Tikke Lightfoot

Not sure how I feel about this behavior.

I appreciate friends "saving" me from experiences that they feel I'd be bored in.

But...I also like the option to make that determination myself on my own.

Maybe it's just people telling me "we really don't want you visiting".

Just say that. It's honest.

What can I say? It feels like I've been selected against in society and civilization. I've been treading water for two years and despite people assuring me that something has to give, well, I don't have confidence in that anymore.

Not gonna lie: Going through heavy shit. Others having it worse; but problems are personal and local.

Therapist: "Do you have plans or intend to harm or kill yourself?"

Me: "I don't have to. Eventually my lack of quality care will take me out on it's own. The system will work itself out."

tikkelightfoot - How Cuga Really Feels About His Penance of Battlefield in VRC. Watch tikkelightfoot's clip titled

I hate this game. Truly. Weapons? Cool. Craft? Solid. Music? On point. But no—this gameplay is my personal hell. I’m too biased to review it. Ask Raygaris. Ask Metias. Ask anyone else. Cuga wants out. Bonk bonk bonk. I’d rather play Prison Escape, Infected …or karaoke.

www.twitch.tv/tikkelightfo...

Dude. Most social accounts are filled with noise from my point of view. I filter things heavily. There is a very few things I watch because I can't deal with noise. I don't want to wade through 100,332 *excited to do this* messages just to get a "oh, yeah, vendor space is now open".

*headdesk*

*sigh*

Call me old fashioned or what not ... and I also realize that complaining about social media on social media is a bit hypocritical ...

But to find out when vending space is open for a con and be told "just watch our socials" ....

Don't worry. You all will be joining Fear'ick again on my Twitch this monday at 7:30pm for our holiday celebration.

I always like playing for a captive audience.

twitch.tv/tikkelightfoot #twitch #vrchat #livestream #gaming #games

Don't get me wrong, I love working with my company and going to conventions and doing vending despite its extremely exhausting.

But I am completely numb and disconnected to anything else. Nothing else matters. #depression

We are all setup. Thank you to all my helpers including @squeakysnout.bsky.social Vertigo, Cal, Nak, and @librios.bsky.social

Tomorrow at 11 the gauntlet begins! #fc2026 #furtherconfusion

The difference in our presentation is shocking between #megaplex2025 and now. We're looking forward to be at #furtherconfusion in a week! I hope to see you all there! #ttrpg #furry #con #kobold #dragon

Looks like this Winter Slumber is ending early. Come to #FurtherConfusion to the dealers den and see what we've been cooking up! Booth 111! We have stuff! #ttrpg #dnd #5e #kobold #dungeon #dragon

Seriously, at this point, use the word "excited" and my first instinct is to not trust you, not believe you, or feel that you are about to defraud me.

It may not be true, but that's my first instinct.

I swear, I'll go on a (proverbial) murderous rampage if I hear "excited" again during a media release, product release, or other piece of released information. By the Noodle, this is the most abused and toxic word in the english language.

Is there a term where ... one gets pleasure from doing something without bounds or strings -- it's just good -- versus the pleasure that one gets from completing a task and it's no longer on their shoulders?

I experience one. The other I do not to the point that it's alien to me.

Twitch Twitch is the world

My #twitch can be found at twitch.tv/tikkelightfo... Come and play. Or watch us play. Or watch me fail miserably.

I have some awesome friends that help make things a bit better in these dark times. I have #livestreams and #twitch sessions; come on by on Monday and Thursdays for #VRC #Games, Fridays for TTRPG, and more. #hope

@reggiebunny.bsky.social, @drakolfad.bsky.social, Ak'b'al, Raygaris and new friends.

Happy Avarice Day, Everyone!

We all do. Personally I'm terrible at it. Try to be kind to yourself.

I think everyone is in a dark place. Medical is constantly doing suicide watch things on me for mine. Take care of yourself. It's important.

@darkdragontc.bsky.social and @phoenixlucario.bsky.social hosted Dragon Oasis last night; marvelous game of #GIGAS broke out. Thank you both; it was fun and challenging.

Cuga #47 is still Cuga #47.

Also, PL tries to get me to play other things. :) Try: "I Challenge You To This!"

#vrchat

Halloween was great with over 100+ Trick or treaters of all ages. #Halloween

"Cigar Break"

@tikke.bsky.social enjoying a brief moment of respite~

Colored commission for @kaliak.bsky.social. SFW version available on Patreon! =D
#nsfw

So, as per usual I will be streaming this weekend. This weekend will be different though! How? Because I will be doing my first multi stream, my first stream playing VRC, and it will be with one of my best friends @tikke.bsky.social! Catch all the excitement Saturday, October 18th 8 PM PDT/11 PM EST

So, no ... I'm not okay. Not really.

And I know that a number of people want me to talk about it.

The problem is that I've talked to so many people, so many mentors, so many industry leaders, so many friends, so many therapists, so many psychiatrists ...

... it's now painful to talk. #depression

With @kaliak.bsky.social 's latest image, although not done, its too good to not make into my icon.

You will believe that a small #kobold can be a #pirate and a #captain.

tikkelightfoot - Twitch Kobold Forge Studio -- Bringing kobold, D&D, Furry, Sci-Fi imagery to life. Also occasionally pinball. I am game-illiterate and trying to fix that; bringing my insights on that.

Come to a Game Changer, Tron Light Cycle, GIGAS, and MORE on #vrchat tonight at 7:30pm PDT on my #Twitch! twitch.tv/tikkelightfo...

#games #twitch #gigas #tron

Twitch Twitch is the world

Catch @tikke.bsky.social, myself, and a bunch of our mutual friends tonight at 10:30 PM EST/7:30 PM PST! twitch.tv/tikkelightfoot

YouTube video by Kobold Forge Studio VRC Light Cycle if played on Riding Lawnmowers

The full video (of that particular Tron Light Cycle battle)

www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrBZ...

Of course of course, you are a good egg!

tikkelightfoot - Light Cycle Tourament on Riding Lawnmowers or Senior Citizen Tron ... at .25x (Insane Cuga Laughter) Watch tikkelightfoot's clip titled

www.twitch.tv/tikkelightfo...

#Tron for Senior Citizens (and I can say this since I'm nearly AM one). Or Light Cycle Tournament at .25x speed on #vrchat.
Congrats, Light Cycle Tournament. You're my second A rating for VRC games. Excellent observation. Polished and smooth game play. Well done.