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Parent โ€ข AuDHD โ€ข Queer โ€ข xVx Sporadic vehicle for noisy light On unceded Kabi Kabi Country Next locked in project: https://theoldambulancestation.com/takeover-2025 ๐Ÿ“ง math_feels@proton.me

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Sometimes we need a moment, but if you tune out completely, they win. Fascism doesnโ€™t need your support, just your silence.

10.10.2025 02:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 15459    ๐Ÿ” 5792    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 465    ๐Ÿ“Œ 271
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He won!

10.10.2025 21:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1230    ๐Ÿ” 336    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 52    ๐Ÿ“Œ 31
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Andrew Norris I make audio apps, Max for Live devices and DJ controller mappings for Traktor as well as dabbling in some experimental A/V stuff. Visit https://andrewnorris.uk for more info.

youtube.com/@andrewnorri...

11.10.2025 04:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Andrew Norris Follow me for posts on what I am creating.

Oh yeah, MASSIVE SHOUT OUT @andrewnorris.uk for the generous support & advice on live scratching within Ableton.

I'd been searching so long & his software was exactly what I needed!

Please check out their work & there's also a tonne of YouTube explainer videos to explore.

andrewnorris.gumroad.com

11.10.2025 04:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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The Night Green Side of It, by R.A.P. Ferreira & Kenny Segal 13 track album

This is the dream team right here: R.A.P Ferreira & Kenny Segal ๐Ÿ‘€

afrolab9000.bandcamp.com/album/the-ni...

10.10.2025 08:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

At least you should have a lockable space & somewhere to work. Congratulations ๐Ÿ™Œโ˜บ๏ธ

10.10.2025 03:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

WooHoo!!! Studio or living space?

10.10.2025 03:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thanks for explaining your position. Try not to let semantics weigh you down. Take care.

10.10.2025 03:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Who perceives you this way & why does it matter? Their lives have equal value & depth. Disability is not the swear word you may think it is.

Times have changed. Neurodivergence implies difference not deficiency.

Either way, I'm not here to change your mind or feelings. I wish you well ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿ˜Œ

09.10.2025 20:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I've heard of people who use their "higher levels" of ASD as a superiority crux to battle insecurity.

I'm not sure if that's what's happening here, but I do encourage mutual understanding regardless.

P.S There's no excusing Elon. Conflated self worth & divisive morality, not ASD, are their issues.

09.10.2025 19:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thank you for highlighting this. It's a challenging take.

I am still curious & concerned about their experience. This is a conversation, not an argument.

I feel empowered by understanding what neurodiversity means to me. Some folks feel disempowered by the notion of othering though.

09.10.2025 19:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Unto itself, I agree, the framing of ASD is problematic. I get that you don't want to be perceived as having a disability, but there are obvious & recognised levels to this

People may or may not have severe real world barriers depending on where they're at on the spectrum & other converging factors

09.10.2025 19:19 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I mean for these questions to be given respectfully.

09.10.2025 12:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm confused, are you suggesting we're all assessed en masse?

I had multiple lengthy assessments to hone in on my experience & the feedback I received was extremely on point.

If there was no analysis & a spectrum of common traits, how could you even identify as Autistic without context?

09.10.2025 12:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This sounds all too familiar. I hope your exodus was swift ๐Ÿซ 

09.10.2025 08:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

The stigma of pathology is real & in many cases, especially back in the day, was extremely harmful & socially crippling.

Sometimes an experience needs to be analysed to be understood & shared though.

It can be a weight but can sometimes uplift. It depends from person to person.

09.10.2025 07:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Flying V in for a service

Flying V in for a service

Big shout out to Jim aka Deluxe Tone for taking care of my precious chug plank.

09.10.2025 07:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I feel like you're coming from a very neuro positive frame of mind & it is not only relatable, but commendable.

There may be a little more nuance required to answer this thoroughly though.

I'm not one to quash anyone's truth though, unless it's actively harmful of course.

08.10.2025 12:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Pathological frameworks are often deficit based, which I am not on board with. I experience differences but not what I would deam disability.

It can lead to insights of our own though. You can eat the fruit & spit out the seeds.

Some people will only receive systemic support with the paperwork.

08.10.2025 11:58 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

As a parent we looked to diagnosis to better understand our dynamics as a whole.

It was an incredibly cathartic & validating process.

We did not have the objective expertise or cognitive capacity to do it on our own.

Now we understand our baselines & more realistic expectations on ourselves.

08.10.2025 10:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I truly hope Netflix's take on this is not to be swayed by haters & that they continue to showcase diverse voices & characters.

I have my doubts as to any corporate decision makers bowing to anything but market value.

That being said, diverse audiences will switch off if it goes the other way.

08.10.2025 03:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

No input mixing, cassette tape loops with pedals, game controller beat making, live voice to midi, M4L VJing & other Ableton shenanigans...

endomusia logistics are in full swing. I'll be putting together a lil promo for the venue's socials & here asap

Big love & gratitude

07.10.2025 13:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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She called out world leaders for sitting by and watching a live-streamed genocide without taking action.

06.10.2025 17:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2333    ๐Ÿ” 959    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 20    ๐Ÿ“Œ 63
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Help the Abdelwahed family survive I'm helping my friend, Akram Abdelwahed, raise funds to help his family survive.

Another sleepless night

I lie awake thinking how to protect my mother, my sisters, and my little brother from the pain, fear, and cruelty of this life.

Your kindness can be the shelter that protects seven souls โค๏ธ

chuffed.org/project/help...

06.10.2025 22:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 20    ๐Ÿ” 22    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7    ๐Ÿ“Œ 6
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The shameful part is that Palestinians were always telling the world what's happening & were always getting killed by Zionists. But those deaths were not enough. It took a full blown genocide for most westerners to come around...and even now some people have the audacity to say "it's complicated"

06.10.2025 05:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 467    ๐Ÿ” 235    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 8    ๐Ÿ“Œ 15
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A new flotilla is just days away from reaching Palestinian territorial waters, sailing to break Israel's illegal and deadly blockade, and to send urgently needed medics and journalists to Gaza.

The flotilla is currently 200 nautical miles from Gaza.

06.10.2025 11:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 125    ๐Ÿ” 78    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

MP3 Compression has gotten so much better since they kicked off, but I'll take 16bits of WAV goodness for sure ๐ŸŽถ๐Ÿฅฐ

06.10.2025 10:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
TROJAN Limited Edition Dub-Plate with Johnny Clarke & King Tubby

TROJAN Limited Edition Dub-Plate with Johnny Clarke & King Tubby

Another rediscovered gem!

TROJAN Limited Edition Dub-Plate with Johnny Clarke & King Tubby!!!

Jah bless ๐Ÿฆ๐Ÿ‘‘๐ŸŽ›๏ธ

06.10.2025 10:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

For real? I've got so many indi, underground & sentimental discs I haven't had the heart to let go of. Maybe I could invest in a player again?!?

06.10.2025 09:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Former bass player from The Kilowatt Hour holding their homemade compact disc demo "Saxon Street EP".

Former bass player from The Kilowatt Hour holding their homemade compact disc demo "Saxon Street EP".

Found an old demo we handed out to venues in Melbourne in ye olde times.

I thought these tracks were lost in the great MySpace data breach of '08.

The Kilowatt Hour were:
Max Daily, Psy Atica & Bunny Van Coney.

06.10.2025 08:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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