Kodoku

It's finally cool enough to smoke cigs, God bless. Fasting is abt to be a little easier.

So unbelievably ready for the weather to get cold so I can smoke cigarettes without melting in the heat
I switched to vaping temporarily just cause it's rlly been that bad

I get that it's normal to be fixated on food w an ed but anyone else just fixated on ONE food?
Like everyday I wake up I'm like "I get to have another chobani flip 😁" lololol

I like your style! These are rlly cute!

Total intake for today was 815kcals
Would be a little less if this household didn't love full calorie cherry coke but still a good amount for intake. Having a better mobility day so ima do my workouts.

watching king of the hill and playing stardew valley, selfcare shit fr

Went in the kitchen for water and ended up having to play fight a damn cat. I've had them since they were kittens and there's only 3 but one is genuinely obsessed w me. I had to scoop her like a baby and rub her tummy for her to stop bc she loves attention. She's real for that though tbh.

I unironically want this

Stayed under my limit today 😁💃

Like you didn't even try and you got on a weightloss med while actively eating fastfood every single day, and not cooking a single Veggie in the last year the few times you actually did cook. Like sorry but some ppl it rlly is a lack of common sense and motivation.

366kcals as of rn
I went over slightly yesterday bc my roommates gave up on cooking and just ordered food
At a point where I'm considering just not eating dinner ever again cause I'm so exhausted of living with ppl who eat the way they do. Imagine eating fastfood daily and still getting on ozempic

Cleaned my room and only eaten 428 kcals today 💁🏽‍♀️

With some added bow or floral motifs this plate would be perfection

Welp, time to get super serious abt starving cause my roommate has cooked the same meal for the last 3 weeks over and over and its making me genuinely not wanna eat anything. Literally no veggies just meat and rice.

Life has sadly been kicking me in the coochie for the last couple of days so I will not be paying attention to my diet until tomorrow ✌️

Pro tip
Don't live in the fucking south, there's not even food in my room or food waste yet I'm dealing with gnats CONSTANTLY

Has no one ever made a Nico Robin themed diet?
It feels so obvious I'm actually surprised
Literally just drink coffee, read as a distraction, and eat once a day, BOOM so easy

No judgement! It's okay to struggle! I'm happy you're back 😊

Like how else am I supposed to shit?

Coffee is the bread, nicotine is the butter 💁🏽‍♀️

"DON'T DRINK COFFEE ON AN EMPTY STOMACH"

n o

It should be socially acceptable to crowdfund gas money & money for a diet coke. Why do disabled ppl have to air out their medical history and trauma just to get a little money? Can I just have a diet coke pls?

I'll probably always be this way
Not sure if that's comforting or scary

[New #caterpillarsky #edsky intro bc I've been gone]

-25yrs old & disabled
-horror fanatic
-favorite anime: Monster
-favorite game: Stardew Valley
-favorite horror game: Resident Evil 4 and Silent Hill 2
-I don't post when I feel ill

" ɪ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ꜱᴏ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ᴀɴᴅ ᴜɢʟʏ ʟᴀʏɪɴɢ ʜᴇʀᴇ, ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ "

Shoutout to silent hill 2 for instilling the correct amount of fear around a man resenting me for being sick
Witnessing that plot at a young age, destroyed my ability to believe in the fairytale in my head of husbands who love their sick wives dearly right till the end. Excuse the introspection.

Same and I wish I could detach them and exchange them for cuter ones 😔

Love when life beats me up enough to be in that delulu phase of my disorder
Honeymoon phase is BACK

Fasting today, had two cups of coffee, gonna prob just sit on Pinterest adding to my spo board. Hope everyone's having a decent day! #caterpillarsky #butterflyana

Figuring out how to support myself is gonna be hard but at least I'll have another motivation to not buy food tbh

Back! And divorcing my bitch ass husband 🫡