Matt Grote

Mood

Two minions mourning the third minion

:)))

:)

It's 7

I also did a slut version

Soup

Lol jk imagine

This is a Christian account

Knew he sucked shit, did not know he just got 19 years for kid porn. Huge yikes. There are so many hot men and so much porn, just like... yall...........

I'm like the opposite, I'm like why will no one ask me to spot them do i look mean

Technically this is locktober

:) thank ya

Goal is to do okay on the marathon without dropping mass so getting gains would rule. Just weighed myself and I'm actually up ~2 lbs after a run. Dang lol nice

Genuinely wild hearing that cause only hitting like 75% of my lifts to make space for running. Then again my exercise dosage is insane, the bodybuilder is worked with for a bit told me to chill out if I wanted to bulk proper sooooo lol

Before and after run

Ran so hard my pant legs fell off

:)

*cats

Tits

Jesus fuckin Christ

For real this behavior pattern has kinda ruined my life, I keep accepting poverty wages, wage theft, late clients etc cause I'm like "yeah of course, I'm a stupid bitch I'm surprised you're even paying me"

Didn't expect to either fwiw

For FREE?

Didn't get it!

Haven't used it

I have (i think comparatively mild?) EDS, got formally diagnosed on follow up for inguinal hernia repair surgery (d'oh). I was deep into fitness by the time I figured it out and I'm lucky that mostly just sometimes need longer recoveries but it drives me nutsssss

Hope your symptoms clear up soon!

Thank youuuuu

Tossed into remedial classes as a kid and kept there through high school. (Now I'm in a PhD. Clearly was put in the right place 🙄).

Not sure what my point is! Don't hit me with that pity though. Feel free to gas me up tho cause I will spend the entire day trying to get myself out for a run.

But I also have nearly zero tolerance for the days I can't keep it together, or falling short of the absolutely ridiculous goals I set for myself. Idk. I do not like having my limits defined by this and I have major hang ups about feeling/being incapable, probably because I got (con't)

Having a particularly bad symptom day and meditating on the patience and grace I refuse to give myself. I don't think I've posted about it here? But I have a few disabilities including a connective tissue disorder. In theory I shouldn't be anywhere near capable of what I already can do (con't)