Behind-the-eye pain (or twitching eyelids) followed by a severe migraine attack sounds like classic misophonia to me. Hope you're resting, because it is exhausting to say the least.

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A punk themed set for Pyro! Thanks to @renimg.bsky.social for designing the logos for me and @hotrodmccoolgal.bsky.social for the SFM promos!

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Finished Alien: Earth and it was an interesting show, but it wasn't really about xenomorphs or aliens.

I rate it clickbait/10.

Watching Alien Earth and this is pretty interesting so far. Just started EP2.

yeah the math is simple enough to just write your own but the real hard thing is to realize theres a skellyman in all of us

who up inversing they kinematics

Gotta love having a clogged ear every other day.

Time for the bi-monthly beard reset. ✂

One more day until my contract finally ends, yippee!!!

Any Pokemon GO oomfs that I'm not friends with here yet?

First day of my two weeks of PTO before my contract ends and I'm just being a lazy bitch.

Fuck Murphy, he's a bitch ass hoe.

Hope your situation gets even the slightest bit less intense as soon as possible. 🫂

I think a talk I had with Randon a while ago lead me to plan my long overdue exit.

The games industry is less stressful than the job I worked at, so maybe I'll do that full-time.

Maybe I'll return to making hats.

Who knows!

For now I'll chill and sit on my mountain of gold.

(7/7)

Today I'm going to ship my last product (with an Epic MegaGrant!) at the company I work for and then I will get 2 weeks of PTO until my contract ends.

It's been taking a toll on me so now I'm moving on and I'm going to take a break to take care of my physical and mental!

(6/7)

At one point I did the work of a full game-dev studio simultaneously (that's ye startup life) & basically shipping a full game worth of work every 3 months.

Trust me, I know the stress that comes with that since I optimize and ship games as a side hustle. :-)

(5/7)

Built cloud simulations for AWS' simulation product at the time and other NDA clients + the geometric layer behind those. Built C# libraries on top of the native libraries I built. Made strides in compressing networked crowds. Etc, etc.

(4/7)

Built a lot of high-performance simulation products, navigation mesh solutions and crowd renderers using basically everything from scratch solutions (Vulkan, OpenGL, DirectX) to in-engine solutions (Unity, Unreal Engine, VBS4, other NDA engines)..

(3/7)

Worked with the biggest simulation corpos (BISim, BAE, CAE, AWS, other NDA orgs/institutes) out there during my time there and lead development on (and built) a lot of those projects.

(2/7)

Finally done with my contract as Principal Software Engineer at the 3D crowd simulation startup I've been working at for the past 6 years!

It was an interesting experience to bring the company to the point it is at now.

(1/7)

Nice zucch bro

Fuck de zon

It's gonna be 37 degrees on Tuesday. Probably shaving my beard and going baby mode for a while to survive the heat.

I'm too white for this.

Time to hand in my resignation at my job. In terms of work pressure it was about as much as shipping a new game each month and performing the work of a full AAA gamedev team. From scratch.

Gonna take Randon's advice and just peace out.

The right definitely has a different set of rules. Blow up a coalition and somehow increase in size.

At least the current government didn't actually do anything lmao. (They literally did nothing for the entirety of their run.)

The parties who blow up the coalition regularly make it into parliament in the next election here. Dunno what it's like in Germany though.

Rip Dutch government.

Been stalking your progress on Instagram and your model and rig are looking amazing. Amazing job!!! 👏

Peak as always.

Idk why but every time I go outside now a black kitten follows me around.