final girl the cycle 🌀❌

thank you..

i could never be a streamer, i hate gamers with a hot burning passion

this is probably dead on, this muscle atrophied hard and idk how to bring it back

im a firm believer in this

been hearing takes all day like this

we are so fucked and it’s thanks to these cowards

If I were a trans woman living in a fascist hellscape (I am) and I knew that fascist hellscape was engineered by a cult of cannibal pedophile billionaires (I do) and those cannibal pedophile billionaires were fighting for me to use their "AI" programs (they are) I'd simply not do that.

garden of weeds

don't talk about it you're not supposed to talk about anything or you become a target it's very importnt you don't talk about how anyone hurt you since this means they get to hurt you more it doesn't matter if your friends were hurt to it doesn't matter if your friends are daed just don't talk about

i have seen the places other people have built and i am not satisfied

if you play with me it could change my life forever

miss her

my creative journey is never ending suffering snd i really am a dog chasing cars

like i bet game devs and real filmmakers feel so damn good after completing a project i bet that feels amazinggggg

fuck you

i probably feel so worthlessly unaccomplished because i’ve never had the satisfaction of releasing a self contained project. it’s always been some long form series bullshit and i get burnt out along with the audience before its over and just feel numb afterwards

i hate everything ive ever made

i guess i gotta make something or they're gonna kill me soon

everything is just a rape network and i’m scattering my brainmatter across the stars

1. they fall for me

2. they fall for someone more homura than me

3. they leave

4. repeat

neurotypicals treating every mental illness like plurality fuck offfffff

hell yes it does

A screenshot from Metal Gear Solid 2

if you’re in the market for an affordable DAP, i recently got the hiby r1 and it’s been the best listening experience i’ve had in years

not many frills to it, but the specs meet everything i needed for a sizeable flac library for $72

well

that was short lived

i think there is something good in the air today

so happy to hear others actually using IRC!! i hope it catches on more

zulip or any open source alternative, after skype and now discord this decennial charade with centralized platforms (especially for instant messaging) needs to endddd

are people just not curious anymore? scared of saying the wrong thing? unclear, but it’s nauseating to think about.

it’s easier than ever to disappear into the background noise.

microblogging has destroyed everyday interactions with almost everyone we know. we go days or weeks without being asked a single question. people seem perfectly content talking about themselves without a shred of care for who is listening.

just having an empty vessel to speak to seems to be enough.

doesn't it get tiring always being the one to start the conversation?

no marks :< sad days