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Sim (any pronouns, πŸ–– πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆ ♾️, 18+ only, NSFW). Here to talk Star Trek (mostly TOS). Spirk and McSpirk are my oxygen. @self-made-purgatories on Tumblr, @selfmadepurgatories on AO3.

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This is PERFECT I am SCREAMING the way the phaser blast hit the wall nowhere near any of them 🀣 I love it so much!!
A joyous Touch His Tit Tuesday to all who celebrate!!!

06.08.2025 04:24 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
Shot from the TOS episode "Operation Annihilate!" where the caption reads "[sucking noise]"

Shot from the TOS episode "Operation Annihilate!" where the caption reads "[sucking noise]"

Hmmm

05.08.2025 05:32 β€” πŸ‘ 18    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
A screenshot of the poem "Apoptosis" by Spock Lovemail. 

"When I left you,
	which I cannot regretβ€”

the cells of my body
	slowed 
	until bursting;

my blood cells lysed
and spilled their contents
into my veins 
which could not serve 
my starving organs.

Just as my cells knew
	that their time had come
	and promptly killed themselves,
my mind knew
	that I could have programmed
	no greater deadly purpose
than to ensure your life.

Later, when you once again
	find me,
my cells will remember 
	and tremble
with the urgency of quicksilver
to reclaim your name
before they surrender 
	to a gentle demise 
guarded only by a quiet love
in a pair of chiffon curtains;
ruffling open, revealed to me only in death."

A screenshot of the poem "Apoptosis" by Spock Lovemail. "When I left you, which I cannot regretβ€” the cells of my body slowed until bursting; my blood cells lysed and spilled their contents into my veins which could not serve my starving organs. Just as my cells knew that their time had come and promptly killed themselves, my mind knew that I could have programmed no greater deadly purpose than to ensure your life. Later, when you once again find me, my cells will remember and tremble with the urgency of quicksilver to reclaim your name before they surrender to a gentle demise guarded only by a quiet love in a pair of chiffon curtains; ruffling open, revealed to me only in death."

"Apoptosis," a WOK/SFS #spirk poem I did as a little warmup today. Also, I'd like to say thank you to those who read for always being so kind about my poems! It's forever a joy to share them. ❀️

04.08.2025 02:25 β€” πŸ‘ 11    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
An ink wash portrait of Leonard Nimoy as Spock in shades of blue.

An ink wash portrait of Leonard Nimoy as Spock in shades of blue.

A portrait from forever ago, traditional media ink drawing of Spock on illustration board.

03.08.2025 23:24 β€” πŸ‘ 135    πŸ” 42    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 1

incredible opening keynote to the Willamette Writers' Conference titled "how to be a resilient writer." a few of my favorite pieces of advice:

--have a writing community
--read a lot
--don't be afraid to get smutty
--be curious
--remember who you are

02.08.2025 02:52 β€” πŸ‘ 58    πŸ” 5    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 1

Your honor I love him 😍

02.08.2025 20:00 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

The shading on Spock's face is gorgeous. I'm so excited to see the rest of this piece!

02.08.2025 19:59 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

AAH Obsessed with the name earrings and the nails and the unique way you have drawn the eyes!

02.08.2025 09:46 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Reposting an old #spirk pic as one does

15.07.2025 22:55 β€” πŸ‘ 151    πŸ” 37    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
Black on a white background: A Vulcan IDIC symbol from Star Trek, hand drawn with a small solar system and 'TZD' inside the triangle.

Black on a white background: A Vulcan IDIC symbol from Star Trek, hand drawn with a small solar system and 'TZD' inside the triangle.

White on a black background: A Vulcan IDIC symbol from Star Trek, hand drawn with a small solar system and 'TZD' inside the triangle.

White on a black background: A Vulcan IDIC symbol from Star Trek, hand drawn with a small solar system and 'TZD' inside the triangle.

Infinite diversity in infinite combinations πŸ€πŸ–€πŸ€

#TheZineDirective #Fanzines #StarTrek #ThePremise

30.07.2025 10:19 β€” πŸ‘ 26    πŸ” 6    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I volunteer as tribute if you ever need another set of eyes! πŸ‘€

31.07.2025 06:49 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

(me, big fan of Touch His Tit Tuesday, big fan of your work, rubbing my hands together like a fly): How about Jim throwing himself in front of Spock and Bones, arms outstretched to protect them, and oops guess where his hands are πŸ‘€

31.07.2025 06:45 β€” πŸ‘ 5    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1
A simple drawing of Kirk and Spock holding onto one another, faces phasing together like a venn diagram. They are framed in a postal stamp design.

A simple drawing of Kirk and Spock holding onto one another, faces phasing together like a venn diagram. They are framed in a postal stamp design.

The same simple drawing of Kirk and Spock holding onto one another, faces phasing together like a venn diagram. This time there are a few lines cutting through to signify postal stamp ink on an envelope.

The same simple drawing of Kirk and Spock holding onto one another, faces phasing together like a venn diagram. This time there are a few lines cutting through to signify postal stamp ink on an envelope.

#spirk stamp!

30.07.2025 00:40 β€” πŸ‘ 43    πŸ” 19    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1

They were talking about me btw

29.07.2025 18:20 β€” πŸ‘ 7    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

😍😍😍

30.07.2025 02:12 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Perfection

30.07.2025 00:00 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you for sharing my meta series! I do really think we're watching a Spirk breakup in real time in Season 3. It's the only way TMP makes sense! That idea had me in a chokehold for weeks and I wrote thousands of words about it. I was wondering why it had an uptick in traffic today; thank you!!!

29.07.2025 09:51 β€” πŸ‘ 6    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
Cropped picture of a very rough sketch but mostly my quick sloppy handwritten notes considering a blueish purple and pinkish orange color scheme and a premise of "1 year of admiralty drinking at home alone no friends no vibes no fun but accidentally looking sexy in the privacy of my home which is on earth not space (like it should be) and (i'm missing my friends) nees another drink and probably a haircut."

Cropped picture of a very rough sketch but mostly my quick sloppy handwritten notes considering a blueish purple and pinkish orange color scheme and a premise of "1 year of admiralty drinking at home alone no friends no vibes no fun but accidentally looking sexy in the privacy of my home which is on earth not space (like it should be) and (i'm missing my friends) nees another drink and probably a haircut."

recently ive been writing notes for myself in the margins of drawings as i work on them so i dont forget my ideas. just set up a sketch and jotted this down so i have an idea of what mood i wanna capture...

26.07.2025 15:08 β€” πŸ‘ 10    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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My first fic, Love is a Four-Letter Farewell, was picked up for a curated collection of epistolary ("letter-writing") Spirk fics. (My first fic is four goodbye letters that Spock writes to Kirk over the course of his life.) Check out the whole collection on AO3! archiveofourown.org/collections/...

27.07.2025 23:01 β€” πŸ‘ 6    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Omega!Kirk and Alpha!Spock with a little mirrorverse #spirk πŸ‘πŸ’¦

11.02.2025 22:41 β€” πŸ‘ 1325    πŸ” 184    πŸ’¬ 26    πŸ“Œ 1
A sketch of Spock sitting behind Jim Kirk with his legs around his shoulder in a black Vulcan robe that hangs from around his shoulders. Jim is smiling softly and leaning his head against one of Spock's thighs

A sketch of Spock sitting behind Jim Kirk with his legs around his shoulder in a black Vulcan robe that hangs from around his shoulders. Jim is smiling softly and leaning his head against one of Spock's thighs

Give your Vulcan boyfriend whatever he wants
#spirk

26.07.2025 00:00 β€” πŸ‘ 65    πŸ” 14    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
New Session | Archive of Our Own An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

And in the Fields the Cervidae

Or: The Foray Back into Fandom After a Decade at Around 35k+ Words and K/S (Star Trek: TOS).

archiveofourown.org/works/67929426

#tos #spirk #startrek

21.07.2025 22:38 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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some star trek guys

07.09.2023 16:54 β€” πŸ‘ 71    πŸ” 32    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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2022. #spirk

06.05.2025 22:56 β€” πŸ‘ 83    πŸ” 28    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 0
Star Trek The Original Series scene. Spock, Bones, and Kirk stand looking around in an off-ship room. There's a thing on the wall that kind of looks like one of those school water bubblers that shoots a little arc of water. Spock is reading his tricorder. Closed caption reads , "NOW OUR INSTRUMENTS SHOW THAT NO INTELLIGENT LIFE REMAINS ON THE PLANET"

Star Trek The Original Series scene. Spock, Bones, and Kirk stand looking around in an off-ship room. There's a thing on the wall that kind of looks like one of those school water bubblers that shoots a little arc of water. Spock is reading his tricorder. Closed caption reads , "NOW OUR INSTRUMENTS SHOW THAT NO INTELLIGENT LIFE REMAINS ON THE PLANET"

10.05.2025 13:58 β€” πŸ‘ 948    πŸ” 202    πŸ’¬ 19    πŸ“Œ 8

the early K/S shippers in the 60s / 70s / 80s, living in eras of intense queer persecution and trauma while writing fanfic where two men in love get to have a happy ending on their little spaceship 300 years from now, speaking into existence a future they couldn’t even see, are absolute icons to me

03.07.2025 05:00 β€” πŸ‘ 1566    πŸ” 530    πŸ’¬ 13    πŸ“Œ 10
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Mirrorverse and long-haired Spock with more omegaverse flavor πŸ‘…πŸ‘…πŸ‘… #spirk

13.02.2025 03:13 β€” πŸ‘ 1094    πŸ” 139    πŸ’¬ 15    πŸ“Œ 1
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halftone #spock !!! im having funn

21.07.2025 13:14 β€” πŸ‘ 88    πŸ” 25    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Kirk can't stop thinking about how Spock kissed him, exactly once.
Spock can't stop thinking about a fascinating fossil from a lifeless planet.
When they go on an expedition together, will either of them find what they are looking for?
My Spirk in a Cave story!
archiveofourown.org/works/674038...

22.07.2025 20:27 β€” πŸ‘ 10    πŸ” 4    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1
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La Cueva de la Ozh'esta: My Art Piece for Spirk in a Cave!
Burnt sienna, cinnamon and powdered sugar on paper, inspired by La Cueva de las Manos in Argentina. View the full piece on AO3: archiveofourown.org/collections/...

22.07.2025 04:18 β€” πŸ‘ 29    πŸ” 12    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1

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