something has ended and something is ending

feel weirdly scared of things rn

took meds too late, stayed up too late after taking meds

there isn't a contradiction between liking when the female protagonist of the litrpg light novel gets a white haired elf slave girl and hating when the male protagonist of a litrpg novel gets a white haired elf slave girl. honestly you should feel a little insulted that i have to explain this to you

we finished it, its very good actually

a redraw of a tumblr post. the tumblr post goes, "all night long the sword on the wall above my bed has been rattling and i finally woke up all the way and went wtf and turned on the light and found this." attached are pictures of a feral rat perching on top of a sword. the OP continues, "@ those of you saying this is cute... that's a feral rat. a feral rat hovered over my head watching me sleep for three hours while trying to figure out how to assassinate me with a longsword. thanks." i have drawn the rat in my style, hanging out on top of the sword, staring down menacingly. they are plotting. still, they're cute.

still cute though

#rats #art

saturday

practising bdsm with the pre-hrt dolls

or as I like to call it

hitting the bricks

is it mostly cerise and abi

we were going to be cute and coy but we're too tired

@cwonus.org is very hot,

we're glad,,,

constantly thinking "we can't maintain ourself, we won't ever have friends really, we're not able to pull off much"

just dumb

we completely ruined our own mood and its dumb

#RatsOfBluesky

also not wanting to run a local DNS so proxying all of our public services through an L4 caddy acting as a kind of router,

some of the most fun ive had is trying to reason between our home network, VPN, and stuff hosted on external services...

though we mostly focus on networkd and at home needlessly running ethernet and fiber between floors or APs,,

we are slowly trying to standardize our networking stuff though

fxg,

I have faith in the project

its a massive time sink

but its so fun

its actually good

our partner made this,

cute space buns :3

claude has decided we have (had?) severe dopaminergic dysfunction and a collapse of motivational salience networks needing intensive pharmacological support

didn't expect claude to be so forward 🥺

れいまりwip

we can post more about it for no reason if u want

in our experience neither happened even at maximum cruelty potential, ioo usually if someone was vulnerable enough and punishable enough they would just do worse.

but at our school a lot of it *in school* was non physical violence or attempting to trigger an outburst by the bullied.

they don’t like meat 🥩❌

👗

protective ward