Crazed Amber

I have no shitting idea who even is in blueskye anyway

Im crushing hard on an AroAre person
Life is strange

Im at my all time fave late night bar listening to metal tunes and drinking mead.
I have a brand new vag that dont hurn no longer
Life is cool

THE JADE/AMBER/AQUAMARINE REPORT (now drunk)

King mola más que mi puta madre pues muy cierto

Wakey wakey amber, its your go

I am currently having suicidal thoughts, at the very least want to badly hurt myself, generally speaking can barelly converse with anyone or do anything actively without feeling nauseous. Have vomited everything I've ingested the past four days. Also im missing a tooth

Motherfucker (literal) has been belittling and degrading and insulting me every step of the way. Constantly screaming at me how unworthy I am, how I don't do enough, how I am shameful.

I have finally found out who my real father is!!
I'm on a trip with him and my mum (they're an item) to my aunt's in Costa del Sol.

No sleep allowed

everything sucks

Shit, Ainoa was my best friend, and now I can't go to a fucking convention in case she's cosplaying there. Last time i caught a glimpse of her I dissociated for hours.

i miss way too many people who've straigh up ghosted the fuck outta me. i have no fucking idea what i ever did to most of em, so from my perspective, they just were there one day, gone the next, and if i ever see them by random chance on the street, its panic attack time.

i kinda loved those people too, i really cared about some of them. i fuckin miss em.

I dont even know what i did to anger or disappoint or bother *the discord server* i just woke up one morning and was out! no one will ever tell me! so shitty

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but hell i do be so in the dumps lately that i got triggered the fuck off by being dumped... by a discord server

tried to kill meself two weeks ago, failed miserably
ended up in hospital where itwas deemed a shitty attempt and i was sent home after a couple hours

The new sleeping meds arent working all that well

Anyway im here to shout at Void
Void!! you asshole

jokes on you im not hiding my monsterfucking ways

What yall doin, waiting for me to slip up and reveal im some kind of huge creep

Theres this strange feeling that i got two unknown followers even before ive even posted anything