Neki

My father cringed thinking about how painful it might've been, otherwise said nothing

Helldivers 2 fancomic - My friends keep dying, i wonder why?

Started playing helldivers with some friends, and its been fun. I've also been accidentally killing off my friends with the tesla tower so i figured id draw this lol.

Whatever my father thinks, next stop is getting angel fangs, but I'll wait until this has healed a bit and my gut feeling gives me green light

So my mother thinks a full ring would look nicer on me but else is fine with it. My father isn't home yet

Ok, I expected more pain

All right, so here I am, waiting

Still shaking thinking about what my parents' reaction will be, but I have to do this, I can't just lay down and not do anything about my life

The time has come

Just... let's hope I wake up right on time and that I'm able to sleep despite being this anxious

Anxiety came back, fuck

Well, screw that I guess. My parents came back so I could only listen to one audio

...It worked nicely tho

It's ok Neki, you'll be fine. You came out as trans, this is nothing compared to that. You've got this, just take a hot shower, take your meds, listen to some relaxing audios and get plenty of sleep. Your parents can't control you forever, if they don't approve then screw them

Bruh I'm gonna need some emotional support or rebellious outburst or else I'll end up having a panic attack at this rate. I was trying to distract myself by playing Minecraft but my heart rate and intensity seems to be around 1'5 times higher than usual anyway

Eldritch Puzzle 2 👁✨🧩

Title screen of Minecraft Java Edition with the random text thingy saying "Yume_Neki says trans rights!", "Yume_Neki" being my username

Ok, I didn't expect that lol

And of course I say trans rights (as well as trans wrongs, as a treat ÒwÓ )

This is my first illustration that I'm uploading here, I hope you like it...

Two girls sharing a tender moment surrounded by ghost cats.

Love Hemisphere. 💞

"Through chaos we move forward" I say, and yet it's hard for me to go off script

Well, now that there's less than 24 hours left I'm kinda nervous. Not about the pain (I mean, I know it'll hurt a lot), but about the whole waking up way earlier than usual and going out without saying a word beforehand and then coming back with a nose ring I never mentioned wanting to get

Bruh it's fucking November and I had to take off my hoodie because it's fucking 22ºC

Fuck, what a day. Now the pain of getting my septum pierced sounds like a good way to vent out frustrations

I'll probably sound like an angsty teen (I kinda am because of the whole second puberty thingy), but I'm so tired of projected expectations. I'm not doing all of this to be the girl they want me to be, I'm doing it to be the girl I am, to be me

Well, that backfired. They assumed I don't like makeup, and the thing is that I don't personally like that specific style for myself

Ok, they weren't home and I took a shower so it's all good. Might be an irrational fear, but if either of them told me something along the lines of "you look like a whore" I'd never try makeup again

Not like I'm completely chill about that either, and the pain will probably be on my top 10 worst pains I've ever experienced, but y'know, being the stereotypical boymodder and all that makeup is more "dangerous" than piercings

Yeah, me worrying more about coming back hime wearing makeup knowing I was going to try it than getting a nose ring without telling anyone

AHZJDJDRICPSB WHAT DO TOU MEAN I HAVE TO GO HOME LIKE THIS!? I mean, I look solid enough, but I feel kinda weird wearing makeup in public and I dunno how my parents will react

(actually just nervous about the whole makeup thing and fear of not being fully accepted for wanting to dress alt)

Welp, time to survive this session

Two small white bunnies snuggle closely together, forming a heart shape.

...I'm too eepy for this shit