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my heart hurts. i keep it in a box like an injured baby bird.

i do overthink things and Yes my life would objectively be better if i was able to move past my neurosis and “just get over it” but thats not how it works for me (or anyone probably) and i have to work with my neurosis to gain their trust. akin to a horse

i think i get stuck in the mindset that i have to make myself uncomfortable and push past my limits in order to improve my life/myself
but what i really have to do is slow down and just See how every single day my life changes and grows in beautifully mundane ways

its not even like “pushing myself out of my comfort zone” i just have been noticing ive been stepping out of my previous comfort zones without even realizing that ive done so. until im on the other side

life has been hard but ive been still doing so many things that would have been a huge struggle for me just a year ago. teaching a group of a few ppl i just met… unthinkable

i got to teach ppl how to fold anti 🧊 info zines at a little potluck / friends organizing stuff get together tonight and i’m happy i have skills i can share ;w;

i feel like. genuinely unable to navigate the internet anymore because if how fast its changing. i dont know how to interact with people or keep up with any of it. how can anyone do this its actually absurd

i know this format is an accessibility nightmare but im so tired of strangers liking my posts. some of them will simply need to be this way

i like this new post format. much to consider going forward with my posting career

man i hate websites i need to write more letters again

you get my caption as a screenshot because i am tired of strangers finding mt posts through Key Words that they follow.

im about to have a heart attack

sorry that u prolly have ms AND a disc trying to explode out your back😭💔

i might even go to the local coffee shop and/or the library to do the zine thing. we will see how things are tmrrw

thats not actually Why the truth is all of my nerves feel as if they’ve been meticulously plucked from my body, broiled, and then shoved back in haphazardly. but im gonna try to get some work done regardless

calling off work tmmrw so i can fold zines in preparation for trading at the zine fair tomorrow yay

im rapidly losing all ability to function. i’m in so much pain & my brain feels like gruel

new icon but i fear it doesnt have enough whimsy… it’s okay i can be whimsical another time

there were many other installations this was just my favorite. i hope to go back next weekend ^^

got to go on the frozen lake and look at art i love mnpls

yessss

oh thats awesome ive been wishing for years for a phone with a keyboard