(((Vivian)))🩸

they should invent a person that can love xera i think

dude is still living in 1963

i honestly think im going to start just taking prison doses of my antiphycotics

i just want to be numb

its ok
sorry im just
breaking

if i cut mysepf hard enough would she atleast respect my pain as much asshe respects everyone elses god damn sufferings

when am i going to accept im the lroblem and just smash my own head in

i saw a young sheldon one on timtok last wrek

post covid phycosis

im pry sure that jackson taylor and cleaveland all also lost their first runs at president

it really is just
american politicians give up and dont bother running again

it doesnt really?

like nixon lost his first run

most people just het deflated and give up

its to premtively denegrate the quote

it implies the following quote is going to be challenged by the speaker

just because
traditionally spoken quotes carry reverence
atleast in american speech

for the love of all that is fucking holy develop politics beyond which people you want revenge on

god damn

reconstruction wasnt fumbled by not prosecuting slave owners enough ypu literal god damn moron

it was fumbled by the government embezzling half the funds because grant literally didnt gaf as long as the south kept producing

who am i even talking to at thins point?

god i genuinely wish people thought i was smart
because i do try ungodly hard to be
educated and aware and

idk
i gyess id just
lije some recognition

idk

who gaf

i honestly wish i still knew literally any fucking contacts and could just go back to being a whore

sure it was fucking hell buf so is this

i love that even my friends think im stupid and crazy

and im still here wirking
i just need to lie down for an hour because standing is agony

like its my god damn faukt i threw out my back after these jackasses scheduled me for a 70 hour week

"you know that will make me tell at you"
is shit i should hear from a toxic t boy im obsessed over
not my fucking boss

and they wonder why were paranoud

you have never seen humanity more unified than a crowd of conplete strangers finding comradery in hating the random schitzo on the bus

so
kinda interesting yarvin detail i think alota people miss

his advocacy for slavery comes
atleadt particularly
because wevd reached post scarcity
and so nolonger need the economic advantages of
literally any system but slavery

im fucking melting and my gf literally cant bd bothered to make time for me except to say my pain is my fault

yay!!!!

what if this doesmt get better
im
going to lose my ability to work
the
only thing i can provide to the people i love

can someone please get curtis yarvin off twitter

its so bad for his brain

fucking
threw my back out 2 days ago
folliwed by a 14 hour shift
and
i cant fycking stand
so
im
begging my boss to let me go home
tears in my eyes

i get a 2 hour break to rest my spine

i want ti fucking die

my gfs other gf who she likes more than me is moving in with her at the end of the year

im fucking fine
and definetly have reasons to live

To Be Titled

To Be Titled, 1987
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