ciel 🏳️‍🌈

i know it’s probably some legal issue with gakupo or whatever in proseka but damn you can’t have the whole mothyP seven sins series and NOT have madness of duke venomania (daughter/servant of evil are here too just in a diff section)

UPDATE I FINALLY DID IT

shoutout to apple airpods pro 3 for blocking out a random yt lady on the train next to me going on about how rude i am for… not? engaging her in conversation??? (??????) i’m just trying to full combo useewa by ado like ma’am i’m BUSY ‼️‼️💥

i leave for a work trip tomorrow where i have to be dressed business formal and i just realized i don’t have any appropriate attire bc i went down 4 sizes none of my old stuff fits and all i’ve bought recently are crop tops and booty shorts cause it’s been scorching 😭🥲

oh and gym clothes
but
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people are always surprised when i tell them i’m on the spectrum because i mask so well

however it’s also because i have two giant status conditions that would normally be detrimental but when combined with the autism turn into a buff(?)

i’m the asian eldest daughter 🙂‍↕️

sorry for being somewhat quiet recently, i am once again being forced to move for the fourth time in the past 3 years and it’s killing me

hopefully this is the last time for a long time and i will be staying at my new place for many many years 🙂‍↕️

the only regret i’ve had with losing so much weight is that albaz doesn’t like to sit on my lap as often anymore bc there’s way less cushion 😭😭😭

met a new friend while on a run 🥹

anyway good morning this mf tried to take a sip of my espresso

full disclosure i went from a 2xl to a medium and i’m not even done losing yet. size 18 to size 10. except even size 10 is starting to feel loose on me lol

it’s a weird sort of melancholy. obviously i’m way happier having lost the weight than keeping my pieces but damn i worked real hard to get to what i had. closet was built over a whole ass decade and there’s some pieces i’m really gonna miss

i’ve lost so much weight that “decluttering” my closet in prep for my move is so fucking easy

i just chuck 90% into the donation bin

i’m. actually kinda sad about it. i prided myself on a very extensive plus size wardrobe and i never let my shape prevent me from dressing well

im moving again so im looking at new furniture and what the fuck sierra thanks for making me cry i guess

i will probably actually buy a weeks for next year but until then i’ll continue with my self-drawn setup 🥹 this is a kokuyo field sketchbook, it’s very tiny

but it takes ink pretty well

who needs a hobonichi weeks when i can make my own with blackjack and hookers

in all seriousness i haven’t had time to journal this year cause of all the other shit i’m doing but i started a weight tracker on a whim and it’s been pretty healing for me 🙂‍↕️

who needs a hobonichi weeks when i can make my own with blackjack and hookers

in all seriousness i haven’t had time to journal this year cause of all the other shit i’m doing but i started a weight tracker on a whim and it’s been pretty healing for me 🙂‍↕️

me doing the pikachu face when consistency pays off

squit

i only missed one note for this and i am so madge

but i love playing my favorite map in the world

it's over for me i redownloaded pjsk

oh well post-biking selfie
bro my face is so flushed lmfao

why was this the first thing i wanted to do when i woke up today i think i’m gonna collapse

my fit today was super cute though 🧸✨

i got a new phone so now i can show you how busted my old case was and how this sticker was clinging on for dear life

HELP FKDSJFLDF

im incapable of playing normal wordle anymore every day i instead play this abomination called 64ordle and it's the only thing that makes me feel alive

you solve 64 wordles all at the same time within 70 guesses

manifesting autumn cause what do you mean we’re going back to 80F this week tf

some really pretty photos from a morning hike today

i don’t go here but i think the first cosplay i’ll do after getting ripped is gold ship LOL