Alex

Every time I’ve been down recently, at least I manage to convince myself that the next day isn’t as bad. And for the most part, I’m correct.

I don’t know what to do. I can’t imagine or see myself ahead more than a few months. I usually try to have something to look forward to, but that has become less and less of a thing. I have almost nothing. I don’t know how to fix it.

Been awhile since I posted here. Sorry for not. Too used to Twitter.

I wonder if me having fun with certain parts of my life while ignoring a lot of my self progression is worth it. There’s parts of me that thinks about it a lot but I tell myself that life just works itself out in the end even if it’s not what I expect it to be.

Thanks!

Hanamaru was with me today.

Like I mentioned before, this isn’t a significant step (Associates degree) but it’s something I guess.

My hours at work are going up but it feels just as fast. Probably a good thing.

Frontage roads were what made the highways there at least more manageable than what it should be. It’s still pretty chaotic though.

Just remembered I had a slight hand in an incident that happened at Offkai Expo 2023. What an interesting weekend that was.

I tried out this milk brand that is local to my area. It’s pretty good. It’s interesting that there’s creamy bits in the whole milk. The chocolate is my favorite one.

It’s just an Associates degree but it’s still a milestone I guess.

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What will be funny. Is if I start keeping track of my taxes, and finding out I contribute more to the Japanese economy than America’s.

She’s so head pattable. Ahhhhh.

nya nya nya~~~

I need help from a higher being.

Alcohol is bad but it helps keeps the peasants like me in line.

Feel free to ignore my recent posts. I’m drunk and am disappointed with the outcome of life but part of me wants to make the most of it before everything goes to sh*t.

I have no power. But if I did, the world would be a better place.

Someone can criticize my way of living. It’s not ideal. Part of me wants to think it’s the best way to cope with real life. It’s a rough life without good expectations.

So am I.

I probably need someone to help me.

Mira-Cra Park share one brain cell.

ONE DAY. I WILL DRINK WITH MAEDA.

I don’t really know how to seek one and I can’t imagine the cost of it. I know my insurance through my work supposedly isn’t good with mental health stuff. Plus, that money could be used to event more! :v /s

(Me watching some video on Youtube)


"And on the topic of (insert video topic here), data privacy is at its utmost importance."


(skips 1-2 minutes of the video)

It's a sort of escapism when I go on trips and it's very much fun, but back home, life isn't improving much though I'm slowly working at that but not at a rate I am satisfied with. Just a little buzzed post here. I know people go at their own pace and I hope to find hope for my everyday life.

A little personal, but I don't know if I have the mental and physical capability to improve myself. Every time I come back from a trip, I realize how much my expectations of a bright future is not really here. But I also seem to be unable to improve myself at a pace that makes me hopeful. 1/2

LET'S GOOOOOOO

Won both days for Aqours Finale ^^