Lars

So hello, I'm alive, just been super busy these past few weeks

Anywho, finished a commission for a couple's anniversary yesterday.
#furry #furryart #art #commission

hello !!!

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i wonder how much better i would have done if i had got this medicine back in 2019 when i last asked for it though

I have had such a hard time reading books, articles, paying attention in lectures. It's a miracle i made it this far without medicine

I'm at the very-very end of uni, and for the first time in my life i've finally gotten ahold of ritalin to help with my ADD. Been upping my dose for the past month and a half and???

People can study like this? READ? this is "normal" for people? This is a superpower, what the heck

i genuinely *was* going to try being more active, but yesterday ended up so horrible i think i'm gonna go hands off social media again for a while

it's sick that yesterday was in the top 5 worst days of the year. I'll try to be back when i'm more positive again

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sorry last night got derailed i will post pictures later though i promise*

please take this one it's really important www.idrlabs.com/animal-self/...

i got penguin !!!

might post some pictures from when the boyfriend visited in a little! Be aware, there are lots of animals involved

good morning sleeping is impossible

i actively look for cute stuff to eat or buy, but this city sucks in the cuteness department

the neighbourhoods look nice and colourful, but beyond the facades, there are only basic bakeries and no joy to be found

why do other countries have cute pastries actually this is making me upset

they have these in the UK! What the heck. Are we just souless? Why cant we have funky little spooky muffins too

if oslo has similar i will be very upset. I am bereft of cute muffins

Can't wait until i have read all this material about the Nazi German war economy only to be "umh actually"ed by hearts of iron players. I feel it in my bones, it's already happened twice before !!!

i just want to be heckin excited about my newfound knowledge

studying history sucks in the sense that like, you'll have read books, papers or whatever and know history on a deep level, but other people will never listen or be convinced by you in a discussion when you know they're getting things wrong. It's like they're allergic to the idea of being wrong aaa

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feeling mega energised tonight

was out catching pokemon around noon with barely any sleep, then barely slept again, but now i'm here wanting to type words and stuff. Very exciting, huge developments

i got a charizard today !!!

@misakinakahara.bsky.social we super havent talked much in a long while but i miss you a lot, so i hope things line up and we're able to more in the near future. Mayhaps with my new meds friendshipping will be easier, heck 🦒

and i have ritalin now! I can read!!!

imagine going 4 years through uni barely able to read a single paper, let alone books and heaps of articles. It's a miracle i've done as well as i have

people are able to lock in and just *read* normally? this is a superpower, what in the heck

i might finally be able to start working on my uni stuff. This year has been such a nightmare that i've not done anything, but the motivation is getting there again

nazi germanys economy is an area i am getting interested in outside of uni too, so thank god those are colliding

Working on an advent calendar for the boyfriend. It's coming together nicely and i'm super duper excited, heck

heck

I guess since it's not something i can really hide all that well, figured i'd just put it somewhere

I got an autism diagnosis a couple weeks ago after only 2 weeks at the therapist. Lots of things to think about and i'm not happy, but yeah, being autistic does explain why people are so hard i guess

but mayhaps i will share my blue-eyes white dragons with you exclusively here, so get excited. I just have to remember to open the briefcase

they are super pretty, you'll be excited

Man, i do feel horrible about being basically absent and radio silent from all my friends and people i knew on twitter but the past year has been a nightmare, and just as i thought it was getting better it stumbles again

Please continue being patient with me, friends

Happy monday

@itselli.bsky.social grrrrrrrrrrrrr

I plan to!!!

I want Ruka to be as comfy as he can be here, especially if he stays at my place. Gonna be the most gracious host, take him to the cutest places

There's even a funky bakery thing i've wanted to go to. Taking him heckin there grr grr grr