the narrator

drawing and donating plasma for extra money.

i haaate asking for help but my check isn't for a couple weeks and having just help for this month's rent should set me straight. i don't got a ton of savings to work with. ☠️

manipulator

study of a scene from katseye's "gabriela" mv, sunni is sitting in the backseat of a car with a wedding veil and roses. the caption, in spanish, reads 'Él llegó conmigo y conmigo se va' eng 'He comes with me and leaves with me'

🙂‍↕️✨ my guy.

charon

big man

#OC_tober day 2. Mod

cursed to write personal rp i don't want to share with the public but being mad because i enjoy writing it and think it is good.

my one year anniversary with these two is this month so im making myself a little sticker

might die

i just like him so bad. whatever. my pictures. my ancient tomes.

mare was cool but i think it really atrophied parts of the brain for some.

i prayed for mare and mods to be obliterated in earnest after i had enough of gposers being insane and my dear friends being consumed by fomo. i see most of my mutuals finally for weeks now forming new neural pathways and enjoying more games and media. nature healing.

in this au he's still a freakish creature but it's much more occult and alchemy based.

yuxuan is 7 when jaku visits them. he sneaks in to listen to what they're talking about and he sees the tail end of him sewing himself into her head, discarded body left to lay there.

he asks her if she's his new "mother". jaku is the lesser evil compared to this core memory.

hua-jaku was so smart of me for the yuxuan jjk universe. that is scary as shit.

literally was talking about this the other day.

#amayuxu thanks @getosw0mb.bsky.social for the commission. 🖤

i wanna write MOOOOORE.

"he gorges himself  on curses that prostrate  themselves to him the further he eats himself from humanity." i was ill i am ill i will continue to write illness.

i wrote some stuff that i was like damn i am so good at this.

the yaoi was crazy good this week.

if i could drive out and get it for you i would buddy. i like delivering treats to the pals.

i found sometimes ordering ahead of time thru an app helps. there's an option so on open they can fire it.

that's crazy it's happened a second time?

alright anyway. yuxuan playlist (needs more tracks) and yuxuan pinterest. i like them a lot.

(pinboard) www.pinterest.com/gothcartel/y...

(playlist) open.spotify.com/playlist/5VO...

favorite kink. 🤙