I AM TRAPPED INSIDE THE SANDPAPER ROOM
16.08.2025 14:51 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0@snoozyblue.bsky.social
Cyberpunk DJ, cosplayer, prop maker, digital artist. Queer socialist. π Always tired & sad. | π³οΈββ§οΈ she/they | (icon by @fuzeniaa/Twitter)
I AM TRAPPED INSIDE THE SANDPAPER ROOM
16.08.2025 14:51 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I know I'm not allowed to smoke because HRT will ensure I have a heart attack on the spot now but over three years later and I still spend every day desperately craving a cigarette =(
15.05.2025 10:27 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Can anyone PLEASE link a decent black lipstick they can recommend, chasing 5 separate kinds to find they've been discontinued is /fucking ridiculous/
11.05.2025 09:41 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0You know one advantage of being visibly trans and clocky in a country that despises us is that if you can get a table on a train and it starts filling up, every other seat will fill up before the one next to you does, so that's neat
11.05.2025 09:09 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0"Bro"
23.04.2025 13:58 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I have had a customer in for 5 minutes and in that time I've been called bro or man 6 times. My guy I'm wearing a skirt and have noticeable tits are you fucking blind
23.04.2025 13:56 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0The urge to put my sexuality as "test" is so real
09.04.2025 12:59 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I get why we fill out inclusivity forms for jobs but I've never been asked for assigned sex at birth before, that's an odd one?
09.04.2025 12:58 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0When did it become acceptable to blast whatever shite you're listening to for the whole bus to hear? Headphones are not a new concept, show some decorum
03.04.2025 20:58 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Update: returned to Newcastle, been misgendered all day and some kid just spat on me, normality has been restored
30.03.2025 19:00 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 2 π 0For three days I haven't been misgendered once by the general public and casual "love, darling, sweetheart" terms have been constant- i don't know what changed but I am fucking loving it
30.03.2025 07:36 β π 8 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I'm glad it's not just me that looks at her with a sense of home and longing <3
28.03.2025 08:31 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Icon of Azurpineapples oc, King An androgynous original character with grey skin, multiple eyes and eldritch horror inspirations. Long dark curls that fades into blue. He is holding a phone and taking a selfie
Obsessed with himself
My new King Icon!
|| #Art #ocsky #oc #icon
Sick of applying to jobs who want "qualifications" and "relevant experience", I'm cute and soft and smell nice what more do you want
24.03.2025 17:45 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0When am I going to find a cursed weapon in a dusty drawer somewhere that irrevocably bonds itself to me and lends me its' power??? Feels like it's never going to happen smh =(
23.03.2025 16:57 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I swear to god my feet are shrinking, thank you HRT you are a miracle drug
23.03.2025 14:31 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Every morning my cat jumps on top of the bed and makes biscuits in exactly the Same Spot and I think she's trying to give me bottom surgery it is Disturbing
19.03.2025 07:53 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0peter capaldi as the twelfth doctor looking kind and cool and mysterious and wise, yet there's a pain to those eyes. he's seen so much. and still he chooses kindness. every time
I could spend hours looking at pictures of Twelve <3 What a beautiful man in every sense <3 <3
18.03.2025 18:42 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Reordered HRT for the next little while, good god it's fucking spenny looking this good I'll tell ya
18.03.2025 16:14 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Do you ever just sit there years into taking HRT, half a year of laser in, and presenting more and more feminine every day, and have the realisation of: "oh fuck I'm kind of trans!"
Because I do?? Come on Snoozy catch up babe
Wait Firmoo is so much cheaper than SmartBuyGlasses wtf??? Let's give em a go
16.03.2025 19:40 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0If the voices of fate whisper through the melodic tones of my hot gay friends, it would bequeath me to pay it consideration~ <3
16.03.2025 19:38 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Gender: just when you think you've got it figured out, whoops!
16.03.2025 11:43 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0My flavour of transfeminine non-binary is one of those identities that I find takes a bit of explanation to specify "leaning into femme presentation but not a transwoman" however as HRT effects progress I kinda want to lean more and more into it
16.03.2025 11:42 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0As I get further into my transition I find people referring to me with terms like "woman" or "miss" that I've never actually liked using myself, but kinda find that I dont mind it as much as I used to...
16.03.2025 11:40 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 3 π 0I am attracted to very very very few cis men but I am proud to say that Peter Capaldi and bbno$ are definitely on that list
08.03.2025 19:43 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0He enjoys a good fish and chippy tea
07.03.2025 13:19 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Has anyone invented a black lipstick that doesn't immediately get everywhere when making out yet
06.03.2025 11:11 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0My body is a machine that turns orange squash into piss
03.03.2025 22:04 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0No. This is somewhere to be. This is all you have, but it's still something. Streets and sodium lights. The sky, the world. You're still alive.
03.03.2025 09:44 β π 242 π 125 π¬ 1 π 3