AriDrottning

Felt really pretty in this photo for once. 🥰

Having fun helping one of my partners introduce his younger siblings to the Stargate movie and series :)

Snapchat filter with swirling colors with girl with glasses with hand to her face

Figured I’d show off my new glasses here as well (and I’m trying to be more active on here anyway). I can finally see again after a year and a half of not being able to see!

Over a month post surgery and my quality of life has improved drastically. Not a single ounce of stomach pain since the surgery other than from the surgery sites for a few days after. This has been an easy surgery recovery for me and I’m happy for that. 🥰

2 weeks post endometriosis diagnostic surgery. I’m recovering well. Have 4 lovely scars in the same spot as where my laparoscopic scars were from ectopic pregnancy when I was 21. But scars just show I survived 🥰

A friend paid for my nails to be done for my bday yesterday. 34 looks good on me I think 🥰

Remember: it’s okay to not be okay and to ask for help.

Narcissistic manipulative people need to go live on their own island away from the rest of the world where they can stop hurting and causing pain. This shit sucks and I hate it. Someone ppl dear to me are being destroyed by a narcissist and so am I. How can I make this end?

I’m just tired a lot lately. And my anxiety is through the roof. Idk what’s going on with me.

No contact with my mom is hard because she has been a part of my life in some way for 33 years. And this is the first birthday and anniversary ever I’m not calling her for. It’s different. It’s weird. And my brain hates it despite it being the best thing for me.

Job interview today. CT Angiogram with and without contrast on Thursday. I’m allergic to the contrast so I need steroids and antihistamines to survive it. I may be hospitalized from this and im scared and nervous. This is a busy week.

Certain friend’s music inspired this look today.

ER visit last night because suspect I'm passing either one or both kidney stones resulted in me once again being turned away with no diagnostics other than a urine sample being done, but at least the dr. was nice to me this time.I'm tired of medical gaslighting by ER docs and nurses.and the pain.

Urologist scheduled for March 5 finally. I just wanna not be in pain anymore.

Wearing a heart monitor for the 2nd time in 6 months cause yet another abnormal ekg. Echocardiogram sched for Feb 26. CT angiogram sched for Mar 6. Waiting for Urologist referral to call to sched still about kidneys and stone that's been there since Oct of '23. Medical stuff is getting taken care of

Mental health stuff started and going. Now to my first PCP appt to establish care there and get the referrals I need to get my chronic pain illnesses under control ☺️

I’m so thankful my partner and our roommate are providing the environment and means for me to me about to do so now 🫂

At the local mental health clinic getting intake paperwork processed so I can get into the correct dr’s to 1) keep my psych meds filled, 2) get my adhd meds again, and 3) finally finish getting my autism dx.

So, I don't have to go zero contact with my father, but it's looking like I'm going to have to stay that way with my mother more and more every day.
I'm just so tired.

An update*

A your my stress coloring. One page almost completely done.

What do you do when your brain won’t shut up and you’re going through a lot? Color therapy

Made some huge changes, cut some toxic people out of my life. They were bio related and it hurts but I will survive.

Where did you get that? Because I need one lol

a picture of a man in the snow with the words " it 's not too bad " below him Alt: a picture of a man in the snow with the words " it 's not too bad " below him

Me right now with the below freezing temps at night currently while my parents state what the text states. (Eye roll included)

Home sick from work again. Lungs. Please cooperate with me.

Gotta love getting home from vacation just to be sick in time for work again 😭

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Give this playlist a listen: 🎧 💙💜https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3iw6nsDSawmHHdtIl5G2B8?si=OAKqQroqTPqdtiDpGOuLwg&pi=u-b2C6Qp0tRKGD