting the stories written by those who don’t have union representation or healthcare with WGA by those that do. Our stories are good enough for TV but the writers aren’t?

Yeah made it to locus and got hard stuck. Proud of myself for finishing first encounter and almost getting locus down considering im not a great solo player

Trying to find time work my 9-5 job, write the script for a youtube video, record footage for a different video, sit down and stream for the first time in weeks, save money for a better computer so I can actually stream decent quality, all while trying to find a moment to mourn my uncle passing

Requiescat in pace my uncle. The one who taught me the importance of a found family. This wound may never heal

There's nothing wrong with prioritizing yourself over work/content creation...
I try to remind myself as I havent streamed in a week, finished making the YouTube channel, start recording the first let's play, work on any personal writing, or work on any fanfic, while mental health continues to crash

After 13 years of battling back from the worst mental and physical health drop of my life, I finally reversed a decision ive regretted all this time. I just rearranged my whole office to set up a streaming area. Recommitting to content creation again because I should have never given up that dream.

As we enter the New Year remember fear of making bad art is holding you back. Fear of people not liking your work is holding you back. Rejection is holding you back

You'll make bad art, you'll have people not like your work, and you'll be rejected. Moving past it is half the job of being a creative

For players, step in the right direction in gameplay, feedback follow through, and story telling
For creators/streamers, enough content added into the game to provide background footage or stream content without having to sit through endless/potentially boring solo content grind
8/10

"Hey ghost you know online shopping stresses you out because you watch the tracking constantly. So maybe you should just give people the gifts directly?"
Too late. Already bought gifts for person. Watching tracking for next six days until delivered.

Yeah mine tends to look weird too

You know, I want to say I started steaming my gaming sessions because I belive I can find success in the industry and am following that dream.
But the reality is my job is so soul crushing and a mental drain that im mostly doing it to feel something.
Yay spite for the win

Biggest commitment to a 3 second joke I've ever seen

"Hey ghost, you know that friends account likes to share 18+ content right?"
Trust me, the amount of times I've had to quickly lock my phone after opening this website, makes it very hard to forget. Love you though 🤣

...I've been awake too long

And he awakens! Better answer the phone because I called it!!!! 😆

So that's why I got a message from you 6 hours earlier than you normally message me 😆

The "im back in the fucking building again" sound bit hits really different when you're in the emergency room

I have no fears
*new video message received*
I have one fear

Just say you want a sub, its 2025 no one's vanilla kink shaming anymore

What happens when you have some hyper mobility issues and a tickle fight ensues with your partner while lying on a bed? A partially dislocated shoulder and wrist and somehow the muscle in my forearm doesn't feel like its in the right spot.
But I didnt get tickled once so I still win.

Me: im getting my car fixed so I can finally make plans to meet a friend irl for the first time
Brain: they're going to think you're a creep if you ask them if they want to meet up even though you've talked about it multiple times
Me: ???

My birthday is 10 days away, and im honestly more anxious about it this year than normal. I dont really like my birthday, so the anxiety isnt really new, just definitely not feeling it this year

As someone who left the content scene over a decade ago and has been contemplating coming back, that sent shivers down my spine

I am so tired that if I close my eyes long enough I'll see God. Which is pretty impressive for a pagan

The fact that a random Tumblr that i have never seen or interacted with blog has an oc that essentially is dead naming my whole ass government name just gave me whiplash.

Ultimate predator

Please don't do this to us. We are too tired to try and mentally map this one out

Working third shift is both exhausting and incredibly lonely for my mental health at this point