Suwillow ❄️🦌

Since I usually do daily yoga, when I skipped a day recently, it bugged me sooo much to do that.

I can't believe it's almost been 2 years already since I got serious about it...

Aaand stream over!

Thanks for hanging out.💙 I'll be continuing Ender Lilies another time.

Suwillow - Twitch ❄️🦌 I'm a snow kirin, summoner vtuber that likes to chill, drink tea, and play games. || 18+ stream

We are live! Doing things and games and stuff. (FFXIV then Ender Lillies)

twitch.tv/suwillow

Ugh, I sometimes get these just from anxiety. If the "seizure" is short, it's actually convulsions, from what I've learned. I get them from the drop in blood pressure that leads up to fainting, and the lack of oxygen to the brain can make one convulse. I'm glad you're doing okay. Rest well.

Treat yourself with whatever makes you feel comfy. Rest up and know that you have people in your corner to support you. Wishing you the best.

(without using wifi)

This 2nd PC is from old parts I've had lying around, but it's not a complete build. I've put off seeing what's compatible for awhile, but it's mainly due to not being sure how to cleanly connect it to the modem across the house with cats that sometimes chew on things...

I've gone down such a rabbit hole troubleshooting stream issues (which I suspect is a bad cable connection) that I've ended up building a 2nd PC with part builder.. I haven't even tested ports and bought a replacement cable yet. But I did need to do these things anyway, so... Lol

YouTube video by Suwillow That Nod to Journey (Gris)

Gris is a favorite comfy game of mine. So, it was really cool to see this homage to another one of my favorite games, Journey, in it.

Both of these are beautifully done, and I would recommend them.

I've been graced with bagel beans on my feed. 💙

Hellooo! My class “Mastering Character Animation Using Live2D: From Basics to Advanced Actions” is now up for pre-order on Coloso(@colosoglobal)

I’ll be teaching you how to create dynamic character animations in Live2D from start to finish! ( ´ ꒳ ` )

Link: bit.ly/MiiKOxColoso

#coloso #live2d

After stewing on it for a few days, I decided to now refer to myself as a "snow kirin" rather than an "ice kirin". It flows better to me. Yesyes.

I updated all my info, but I can't edit my pinned intro post, soooo ... I guess I have more motivation to work on doing updated Suwillow art... D:

We played and beat What Remains of Edith Finch on twitch, but I accidentally missed a few parts, so now I am left with so many questions, and I have to replay it to finally get my answers and closure. ;0;

My step counter is working great...

Wishing you a swift recovery and also a late happy birthday!

I kept changing my focus in schools because I was letting others tell me what I should do, and it was not a good time.

What's important is that we do what makes us happy. No matter what we do, someone will not like it, and that's okay. In time, they'll get used to what's new. Wishing you the best 💙

YouTube video by Suwillow Journey Story Time

Here's a fun Journey story of mine.

"Probably"? Ha!

... Get that footage of me out of here.

Cut to me behind the screen: I am sweating.

In discord, me: "YO I AM SO NERVOUS HERE WTF"

Also me (Credits roll): "HOLY SHIT, HIS NAME IS HIGH ON THAT CREDIT LIST AAAAAAAAAAAAA"

Cut back to me sounding chill, on stream: "thanks for the game, Chris"

LOL ;0;

I had decided to play an old fav game, Journey, after 10+ years and stream it. Then, one of the game devs rolls in and stays for my entire run. I seemed pretty chill.

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Fun fact: I used to be really into survival/horror games and tried to collect them. Here's a chunk of the old collection. The PS1 ones got lost/damaged. ]:

I may not be as into the genre as much as I used to be, but I'll still play them every now and then.

I'm looking forward to when things calm down and I can get back to streaming again - which should be very soon. Things are going well though. [:

Bonus villain: Jin

Been playing around with the Code Vein II demo and made Suwillow. The character creator's pretty fun.

I'm looking forward to getting the rest of the things done finally so I can move past them. I'm the only one holding myself back here and I don't want that anymore.

On top of that, I have naturally low blood pressure. It's normally not an issue until times like today.

So, I got that blood test done, and I tried to fight the feeling off, but my nervous system won and I passed out. Jin caught me and I kicked him while out (sorry omg). But it's finally done!

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I've needed a blood test for months, but I've had such crappy experiences with them. My veins are small so they struggle with them. One time I had an MRI for my head and they kept changing arms for the contrast and failing, but they kept my head in the cage and I was panicking. It sucked!

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I've been slowly knocking out the things I've been holding off on, early this year, since I didn't do them last year. This includes medical stuff - which is nothing serious, but still scary to me. 2026 is part 2 of tackling things I've procrastinated on. Well, I got one thing done today! \;o;/

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Hot mess coming through! #silksong

They found nothin' but eye floaties. My eyeballs are good. \o/