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my absolute BIGGEST pet peeve is people making fem!eito call fem!takumi “-chan”

NO SHE WOULDNT! SHE WOULDNT!!!!!!! IT’S STILL -KUN PLEASE IT’S NOT GENDERED

i genuinely genuinely thought misconceptions abt “gendered” honorifics and pronouns in jp was over bc i was in my bubble for so long where i could speak jp with friends or at least talk abt nuances freely

and then i joined hndr fandom.

WE CLEARED THE HARDEST FIGHT IN THE WHOLE GAME AAAAAAAAAAA THIS FIGHT TOOK 2 WHOLE MONTHS TO LEARN

started in late may, 4 days a week for 3hrs every session. we did it.... we did it chat

now i have the funny title <3

crashing out over xiv shenanigans so please look at my new gathering glam instead

also you should read my lore on my xivoc she's everything to me <3 rimimi.crd.co

getting into tsubasa hundred line took a lot longer than i anticipated but im on the way to the con center now!! see you soon at otakon 🥹🥰

last minute tsubasa has been styled 🥹✨ ready for otakon tomorrow!

i better see hndr there or i’ll cry

see you tomorrow 🫡

came home to freshly prepared melon bread

today was @dddaaa-itg.bsky.social’s birthday so i made him an ube crepe layer cake! the final product was 30 layers and took me almost 4 hours to make but it was super delicious 😋

i feel like i’m posting a lot more selfies recently cause im actually really happy/proud of my progress and put more effort into presenting so

anyway!

pictured: a dress i bought 2 years ago that i could not wear and would rip if i tried it on…… that i can now wear!! ✨✨✨🥹

a five-panel template where the premise is to redraw Eito based on Kodaka's sketches (doodle)

i couldn't resist

another beautiful early morning hike (i forgot my eitaku standees 😭)

what if saya was ripped

good morning and happy yaoi day this fine aug 1st everyone

just typed it up! i used laughing cow bc it's what i had on hand, if you want to use blocky and drier swiss (at 1:1) i recommend adding like 10ml (2 tsp) egg whites to make up for lost moisture

if you're using full-fat swiss AND pumpkin sub for butter, you can skip the extra oil

made more cheddar bay biscuit bread but with swiss this time and i really like this more than the cheddar

also i got this cute bread box since ive been baking so much bread and i put my desk calendar inside for the expiration date LOL if it works it works!

speaking japanese to strangers in the elevator and getting increasingly nervous every time i forget to attach a long form because im shit at remembering polite speech

got me going 少し (long pause) です

i keep forgetting to post but i will be at otakon for friday only!! i’ll be cosplaying tsubasa so if you see me you should stop me for a little sticker/goodie

(haggard face of a guy who found a life-changing BL and read it to completion until it was 4am and still had to wake up for work the next day)

made strawberry meringue pie today! actually did this live on stream/vc/discord with my friends and it was super fun

why the hell did this randomly blow up who are you people

sorry for dudebroposting but also
while it is subtle im getting the gains…. i understand so much now

i set up biometrics for my pc a long time ago but i cut my hands/fingers really badly while shucking oysters the other day and im covered in bandaids and holy hell it is a nightmare to sign in without consistent access to my prints

also over-exercising can cause other problems!!!!! like my heart issue!!!!!!!! (kicking myself while shouting progressively louder) TAKE REST DAYS IT'S FINE YOU WONT EXPIRE

i work out so much now that i need to physically remind myself that only exercising 5 days out of 7 is not the end of the world cause i genuinely felt like i was gonna rot in my chair today if i didnt go to the gym but the reason i didnt go is bc my limbs HURT from hiit

(softly) oh my god

woke up early, went to the fish market and made noodles from scratch today!! 🥹👌✨

today is “i don’t want to cook so i threw all the leftover vegetable and meat scraps into the rice cooker” day

i got him. just don’t ask for how much. 🥹

update: arms weak knees spaghetti but ready to crash into bed and pass out 🥹 this is how i beat insomnia