Mae

I'm getting too depressed and hard on myself. I need to knock it off. Maybe I should just go to bed and start again tomorrow

It's been apparent somewhat while playing FFXI. I feel like I'm not properly communicating. It's been super frustrating at times

Sometimes I feel I might be autistic. The way I talk to people sometimes, it feels like they aren't really understanding what I am saying (despite it making perfect sense to me) Been having this issue lately with communicating desires to people, and it's been kind of frustrating

I'm also kind of annoyed at a few things but I worry about whether it's something I should speak up about or if it's something I need to deal with on my own

I feel bad whenever I talk a lot because I start to feel like I'm being annoying. Especially when people seemingly ignore what I say (rather than simply not responding)

I'm always reluctant to drop a game that's fine but has nothing really giving me enjoyment. The VN I'm reading now is like that.

Part of me wants to try a different route, but something about that feels wrong

I totally forgot what vn I was reading in Japanese because I've been not reading for so long. Need to get on that

Looking into options of how to limit my FFXI time some

Sometimes I forget how long a year actually is

One piece of random advice that I just remembered:

If you like someone's creative work, don't praise their talent. Praise their skill. Because it's more than likely something they worked very hard for. Praising talent is essentially like being ignorant of that

Thinking about buying my brother Fate/Stay Night for his birthday

I'm not sure what classifies a light novel or not. It's of a decent thickness and size. It also contains illustrations (and some more questionable scenes) I've wanted to sit down and read it but I haven't read much in Japanese without having some way of easily looking things up yet

Wow cool, someone else who experienced Season of the Sakura. Mio was definitely one of my favorites I remember. Shoko's ending wasn't "bad" it just came early in the game (if you gave in that was it)

I actually have a book I got fairly recently that I think they based off the game or the game off

It feels more of a budget thing than self insert in Key's case

I've heard really good things about this. Had been thinking of picking it up myself, though I'm already swamped by stuff I'm reading/playing

The crust is the best part of the pizza

Looking at Twitter briefly today and it's really just a worse sanctioned 4-chan

I hate Youtube videos that stick the "Live" in their thumbnail like they're live right this second

Still holding out for an Eternia remaster.

Wow, super impressed with your progress. Glad you seem to be enjoying it

Wow, you've actually made me interested in a Pokemon game again

I do actually want to see it as it was my favorite part of Chainsaw Man part 1 (haven't read past part 1) but the nearest theater is still over an hour away, and going down that late in the day is kind of iffy to me

Look up Chainsaw Man at the nearest theaters to me. They have one showtime for the sub and 3 for the dub.. Like I get that English dubs are more popular, but still I hate that if I wanted to see it I'd have to watch at this really oddball hour (3:40 pm)

But god some people really need to shut up sometimes

It's hard because while I respect that some things aren't for everyone, there's also a part of me that wants to tell these people they need to develop a bit more to actually be able to appreciate something. I don't because I know how that would be taken

A somewhat frustrating issue is when people clearly don't have enough experience with people or fiction to understand what the characters are doing or why they act the way they do. These people then get on forums/reddit complaining about how they didn't like something because it didn't make sense

I hate when you defend something controversial in media as being necessary to the narrative and you get people asking you to spoil the reason why

It's crazy the amount of people on the Suikoden subreddit calling Star Leap horny/gooner. Have these people seen actual gooner gacha games before?

One observation I made is there's a lot of people who hold celebrities or otherwise random people to such ridiculous levels of standards that they definitely don't do to people they actually know and have relationships with

Watching the CdawgVA playthrough of Final Fantasy Tactics and watching Pete completely lose his mind has given me such laughter that I haven't had for a while