lilly (she/they)

gaslight gatekeep girlboss oh wait no that's just how I got outta the ward

ha... will I even have a home to return to

I'm never going to leave am i

do you know how stupid it is to be in the psych ward and still be suicidal

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"it might be distressing" uh yeah probably? I was there hand it over

I want to scream

am I mentally well? no but I am entitled to my own records

why can't my Dr just uh hand them over

my parents aren't around to vouch for me and I'd like the complete record of what the hell is wrong

why is it so hard to access my own medical records? like I've asked you in person what do you mean I need to give id and consent from a guardian. I'm an adult I am my guardian hand them over

now that I'm locked back up I have a lot of time to think about how every show that was being made before and after COVID there is always at least one episode referencing it

huh yeah I forgot how much I don't like this city the shit I'll do for my princess

um yeah I will have to return to London or Manchester or whatever tf I told you later tonight or the swat team will come fid me

low-key outta it the big stop juice is uh still wearing off so this will be interesting

not me using an emergency leave from the psych ward to bust my sister outta school

please tissue not nock out stab my nose is bleeding

I need you where are you

don't touch me don't touch me don't touch me

oh not good not good we ball tho

wait Brendan urie was raised Mormon????

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woooooow I've been given one day of freedom

I am so thirsty 😭

I don't want to be here but I don't want to be home

yeah most of us are here cause we weren't safe to ourselves or others but it's cool leave me without my meds and alone for hours without the checks that you are meant to do every 15 minutes

tjeh can get away with more than In the childrens ward cause I guess abuse is ok as long as we aren't kids

please please please give me my meds

it's super cold but I guess I'm not allowed to dress in warmer clothes

guhhh I want a tongue piercing