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Dude I feel this so bad 😭 “I am in a constant state of existential angst over the state of the world that’s made my mind depressed in an existential way, not in a suicidal or way (important!!). I have not forgotten about your project though and am still working on it :D”

SAME 😭😭😭

Ok sorry going on another lil rant. I was thinking “what if I need more ADHD meds” but then I got mad because what if I don’t. What if the answer is that the arts are valued and I don’t have to constantly search for more and more jobs while doing other jobs. The ILL is society… not me…… ‼️

Thank you….. asdjklakjds the guilt of sending the “hi I am so sorry for being late/dropping the ball on this. I’ve been dealing with some stuff” and ppl going “oh it’s ok I know you’re busy!” and I just go “….. yes…. I’ve been ‘’’busy’’’ (laying in bed being SAD)”

I really believe that sometimes mental health issues just cannot be fixed with therapy.. I don’t feel sad about myself I feel sad the world is crazy fucked.. that art will be dead.. everyone in power keeps getting richer and they are corrupt.. a therapist does not “fix” that??

Hey sorry…. can I have…… 2 extra months on this……….

How do I tell my clients I have lost control of my life and have been in an extreme state of depression (I wont)…

I was like “they seem so random, they’re just some wooden dudes like those art mannequins you use when you’re learning to dr-OH MY GOD”

ITS ALL ART THEMED 😭 ITS SO GOOD!!!

Which is funny because those shitty mannequins are some of the worst things you can use for figure drawings. Anyways I love monoco so much

Expedition 33///

Dude……… I gasped when I realized that gestrals…….. are just figure drawing mannequins with paintbrush heads…………….. they’re for GESTURE drawings……..

"microtransactions in games started by cabal of pedophile elites for the purpose of indoctrinating kids into an economy"

Ok. Well, we all knew it was evil somehow but I really didn't expect Epstein to be responsible for why video games are bad now. That's just not what I would've thought.

Elon Musk Emailed Extensively With Jeffrey Epstein, Asking to Visit His Notorious Island Newly released documents show how Elon Musk extensively communicated with Jeffrey Epstein to plan parties and trips to his island.

Ok sorry you guys people just told me there's been fake emails circulating vs the real ones. The real ones are equally as damning without the cringe wording: futurism.com/future-socie...

oh thank you so much for letting me know. apparently the real ones are ones where he is "when is the best time for me to go to your party" even though he denies it now... still as crazy but oh my god

Feeling like I’ve lost half my mind even thinking about this, anyone else.

No it’s not surprising it’s just the near comical emails he sent.. serious 4chan loser energy. Apparently 4chan founder was there too. All the worst people you can think of??

The fact that Elon was there at the center asking to be let in those parties like it was the cool kids club.. oh my god

Me: If I post any NSFW art I might lose job opportunities or even have my payment methods or bank accounts frozen
Every third dude in politics and tech: Hello Mister Pedophile may I request passage to Nubile Redhead Beach it seemed ever so interesting. Best Regards
Jeffrey Epstein: yea h / .,

She makes me feel so seen..

Paintress, expedition 33

Anyone else kin the paintress………..

Its so surreal.. they’re really talking about torture films and men killing young children on that island..

Reading the newly released Epstein emails is just getting confirmation that all those kooky “cartoonishly evil“ conspiracy theories are in fact, real, and the people behind them are all the world leaders and those in power 🫠

It’s a game… about art 😭

I’very bursting into tears 3 times man this is wild and one of the best storylines I think I’ve ever played

a close up of a person 's hands touching a glass wall . Alt: a close up of a person 's hands touching a glass wall .

I JUST GOT TO ACT 3 IN EXPEDITION 33……… BRO……..…………………

I LOVE his channel, love how he breaks down information its truly a gem of YouTube

I will post it and some pics…. when I get the energy to do so… (this is how sick I’ve been… pls be wary of public transit at this time of the year I think I caught something while taking the bus) lmao

Friends I feel tremendously awful for missing it since I’ve been sick but if you’re in LA and go to the central library I have a piece up for their 100 year anniversary! Today was the opening celebration but it should be up + be merchandise for their store too

When I was a kid I remember thinking this and being like “omg my Chinese zodiac is a rat. AND I like art. Must be fate” lmaooo

“art” is an anagram of “rat”. think about that before you look at a beautiful painting