🏳️‍⚧️ Traxolottie 🖤 hiatus

Its telling that seeing public posts about you is what made you feel remorse about what you've done to me. My DMs here and on twitter are and have been open. You have my phone number ffs. Stop acting as if I'm more than an inconvenience for you, I know who you really are off platforms

I do not accept this apology because yet again she's just stated a bunch of half truths trying to damage control to hell and back. She doesn't care about me. She's never DMed me about this post. She's never cross refferenced anything with me. She doesn't give two shits about what she's done to me

There's things explainable by mental disorders, but at some point they end and make way for pure malice. She's destroyed my trust and left me with a lasting paranoia because she wanted to posses me, and when I didn't fuck her when she *demanded* me to, she's melted down into hours long outburst

She used me, used my trust I've put into her as a more experienced creator, someone I could confide in,and used the things I've told her to spin a character for which I would've fallen for. She used me at my most vulnerable and I've allowed her in, the damage she's done to my psyche is indescribable

Jules exploited my trust, lied about herself, her situation and has been actively trying to convince me that Remi is the one abusing her - for some time she actually suceeded in, which makes me disgusted with myself. Every single post of this "coming clean" of her is one lie one truth, intertwined.

It's not a call-out, I'm not gonna drop names. It's my own frustration at how unfair all of this seems to me

Fuck you Traxi, you don't get your collab, you get to be terrified of meeting new people in your field. This sucks

I really like sex work, I really don't like how some creators get to leave you with a long lasting trauma and trust issues and then go on to be grow and be insanely popular, completely scott free

Don't like how common courtesy is to not speak up about things like this

Things are stabilizing a bit

Might be able to get back to it soon

Still in a not good spot. I'm so mad that I can't record in peace

Currently going through hell x,x in my personal life, Im tryin to get the content out there though

Time to dust off this account and finally put it to work -w-

I will be posting more here than on the other hellsite, but I wanna try and be more friendly and casual with you guys as well -w-

Come on

I'm waiting~

Do y'all fuck with hairy, stinky nerd girls? Or just wanna fuck them? meow x3

Meow. Ok im gonna try and keep an open mind

THEY GAVE ME IFRIT SO EARLY?!?!

They blew their load with sepiroth too early, what are they doing???

WHAT ARE THEY DOING EHY IS AERITH ATTACKED BY DEMENTORS

Just bought FF7 Remake we'll see how it holds up vs the original

The flu is kicking my ass, it sucks cus the only thing doing anything to my ass should be you 🥺🥺

Gotta start the NNN strong, been edging myself for the whole day today x3

Im so pent up from edging almost daily >,<

Im so pent up from edging almost daily >,<

I just remembered that throughout the whole Kamala campaign Joe Biden was still the USA president, it's not like he stepped down, or stopped being one, he just kind of escaped the collective consciousness

Me? Gongaga.

Final Fantasy 7 will forever be etched in my psyche, the Me? Gongaga thing was stuck in my head for years, it was one of my main vocal stims, curse you Zack Fair and your silly spinoff game, you pose a threat to autistic women worldwide

Beaten it on hard since I wanted to have fun first and foremost and the very hard and up difficulties would require me to strategize and exploit the mechanics too much x,x Still I feel as if hard was intended difficulty

good pick for halloween too considiering the horror segments really nailed it

Just finished Trepang2 and honestly it was an amazing experience 10/10 ridiculously fun FPS

Let me hold them for u

take your time, health comes first always

I should be eating out a hot tboy's ass, not rotting in bed with a fever :CCC