alix 🗡️🦋🐊

MAN. LOL.

ouuuugh its real now :(

Next up on da kindle list…

I’ve been meaning to read this for a while and I finally snagged it from Libby. I’m v excited….

Also. I did not expect this to have any romance and I am. Pleasantly surprised.

The way it’s unfolded so far is magical imo….

Likeeeeeee!!!

Currently reading Leigh Bardugo’s The Familiar and I am. Entranced.

As I always am by her works. The way she breathes life into worlds and writes such beautiful characters and magic systems.

I am craving more medieval-style fantasy and this is scratching the itch…

YES that is exactly how I felt on zoloft too. It was a really strange feeling...I got nausea so bad the first few weeks

Zoloft piss was the WORST side effect for me. I had to pee constantly. That and constant yawning? Like I never felt like my brain has enough oxygen…..

I love curating my space when someone says something stupid. It’s lovely ✨ byeeee

Avoiding my main acct until all this news blows over bc some people cannot figure out how to approach topics like this delicately.

Fuck off.

Ooo. Uh oh!

u r my favorite butch, did u know that?

You're so right, and its so disgusting. I think I'm just exhausted of seeing their bullshit pushed SO hard, constantly.

I think a lil breaky-break from socmed for the evening is in order.

Ty for speaking out about it and im sorry people are being so shitty to you ;; <33

mood stabilizers T-T Its the only thing that stopped the insane fucking pendulum of my mood. I miss being on them so much....

But I'm shaking your hand, its exhausting the constant back and forth....

>:O I had no room!! If i moved I would have woken mochi up and that’s Evil!!!

If you don’t regularly trim his nails, that can help relieve arthritis pressure too! I suggest doing it once a month or as needed, so the nails don’t touch the ground. A groomer or the vet can do it too, if needed and it’s not too expensive (my salon charges like $15 for nails)

Ohh poor Lachlan :( if he’s older, it could be arthritis. It’s common in the paws as doggies age.

the vet and they will probably wanna x-ray them. If it is arthritis, gabapentin is relatively inexpensive and works well. They can also do cool laser therapy? Worked so good for my lab’s knee pain!!

Please hire me. I promise I am so hireable. I am the best hire you will ever have just give me the paycheck please. I wont even bite anyone on company time I promise.

Screams

I’m seeing it in fiction too.

The publication of fanfiction, the heavy lean on tropes instead of an actual plot….

Maybe I’m just looking in the wrong places but. I’m tired.

Have the patience to weave one with me.

I feel like I’m talking to a wall so often. People either expect me to write the whole story for them and present it to them wrapped up in a bow, or have no interest in exploring themes deeper than surface level tropes.

Rant incoming, sorry but like.

I really feel like. People don’t want to /write/ anymore.

I feel like the art of a narrative has been lost to trope-ification a la fanfiction and instant gratification.

I want to write with people who appreciate a long term story, and>>

I’m gonna have a lil bit of a self care day today and I’m excited about it :3

If I have the energy, I wanna do my nails….

I love my mute n block buttons… :)

I don’t think I’m going anywhere…aster is barely tied to the XIV world and would be easy to change but like. Where else am I gonna find a venue scene like XIV’s? Or an Rp community as big and easily accessible?

Vraylar pricing is insane. It’s the one thing keeping me from ever trying it. I’d rather take my 4-5 twice daily meds than try to figure out how to cover that. It’s crazy….

:( it’s frustrating that it keeps happening. Idk what I’m doing wrong

Anyways enough about all that!!

Feeling SO validated that my WIP novel is a dead ringer for the way the trad publishing industry is shifting.

Horror? Check. Gothic? Check. Romantasy? Check.

Now I just need to finish writing it LOL

Dude I’m so mad.

Not yet, I haven’t gotten my paycheck but they told me it would be this coming Friday.

No, they hired me for one position, and have only scheduled me for a different position. With significantly less hours than they promised me in interviewing. :|

(Wrong acct LOL)