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The struggle.

I just had a very unforgiving run back on this one 😮‍💨 Damn you, Barren Swamp…

NINJA SCROLL (1993, Yoshiaki Kawajiri)

it’s temporary and that’s the mantra, but the older we get the more patient we have to be with it

Thank you for sharing! My illness really freaked out over the last year and my body was shutting down. Had to lose 60+lbs. 40ish left to go. Now I have different shapes and different densities than I ever have and I’m like. Uggggggghh

This book was violent and pulpy an emotional and cathartic and vicious. Absolutely loved it. Coffin Moon by Keith Rosson - a very throwback ultraviolent vampire revenge thriller.

We have two full curios of them 👀 love love love

It’s the adaptation of Last Samurai Standing on Netflix. The storytelling and dialogue are inconsistent at best, but the fight scenes and set pieces are a lot of fun.

This ridiculous bb archer’s tricking is so impractical and flashy I love it so much 😭 dance, my dear! Live your truth.

That said, I’m stoked I managed to stay focused on this necessary BS during a holiday season while working at a grocery store.

I think I’ll be able to start lifting again by Spring 🙏🏻.

THE END THANK YOU

I’ve felt pretty insecure about the muscle mass I lost when I started getting stress fractures last summer. And I have been insecure about the weight loss and transition body changes. I wish I could cut and bulk at the same time, but I have to do it safely and sustainably.

TW diet / weight

A reason I left retail is because my old martial arts injuries + joint disease were constantly inflamed, causing new complications. I couldn’t exercise for a year.

Three months into medical equipment and diet I’ve lost 20 lbs! I need to lose more before I can safely bulk again.

The bibliophile // the audiobook

Quote post a random photo from your phone. No new photos!

My feline companions require endless body contact and blankets Dec 1 - May 1.

Thanksss. There’s nowhere to go but up! New employer was understanding. Panic attack seems more attributed to not having had a new job in a very long time - I forgot about my performance anxiety and essential discomfort when taking on new roles. It. Suuuuuuucks. But it’ll pass.

I am but on ps5! It’s cross platform right??

I was finally able to unclench my jaw and take a breath about 34 minutes ago. Also gay hockey forever.

First day in office at the new job and the truck started smoking half way to work while the brakes gave out, fully manifesting the utterly earth shattering panic attack that had been building since my birthday 🥰 If you saw someone puking in the snow next to a Tacoma at 845 AM today, no you didn’t.

It is a blizzard on my birthday for the third year in a row, so I’m playing games 🤓

Two more shifts at this job, four days til my birthday, and I just wanna take a bath and read my story 😭

How I feel doing cardio to kpop vs what my spouse sees when I’m doing cardio to kpop 👀

Sorry but the Titanfall mechs fuck their pilots. I don't make the rules.

Senioritis at my grocery store manager job is roughhhhh. 8 more shifts!!

Got a new job, and didn’t even photo document the interview outfit for good luck.

When the OnlyFriends posting reminder comes up and you’re like NOOOO I JUST WANT TO SAVE IVALICE AND WATCH HEATED RIVALRY CONTENT AND READ HORROR BOOKS BC I ALREADY WORK MULTIPLE JOBS I HATE EVERYTHING PLZ SUGAR GEANDFATHERS FIND ME FFS 🫶🏼

frozen windstorm plans:

How I realized I’m bi.

Hnnnnng