Moth Beinge

Stupid sort of sona cute boyish thing I can draw. Im not sorry.

stumbling in the dark. Bout to draw and color the worst fucking chest on the planet.

Level 1 of this IPL device didn't hurt really nor do I feel discomfort after.

But the actual flash even if I close my eyes and sound feels weird in a way that instinctively terrifying to me and I have to eventually turn it up. Holy fuck.

Why am I in the woods to begin with friend

Morning Would

No Prefrontal Cortex(?), a large amount of anti anxiety pills is not going to make the bad feelings go away sorry.

the dangerous urge to take an unhealthy but not life threatening amount of pills.

you will not win today.

how many of the gay porn aritsts on twitter can I find here I need to limit how much I use that app.

Aw fuck no wonder I can't get this down. Im 13 years behind.

its one of those nights where i grapple with having to call that number even though its pointless.

Woah

Woah

Its perfect

woaj

this is one of those horrific low points again I think.

Wake up. ringing ears. sinus bullshit. go to work. get nothing done. go home. get nothing done. the human body makes me wanna fucking get angry. imperfect energy eating husk

Oh that old chestnut?

I haven't a clue. Ive always had it for emotionally unavailble people or people who I could never be with for one reason or another in the past, and the answer i have always been given is the very unhelpful "You just have to move on"

fuckin. How is right.

I love all genders🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈
Because I have no gender.
Especially right now, transgender people are living with a lot of anxiety.

Why are transgender people not allowed to freely love the people they want to love?
Why can't transgender individuals live their lives with the soul they prefer?

Actually I thought about it and it was so woefully bad at solving an issue I had around the time I started dealing with annoying clerical work anyways I can't really say it would help if it weren't so fucked ethically

sometimes I wanna look at chatgpt and have it tell me how to make my boring excel bullshit quicker and easier so I can hand draw more shit and practice an actual craft, like this type of AI was supposed to be be for

But I know thats probably not the answer still. So I will simply goof off

hello project moon canto 9 was really good i cried multiple times but that 3 hour long moses anal sex scene was not necessary ngl

emotes commission for @patchimuffin.bsky.social !!

Was supposed to finish drawing sweaty pretty moth person and then a cute comic and got too distracted. curses. curse ye video game i hyperfixate.

I think I will devour an entire gummy just in solidarity.

for every chore you may imbibe the essence of one gumbi.

stupid ass

drawing a new avatar for this which may be a tonesetter.

But drawing people shaped things makes me wanna scream. I'm normal about getting it right. normal.

Digging up this stupid old account to eventually fuckin draw penis. cute penis big penis all penis, cheesecake images and maybe sex Iunno.