sydney

may we all find peace, love, and a rhythm that resonates with our selves. happy new year <3

new year, new me. i will crawl out of the wreckage of the old and stand to build the new, with love in my heart and a song on my tongue

the end of a calendar year is, of course, arbitrary. the end of long-term relationships, the long, slow dissolution of dreams, and finally giving up on most of what you thought your life would be - less so. 2026 will be better, if only because there is nothing left to do but climb

2025: a year in review

worked my last day until 2026 yesterday. god i'm so glad that we're almost done with this year. it's been twelve months of nothing but absolute fuck hell for me tbh

also that's my character in the bottom left with the dragon mask trying and failing to ><> in the trans flag colours

lrt i have like no followers on here, much less any that play runescape (as far as i know), but kittyscape is very cool people and have made that game so much more enjoyable even though i'm not super active. check em out if you ever get the urge to click on rocks for hours on end

Yarr! With Sailing right around the corner for OSRS, it’s the perfect time to find a clan. If you’re looking for a social, queer-friendly community, Kittyscape is the place for you! 🐱

If you’d like to join, send me a dm or guest in the cc. We’d love to have you :3

i consider myself a lesbian not only because it's functionally true 99.9% of the time, but also because the Bisexual Reminders i get from films, etc. point to whatever taste in men i do have being completely and utterly baffling, and i don't want to think about it too much

anyway play dread delusion b/c the Missing Persons quest in that is what really got me thinking on this, and it's just a really solid game with superb writing and worldbuilding

anyway i don't think i'm going anywhere with this. just a stray thought that i needed to consign to the void. if i ever do anything creative it'll probably inform that, i guess

by the lives they didn't lead. by the people they couldn't save. by the promise of something better. by the fear of something worse. by the holes in themselves that they can't quite patch over. by actual ghosts, sometimes.

surely this says nothing about me, right

been thinking recently and have realized that all my favourite trans characters in fiction - the ones that really feel honest and authentic to me and my experience - are all, in some way, haunted.

I Cannot Say The Things I Wish To Do About This In A Public Forum

ASMR: Your Landlords Decide To Renovate The Unused Basement Suite And Spend Multiple Months Loudly Drilling Rock Directly Below Your Living Room For Ten Hours A Day, Five To Seven Days A Week

extremely hot trans girl

stupendously hot trans girl looking at you in a way that indicates you should be on your knees worshipping right now

only halloween thing i'm doing this year is a low-key movie night with my roommates, but the dress code turned out to be "slutty" so i am doing my best

it's kinda crazy how quickly you acclimatize to it once you're behind the wheel. we were born to pilot mechs, i guess

this picture is also reminding me that i kind of have really nice cheekbones. which is of course also a great mood booster

the rain itself is really nice, and i've always liked it. but the positive effects of being cringe and fail on my mental health cannot be overstated

the gentle autumn rain has finally returned to my city, which means i get to put on my stupid chuuni leather trenchcoat and step outside and light up my stupid chuuni herbal cigarettes and pretend like i'm a mysterious and important side character for a little bit

anyway please admire my gf because it's absolutely gorgeous <3

r07: here's a plural trans woman
me: oh cool i'm one of those
r07: here's a deep, raw, painful dive into all of her emotional problems and the ways she's been fucked over her entire life
me: uh oh

finally getting around to finishing umineko with my gf after starting to read it like 5 years ago and. god the latter half of episode 7 is really just the "ryukishi07 reads me specifically to filth" chapters huh

this is a post about me. i'm girl

girl whose mental health is the worst it's been in a decade voice: i should rewatch evangelion

i'm 6'4" btw. just, y'know, thought that would be interesting for other women to know

close shot of woman with blue hair and pronouns, wearing streaked eye makeup and a bra. if i may editorialize for the alt text, it is also insanely jaw-droppingly hot and you want to kiss it and pledge your undying loyalty to it immediately.

haunted sydney doll that drinks all your pepsi and calls you a bitch

giving marisa kirisame today

attempting to learn something about blender via fucking around with runescape models

n.b. that wife hot also, and also has sword; but is, quite sensibly, not on here. so please look at my beautiful girlfriend who i am very lucky to have <3