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i’ll deactivate etsy until I’m in a more stable position + in a safe job

thank you all for your patience and concern and once again i’m really sorry about the lack of communication.

i want to joke about crawling back onto the internet but im going to be honest the past few months have been amongst the worst of my life and im really sorry for disappearing; outstanding international pins will be shipped within the next few days and once all are received —

The Abomination is back on the BigBadBench today (LC575 innards in a wood case wired up to both LC575 / Color Classic / Mac TV and Performa 630 / 6200 / 6500 connectors)

ive been ranting in my notes app for the past two hours slowly convincing myself vox is plural and every day i remember im going to have to rewatch the show and fall to my knees when my 500 pages of unhinged ramblings and theories arent reflected in his 7 minutes or so of screen time

i am losing my mind i think maybe possibly so im going to draw more voxvel to self soothe yayyy yuri yuri solves all

one must always remember the sacred graph

#voxvel #staticdoll

chews on them #voxvel #staticdoll

girl who cant stop drooling Again #hazbinhotelvox

the catgirl pipeline begins.....

Sometimes i think about the fact vox is three/four times vels age like ohhh my god. i hc vel 34ish? in the show. whereas vox is like. 120. old man yuri

i need to infodump so bad

and her. protham oh i need to think about her again. my wife

I MISS HIMMMMMMM

i feel insane every time i have an Objectum Moment like how do i explain that this computer monitor is so stupid and pathetic that i want it carnally like what is wrong with it . its so pointless. i need one immediately

Vox titties brought to you by: insomnia

#VoxVel
#staticdoll

giggling and kicking my feet i love voxvel so much !!!!! my object wives… i need to stop being insecure about writing i love them

i never liked it to begin with but i work as a bartender and deal with customers like angel on the Regular and oh my god if i was told i had to go check on someone who got mad at me for not reciprocating/being curt at them id hand in my notice then and there. except husk is literally forced to stay

ME TOOOO i need to do it more bc while its messy its so so cathartic and my number 1 view on art is bad art is worthwihile and fun and you should be colourful and crazy with it!!! i need to find some of my old sketchbooks because manic me was onto something with stuff like this

THANK YOU!! i dont even call her fem!vox ngl thats just vox to me . show vox is a trans girl and nobody can change my mind ever (shes just six feet deep in the closet…. alas 💔) BUT ILL BE DRAWING HER MORE!!

what is the most milk toast way i can tell an anti that while i don’t call myself proship i am the most blasé guy known to man about it without making them mad at me for getting a bad score in internet morals

also in regards to the trans thing theyd be the WORST t4t couple in history.driving one another further into the closet with alastor thinking vox is a whiny brat and vox listening to a very in denial alastor dismiss him bc ‘every man wants to be the fairer sex’. so. things are never brought up again

whereas vox will bend his own comfort and boundaries to feel useful and wanted, with the fact it’s physically exciting being a bonus. so hes a bit of a whore & al probably Hates that Vox indulges in such acts (or,well, it’s amusing having vox degraded, but come on! that sullies him by association)

i think while they both crave adoration and want attention / obsession vox craves intimacy whereas alastor views that as a silly and pathetic want to have. i also think they have unhealthy views on sex w/ al finding it fundamentally degrading whilst sanctifying the fact he has no desire that way -

i like to think vox and al are both aro, ace And transfemme but have internalised wayyyy different things to one another so there’s absolutely no sense of recognition or kinship between them on those facts

if he isnt wildly bigger or smaller whats even the point!!!! also i refuse to believe a shark-man with a crt for a head wouldn’t be built to carry the weight . sharks are also like 85% muscle compared to humans at 35-45% so hed be SO warm and sort of muscle-chub (before replacing almost everything)

my problem last time was that i have no such thing as an art style these were like straight after each other LMAO. oh my god i miss these two

i miss tumblr ask blogs like crazyy when im ready to feel Visible on twitter again i might try doing one out so i can infodump exposition in character