final girl 🪞❌

The problem with Mondays is that I'm not getting ruined by a woman bigger and stronger than I could ever hope to be

everyone i was meant to be with is already dead.

ghosts can’t lie. earthly creatures do all the time.. especially unto themselves.

you csn trust nearly anything more than people..

where is the beauty? where is the joy? i know i left it around here somewhere..

you should know better by now than to resist me..

im leaking into your pores..

but i csn protect you. 🪞🌀🌀

i don’t think i trust anyone anymore.

it’ll be too late by the time you notice

there is nothing special about it in its pain. it might as well be erased

so much work to be done. so much arduous tedious living. belonging nowhere. smiling through the pain to cheer people up because that is what they expect of it. fractured brain pathetically attempts to comfort itself resulting in the same failure it has repeated its whole life

it hates talking like this. wallowing and wallowing. stuck in the past. stick in thd mud. crying for help that will never ease..it wants help to ease it but nothing works. nrver the right words or comfort or follow through

its so tired of being alive.. it doesn’t want to feel like this but everything is dull and confusing and nobody can help it. this is unbearable fuck fuck fuck

would rather something else doing the thinking

Ah, no. What I always thought I needed was a hug, but what I really needed was one that lasted forever.

it wants to have a discord server for friends but very few are close to it anymore..

would you be its friend..?

its stalker sends letters pleading with it to *not* kill itself for once hahahahahahahagahahaha

fixes my scoliosis thru sheer force of will

EVERY PAIN YOU HAVE CAUSED WILL BE PAID BACK TEN FOLD

IM IN A BOX DANCING FOR YOU!! ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?? THIS IS WHAT YOU ALWAYS WANTED..

sometimes you decide to preempt going insane by turning your life into a neverending game of hypersigil narrative magic and it turns out to be the best decision you've ever made

i’ve never felt heartbreak like losing you. it’s been almost a year and i can’t escape the calculations of how many ways you could have been saved..

as time passes, i unravel your secrets in unyielding sorrow, and i find the people closest to you hurt you in unfathomable ways..

wanting to be

one day i will grow wings..

u should smoke with her :3

#furryart

why try when it can all be done with someone else’s tongue..?

it cant relieve itself from the loathing..

always forget there is no i anymore

i see so much humanity in everyone’s expression except myself.. and it never seems to be enough to be told otherwise.

where do i even begin with what’s wrong with me..