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I'll just change it so that every time he goes uwu it's through gritted teeth

I gotta add some friction here like a lot more inner struggle....Maybe some grappling,....

Writing submissive Artemy like he would not fucking say that.jpg. But it would be hot and pretty neat if he did!

trying out some new stand up

PALEDRIVER - “What are we *doing* here? For thousands of years, Gabriel... It doesn't have to be like this. We can just give up. We can just become vapour.”

This Halloween I’m going as the scariest thing of all, emotional intimacy!!! ha ha just kidding I’m prion disease

must’ve felt so good in the 18th century to scowl severely at another man and say “you forget yourself” and know he wants to suck you off so bad

Anyway I'm getting off topic anyway it is a fun new challenge to try and write something completely different than what I'd let myself get used to and a good writing exercise in general I think

Ok a sleeveless shorts type union suit can be made sexy for a certain type of pervert,,,,but the whole butt flap onesie business...uhm

Also really funny to write old timey porn in general. When I was writing pirate porn they didn't really have underwear, they did that thing where they held their junk with the ends of their shirts but now we're in turn of the century and these guys would be wearing what? Union suits with butt flaps?

Boo hoo the prose in my porn isn't flowery and old timey enough <///3

(Can you tell I'm having trouble writing Patho fic because it's been ages since I wrote anything historical and like all of my fic writing in the past year has been fluff about two millenial nerds like writing this is SIGNIFICANTLY HARDER)

And also I don't wanna get too lost in the sauce and lose what I feel is core to my writing either, like I don't want to just imitate the source material but take stylistic choices from there and make them my own you know

One interesting thing about writing fic from various source materials is just how many writing styles you gotta juggle and how much of a challenge getting into a new style is...

Gorgeous! Devastating!

(telling lies about her to get people to love her as much as i do) she has organs <3

Either way it seems good they've got Serafima to keep them on task. Fun to think of them getting lost in super technical or offtopic debates/conversations and getting each other riled up and Serafima in the background like "guys can we please FOCUS"

From what little we've seen of him he seems enthusiastic and maybe not always the best at prioritising or reading the room so he has some things in common with the Bachelor I suppose. I wonder if they get on each other's nerves or if they could be friends

Finally watching playthroughs of the Changeling route and her dynamic with the Bachelor is the funniest shit I've ever seen I think

You're gonna get to read stuff I worked on when you play this! I got to work on a scene with one of my favorite characters! I'm STILL losing my mind about how cool that is! Please look forward to enjoying Bachelor Dankovsky's warm, charming bedside manner ❤️

interviewer: can i ask about this four year gap in your resume?

me: that's when i was in The Pit

interviewer: i'm not familiar is that a restaurant?

me: no it's a great big hole in the ground

I guess I could post a thread with the songs with links to the various places where you can still listen to them.......

Ok my thought of making a whole Spring Offensive Red Valley playlist has been thwarted by the fact that like a third of their discography isn't legally anywhere online

Legit sobbing because a song I've liked for like 15 years is making me think of my fictional boys :((

How did it take me two years to realize half of their discography fits into Red Valley like I guess it makes sense in the way that this is a band of English mid millenial boys in largely the same life circumstances as the guys in the show but man...they even have a hypersleep song for me???????

I have been thrown down deep Into the darkest well there is The light swims around my waist For about thirty minutes of the day I just woke up here And I just woke up Day after day, blood in me Echoes off walls, it's comforting As long as it sings my heart still beats It's just this rain that's deafening

My hope all that I have A photo in my hand It's far too dark to see But I feel your arms around me And I sense the sun Down here where nothing grows I see your face on every stone Did I hear your speak You say you're down here with me So keep your head up, don't fall asleep And I just woke up here And I just woke up down here I saw a light, and the light knew our name

I'm gonna make myself cry lmao

YouTube video by Spring Offensive - Topic The Well

The Well is about Warren in hypersleep apparently...

get hype for the plague boys

YouTube video by Spring Offensive - Topic Speak

This one from the same album is pretty Warren coded too now I think of it... "Where I'm from we tend not to speak until we're spoken to" :(((

I look just like I look just like my father We share a common We share a common structure A simple law A simple law of nature We cut the root that holds We cut the cord that binds us We heard our names were called That chain we left behind us That chain we left It's the same It's the same behavior Handed down recurring in our failure We're so alike in manner and in nature

There's so little time left I'm not going to waste it Following blueprints laid our for me I struggle to think straight When all that I know is How I'm consumed by branches of my family tree We cut the root that holds We cut the cord that binds us We heard our names were called That chain we left behind us

:((