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Artist. queerness, horror, our bodies, love through comics, photography, tattoos. she/her/it You can find my store at doodle.gay

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Classic nyc experience of being on the ground vomiting as people step over you and the only person who says anything is the old woman who comes out of her apt to ask if I need help.

30.01.2026 19:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 62    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

So uhhh don't take antibiotics before food. Learning that the hard way

30.01.2026 18:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 63    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

โœจART IS INHERENTLY POLITICAL. HOPE THIS HELPS! โœจ

30.01.2026 18:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 108    ๐Ÿ” 32    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

It looks gorgeous! also great video!

29.01.2026 22:20 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A photo of a woman's hand with long claws and fingers covered in ink

A photo of a woman's hand with long claws and fingers covered in ink

Clawed woman's hand covered in ink drags across her breasts leaving a trail of ink

Clawed woman's hand covered in ink drags across her breasts leaving a trail of ink

Miss claws

29.01.2026 18:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 390    ๐Ÿ” 66    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 11    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
Two death corps of krieg engineer girls standing in front of a tank

Two death corps of krieg engineer girls standing in front of a tank

Three tank models for warhammer 40k

Three tank models for warhammer 40k

finished up the tech priests leading the tank girls army and two more tanks. Leaving off some parts of the lil lemans for now.

29.01.2026 00:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 87    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 5    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Girlilla. She has ADHD.

28.01.2026 23:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 752    ๐Ÿ” 144    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 16    ๐Ÿ“Œ 5
The mirror in the corner of my room
is shadowed and black.
Some mornings, 
when a spear of light punctures my
blackout curtains,
I can see the wisps of someone in the gloom.
I want her to be happy,
to know that she is beautiful,
but she hides her face because she isn't
and she doesn't.
She gets it, I think,
but she wants to be touched in a way that provides undeniable proof. 
She wants to feel nails carving out a foothold in the flesh of her hips.
to be bitten, mauled, and used. 
She wants to feel craved in the way that drunks, and pregnant women crave.
She wants to feel full and be filled, and she wants this because she is a cut-out of a woman.
Yes, she projects something large and thunderous that swallows horizons, but it is just that. 
A projection.
and it has swallowed her, too.
Except for on those rare days when 
the sun is out, 
and you can see a sliver.

The mirror in the corner of my room is shadowed and black. Some mornings, when a spear of light punctures my blackout curtains, I can see the wisps of someone in the gloom. I want her to be happy, to know that she is beautiful, but she hides her face because she isn't and she doesn't. She gets it, I think, but she wants to be touched in a way that provides undeniable proof. She wants to feel nails carving out a foothold in the flesh of her hips. to be bitten, mauled, and used. She wants to feel craved in the way that drunks, and pregnant women crave. She wants to feel full and be filled, and she wants this because she is a cut-out of a woman. Yes, she projects something large and thunderous that swallows horizons, but it is just that. A projection. and it has swallowed her, too. Except for on those rare days when the sun is out, and you can see a sliver.

XX -- 1/28/26

28.01.2026 20:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 54    ๐Ÿ” 14    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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archeogob

28.01.2026 20:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2362    ๐Ÿ” 365    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 11    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

Meal unspecified

28.01.2026 08:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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My trio of Burning Giraffe drawings inspired by those featuring in Salvador Dali's work.

"the masculine cosmic apocalyptic monster"

27.01.2026 22:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2678    ๐Ÿ” 835    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 29    ๐Ÿ“Œ 2

Jeff Gerstmann still has the juice in case there was any doubt about that

27.01.2026 22:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 55    ๐Ÿ” 13    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
The grey-blue phosphor afterglow of my dad's old CRT is glowing from behind murky clouds, and it is nine fucking degrees.
In every city I've ever lived in, truly miserable days are rare, but in this city the sky mostly reminds me of shame.
Of leaving Texas at five in the morning, dripping with sweat because it is ninety-six degrees and humid and I am helping the woman who will destroy me pack everything she owns into a truck because I am hoping to delay that demise for another year.
Of drinking too much and stumbling home from Spider House in the wee, twilight hours, where I will sheepishly rap my knuckles against my soon-to-be-ex-girlfriend's window, because I left my key on the front table before going out like a dipshit.
Of staying up far, far later than I am allowed to. 
It is a friday night โ€“ or rather, it is a Saturday morning, 
and my brain is a fucking dragon, 
impossible to tame, 
and only slightly less difficult to direct, 
but obsessed and territorial when focused.
So I overindulge in my silly game, and I don't really think anything of it 
until, with red and tired eyes, 
I point the clicker at the screen.
Even when the TV goes black, the color of a mid-winter morning in Pittsburgh lingers in my room for a brief moment and I think:
I should be elsewhere.

The grey-blue phosphor afterglow of my dad's old CRT is glowing from behind murky clouds, and it is nine fucking degrees. In every city I've ever lived in, truly miserable days are rare, but in this city the sky mostly reminds me of shame. Of leaving Texas at five in the morning, dripping with sweat because it is ninety-six degrees and humid and I am helping the woman who will destroy me pack everything she owns into a truck because I am hoping to delay that demise for another year. Of drinking too much and stumbling home from Spider House in the wee, twilight hours, where I will sheepishly rap my knuckles against my soon-to-be-ex-girlfriend's window, because I left my key on the front table before going out like a dipshit. Of staying up far, far later than I am allowed to. It is a friday night โ€“ or rather, it is a Saturday morning, and my brain is a fucking dragon, impossible to tame, and only slightly less difficult to direct, but obsessed and territorial when focused. So I overindulge in my silly game, and I don't really think anything of it until, with red and tired eyes, I point the clicker at the screen. Even when the TV goes black, the color of a mid-winter morning in Pittsburgh lingers in my room for a brief moment and I think: I should be elsewhere.

XIX -- 1/27/26

27.01.2026 20:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 41    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Tysm! Tbf is def not a horde army for, going all armor

27.01.2026 20:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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took 5 days to fix this but now that my new computer is up and running i really feel like ive taken the training weights off when it comes to animating in blender. currently blowing past my daily frame goals with ease. bunlith show ep2 is deep in production and i cant wait to share it with yall โค๏ธ๐Ÿ–ค

27.01.2026 17:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 817    ๐Ÿ” 49    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 8    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Tyyy! I always just love the characters that are just kinda average shit kickers having to fight alongside magical demi gods and genetically enhanced monsters.

27.01.2026 13:47 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ

27.01.2026 13:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Tank was like the one army I really wanted to try years ago but never got around to

27.01.2026 13:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿงก๐Ÿงก๐Ÿงก

27.01.2026 13:45 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
30k leman russ tanks with resin sponson conversion kits installed

30k leman russ tanks with resin sponson conversion kits installed

Tyyyy, my thought was they are the most backline engineers so they are given the oldest shit box tanks as they expect them to see less combat. I also got these conversion kits to add sponsons!

27.01.2026 13:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

It's one of my favorite hobbies, played most of my life growing up but dropped it like six years ago. Time to build back up lol

27.01.2026 13:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ

27.01.2026 13:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Always wanted to roll an army of them back when it was all forge world, excited they just have plastic now

27.01.2026 13:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you! Definitely will share pics as I go!

27.01.2026 13:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

When I was a kid one of my favorite things was making ork terrain with graffiti all over it, so fun at small scale

27.01.2026 13:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Yay tyyyyy, can't wait to post some goofy tank gals

27.01.2026 13:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Gonna graffiti the hell out of all the tanks, tank girl style and all that. Will be fun to run a 1k army that is just five vehicles on the table

27.01.2026 06:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 68    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

My favorite part of warhammer was always the narrative. All my friends play different imperial armies, sisters and wolves and knights etc, so I decided I would play an all tank army and all the troops are the tired backline engineers that keep my friends armies going.

27.01.2026 06:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 60    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Pile of warhammer 40k boxes

Pile of warhammer 40k boxes

A half built rogal dorn tank with tank commander sticking out the top hatch

A half built rogal dorn tank with tank commander sticking out the top hatch

Slowly over this last year built up a pile for a 40k army, finally got the last box in so I'm starting to build them. Low-key side goal for the year is get 1k points painted and play at least one game.

27.01.2026 06:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 109    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 11    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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