Chaos Sparkles

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🏳️‍⚧️Trans today, trans tomorrow, trans forever🏳️‍⚧️
2023

#transawarenessmonth

On a dynamic gradient background of pink, blue and white, blue and white text reads, “Transgender Day Of Remembrance.” The HRC logo appears alongside two images of blue and pink forget-me-nots.

On #TransDayOfRemembrance, we honor our trans siblings lost to fatal violence and their impact.

We will not stop fighting until trans people are not just able to survive, but thrive and live safe, full, and joyful lives. May our collective grief, reflection, and action lead to a better future.

I was so out of it during the procedure-thanks nitrous oxide, then some equipment stopped working and I had to move to another room while super dizzy.
I'm so sore now, pain meds they prescribed aren't doing much.
It went better than my previous extractions, but I'm still going to whine a lot.

This week is going to be super stressful. 2 more work training classes, the end of my other online class and it's final, and tomorrow I have my last wisdom teeth removed. Only local anesthesia and most of it is below my gum, coming in sideways. I also hate blood 😖

Congrats! 🎆🥳🎉

This is amazing, it looks like a photograph. I have seen Red Wolves before at a zoo. They are such beautiful animals that struggle so much. Most of that struggle is against humans. I hope one day they will no longer be endangered, but it will probably be a long time before that happens.

Your wolf looks like a photograph. Your realism and skills are astounding. Red Wolves are such beautiful animals that struggle so much.

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Congrats! You look happy. It's wonderful when someone gets to be their authentic, true self.

Pussy natural energy drink. Apparently it tastes kinda fruity. I never tried it, I only found it while working at a bottledrop and someone recycled it. Employees hung it as a decoration next to the Fuck Covid can until a manager took it down.

This post reminded me that this is a thing. If this, and apparently other genitalia flavored foods, exists then someone can make Monster flavored drinks.

It looks like the exact opposite of Liquid Death.
It feels like its like marketed to girls, not women, like, this is a drink I would have found interesting while in middle school, not as an adult.

The first of the a-z monster list!!

The mighty Aarakocra, on the wing. This particular one is based on a Philippine eagle. This was a lot of work and a lot of studying, but I'm so happy with how it turned out. Soooo many feathers, but totally worth all the effort <3

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The feather details are incredible, that must have taken forever! Beautiful Aarakocra

Your last saved meme is your moral philosophy.

Nokko, dark, soft and squishy, round. Shade, dark and droopy, Gun, sharp and pointing forward, similar to Valkyr Valkyr, light, hard and angular, Nautilus, light, wings point up, Bow, round, points backwards, opposite of valkyr, more like Nokko, but opposite of his gun too. It also reminds me of pastel vs goth colors

My spouse and I were playing together one night and I noticed in the middle of a mission that we had opposing aestetics and shapes. I just thought it was kinda cool.

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#Warframe

Good luck on Insta. I'm on there for the same reason. I try to protect my art with Glaze and Nightshade but idk if it really helps against AI.
Also the algorithm will suck unless you produce unhealthy amounts of content. Like multiple posts everyday and replying to comments within an hour 😵‍💫

Its scary having one so close, I'm glad it got taken care of quickly. I understand the PTSD, I panic whenever I hear Watch Duty alerts 😣

I always sketch before painting. My sketches are usually messy and chaotic so I transfer it to another paper or make a bunch of thumbnail sketches to plan it out.

Finished sketch of a creature with the front half of its face appearing like a skull, but having eyes, ears, and the rest of a normal body. He has a short rainbow mane, a rainbow unicorn horn, and gummy candy covering his maw and dripping from it. Colored with glitter pens and a highlighter.

First phase of sketch and ink of my OC. I can't remember what I had named him, only that I referred to him as male, he liked candy, and was called nightmare fuel by a friend. He is a unicorn like creature with the end of his head being skull like, with double fangs and carnivorous teeth. He has a slit pupil, unicorn horn, short mane, and equine ears.

I found the previously mentioned "nightmare fuel"
He likes candy, rainbows, and glitter.
I don't see my creatures as dark, evil, or body horror yet others do?
Wait, do I draw horror without realizing it?

Not personality but interests.

I love skulls and monsters, but also adorable baby animals, and often treat monsters the same way as cute fluffy critters.
I felt bad when someone called one OC nightmare fuel. They aren't evil, just different 🥺

I've noticed this too, before I even touched any block lists. Idk what's up.

"Autism: I like predictable environments
ADHD: I create unpredictable environments
AuDHD: I crave predictability in the disasters I create"
(Dr Kojo Sarfo)

I grew up with hunters, fishers, and farmers in my family, but I hate hurting anything and it's difficult just dispatching an insect. I would starve. I just love life and don't want to inflict pain or take away life. I even feel bad when killing plants, like thinning seedlings.

Job Hunt Applying For Jobs GIF Alt: Job Hunt Applying For Jobs GIF "Now that you've uploaded your resume, please input your entire work history" With all baboon grabbing a laptop on a table and pushing it off.

It is so draining just searching and filling out applications. It's also aggravating to hear people say "no one wants to work anymore!" When it is so difficult just to get a job.
AI and ghost jobs suck so much too 😣

My MAGA and conservative family members will say it's fake and jump through mental hoops. Denial and ignorance is what keeps them happy when everyone else that's informed is stressed and depressed.

The current news/world/politics is depressing, stressful, and scary. It's hard to find motivation and to be ok enough to do a lot of things right now. It's also difficult to hope for and imagine a better future, at least it's like that for me 😞

I love this weirdo.
Anyone more knowledgeable about cat behavior and stuff have any insight on him?
He's happy and healthy, just very different from any other cat I've had.

That leaf is so incredibly vivid and realistic 🧡

The patterns and coloration are so cool!

😟 that is such a horrible feeling. Having inspiration but being burnt out.