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anyways Twitch has been pissing me off for the past month. i just want my tax forms, not an auto response telling me where to find them (if there was someone who bothered looking at the screenshots i’ve sent them, they can clearly see what the problem was 🤠!)

my reads recently have been somewhat abysmal and it feels on theme that the only book i really enjoyed was about a psychopathic governess. very inline with the times i fear

i need a vacation and for the world to stop being horrible.

I haven’t been using here to vent recently because the horrors which have been plaguing my brain are not appropriate to share. im surviving though.

according to the house my Venus is in, i’m supposed to meet my s/o through friends/family so y’all better step up and help me find Caleb from LADS RIGHT NOW.

no offence (full offence) but i literally dont think men are normal people anymore there’s no way y’all say the shit that you say and you aren’t some fucking alien creature

i had a chat with my coworker today bc she was using dating apps recently and honestly i’d rather be single than deal with a man in 2025. im so much happier alone and if i have to hear one ounce of bullshit or gross commentary im gonna fucking lose it literally WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE….

i hate when men!!! literally shut up!! what goes through your head when you decide to say shit like that literally eat super glue and perish. oh my god its so infuriating every time im reminded it just sends me into a spiral like what the fuck is wrong with you!!!!!!

WHY DO MEN STINK. LIKE LITERALLY STINK. PLEASE LEARN TO SHOWER WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT. LITERALLY LEARN HOW TO USE SOAP PLEASE. I KNOW YOU CAN AFFORD IT. HOW ARE YOU WEARING NICE CLOTHES BUT YOU SMELL LIKE THAT PLEASE. IM SICK OF THIS.

is this the best written story out there? no, but its FUN. and there’s so much DRAMA and things are constantly moving, characters are plotting, its a good time!!!

anyways i finished Four Ruined Realms (second book in the broken blades trilogy) and why was i sobbing. hello??? this was so fun but also WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME. AND MIKAIL. AND SORA. DO YOU HATE US??? 😭🤡💔💔💔 thank GOD the third book comes out this year im SCREAMING…Mai…don’t let me down….

the 1am crash out was valid because i got my period today (this is the worst pain ive had in a WHILE). anyways the demons trying to escape conjured that crash out so. 🤷🏽‍♀️

i’ve taken such a step back from posting on literally any platform that this feels weird LMAO. i didnt plan on disappearing but honestly i feel like im healing in a way. i do enjoy a little scrolling as a treat. to be fair ive been so fucking busy too i sleep work then sleep more. tee hee!

1am lore drop is crazy but that’s what this account is for i guess LMAO

in a bad way. idk i have nothing. no stories even. and the fact that the caribbean is such a mash up of different people like i truly do not know what i am. anyways this is one thing that i think about a lot and fuels my never ending existential dread 😀👍

i kind of block out how poor and fucked up my family was/is because LITERALLY the only thing i inherited was the trauma!! im just so taken aback when people inherit things. its such a normal thing but its so foreign to me lmao i feel like this lack of connection makes me feel like i’m just floating

and had to hide her money from her alcoholic husband. whatever sentimental jewelry she held onto/handed down WAS STOLEN in an armed robbery LMAO im laughing but like not really bc what a sick twist in fate. like i have no ties to any history in my family lmao. its really depressing to think about 😀

and my paternal grandmother hated me because she hated my mother (i didn’t get anything in her will but all of my cousins on that side did haha!). the only grandma who i vaguely remember died when i was in kindergarten and she was poor because she was the sole provider for 6 people

oh this is me being so annoying and petty but i really just feel a stab in my gut whenever someone is like “oh yeah my *grandparent* gave this to me” because i will never understand that!!! my grandpas died before i could meet them (they were both abusive af so its a win for me)

i haven’t watched arcane season 2 yet but i’ve been seeing a lot of Jayce cosplays and. if i might suggest something…..be greasier….don’t be afraid of looking pathetic…….y’all look great but…..a lil dirt would do good….that’s just my opinion though…..

oh heck yea son!!!

anyways….been thinking about renfaire again 🧚🏽‍♀️

the new f*urth w*ng book came out and under all the bad reviews is just ppl being like “omg you don’t have to be so mean ☹️!!!”. no….let them be mean 😈

(i will be a hater until the end)

this is about one author specifically 😃 and i get it but also literally talk about something else PLEASE….

if the ONLY books you can recommend me are by yt men, maybe just be quiet—

if i ask you for a book rec/your favourite book and you say f*urth w*ng im blocking you for life BYE

if no one hates that book, im dead-

i will say it was a lot more. sexual than i expected. the plot wasn’t very groundbreaking, and i had hoped for the creature to be a bit more menacing, but in terms of horror there were some gruesome moments and i adore the setting and costumes so much. i dont think is for everyone but i enjoyed it!!

i did not buy the popcorn box thing because i. dont actually like popcorn but i did go to see the movie today and it was really good!!! the acting was so good and the visuals oof. the last scene will haunt my memories forever

Nosferatu and vampire media made me like my natural wavy/curly un-styled hair…..i just need a white victorian nightgown to complete the look now…

also i love my new job so much….everyone is so nice and it’s very relaxing compared to the other place i shall not name—