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I hate how the gym keeps getting harder, not easier. Tumbling home from the gym while sobbing isn't fun.
No gains, just pain, and being constantly hungry and sleepy.
I just want some curves: some hips and a butt.

Afters are fun, hosted my first one on Friday, and I should totally do it again!
My building had a shared backyard with chairs, that is pretty quiet.
I only wish my actual apartment was bigger, so I could host it inside. You can only cram so many people on a queen sized bed and a couple chairs ^^;

Heh, and its droolimg into my boobs =p

My mouth feels nuuuumb
Like, like when you go to the dentist

I don't frequent Bossa Nova, but when it hits it hits and Synthicide tonight was SO GOOD!!
Just banger after banger

Ohh, good luck! I bet it will look cool!!

agshdjdk she knows what you like :3

nooo, when someone says they "want to talk" it's always something bad! 😖

in paaaain, went yesterday to the gym for the first time since like middle school, and my legs hurt even more today than yesterday?? walking hurts!
How are you, oomfie? Hopefully well <3

OK my legs hurt even more today than yesterday this is nonsense

Plastic Beach is such a good album

I'll try going tomorrow, thank you for the support Gatorkitty!! <3

I'm budgeting and crunching numbers, and I'm starting to think that going to the gym and working out is a rich people thing.
Gym membership is expensive. Protein powder is super expensive. I will probably need to buy multiple sets of gym clothes as I sweat through them.
It's all so much!

Oh boy, you watching EVO? I think I watched a video about this guy, he's essentially just a regular DJ who plays a lot in Saudi Arabia, and like a Saudi Arabian prince took a liking to him, and SNK is owned by Saudi Arabia, so he's in an SNK game.
Same reason Ronaldo is in, Saudi owns his team

I went to the gym for the first time in over 10 years and I feel terrible and I suck and I just want to eat a burger and go to bed and cry for a while 😖

Instagram has Tik Tok, now Google has Tik Tok, can't wait for MyChart / medical web portals to have Tik Tok, so I can watch videos of people doing dumb dances as I try asking my doctor for a dose raise.
/s

Saturday was fuuuun. The Ruins at Basement wasn't as fun, cause I didn't find anyone to dance/chat with, but the music was GOOD.
I was there from like 5:30 or so to 9:15, and then decided to go to Growl, which was so much fun!
The girls there like me, and look at me, and talk to me <3

Guh, the person I was going to Basement with this afternoon bailed on me, and idk anyone anymore who is into raves.
Being alone is hard

Oh gosh I've been there, I feel so uncomfortable in those kind of spaces, like I'm not welcome there.

you love to see it

Had a rough day, and last night's Body Hack didn't go as I hoped for, so I'm looping in my mind how this guy, after the music stopped at Body Hack, approached me and told me my outfit was "matchy-matchy" cause it was all red.
He then cleaned my nose of ketamine residue =p

w-woah 😳

Suddenly I want to try out Deltarune, cause GOSH that's a mood

I...I thought he was asking if you wanted him to top or bottom. I thought that's what the arrows meant ^^;

These are not even dates, thooo, this is just me going to raves and events and trying to mingle with people, but I always fumble it cause people don't want to talk to meee.
But thank you, Pidster <3

I have no idea what's going with the MTA this weekend, but its a mess.
Missed both a laser appointment as a music show cause whole train lines aren't running, buses are running late, etc.
Bleh

Noooo!! 😖

its been rough, been trying to go out and meet new people, but it keeps not working out.
And everyone being so pretty online is making me feel terrible and my heart feels tight.
I hope you are resting, Pidster! Get well soooon

hiiiii
We should go to a rave sometime~

hiiiii :3