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16 Followers  |  22 Following  |  46 Posts  |  Joined: 20.09.2025  |  2.0006

Latest posts by papayaflowers.bsky.social on Bluesky

I'd like to help you, it's not a handout it is me supporting my friend, I will get back to you after my next paycheck!

28.10.2025 21:45 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

getting sick of this culture that honestly Pokemon cultivates and won't take steps to fix. Wolfe's video spoke to me too. people can't be normal and it just seems like every hobby I have gets ruined by other people

28.10.2025 21:45 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I give them the prizes anyway, or ask if they could buy them off me, this in addition to them always begging me for extra play packs when I keep it one a week to be fair, and now one of my trusted players told me she's witnessed even the adults stealing our play packs. it's just so fucked and I'm

28.10.2025 21:45 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

and the other plushes are even more, I can't even entertain the idea of importing from Japan anymore. I don't care about Z-A even. I'm bored of it all. even running my league isn't fun anymore, people are so fucking rude nowadays. I was holding a raffle on Pokeween and kept having kids just beg me

28.10.2025 21:45 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

im so burnt out from Pokemon and I don't know what to do about it. every aspect is full of things I hate right now, I'm tired of even trying to participate in TCG because I'm pushed out by scumbag scalpers. I'm priced out of the plush because pokemon thinks a small plush keychain is worth $25

28.10.2025 21:45 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

maybe it wont be so bad if i do let my guard down a bit...

26.10.2025 19:25 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

part of me wants to just let myself go and fall into someone's arms and let myself be held for a while. but another part wants to rip my own skin off and stay away from people as much as I can

25.10.2025 06:13 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I know how to be happy but I cant make myself be happy right now and I don't know how to handle it again

25.10.2025 06:10 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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having feelings sucks and I wish I could turn part of my brain off forever

25.10.2025 06:06 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

>Get Earthbound for the first time ever in 2025
>The world's gone mad
>All the adults are useless at best or trying to kill you at worst
>Everyone talks like a crazy person
>Everything's too expensive
>Your next door neighbor wants to be a dictator
>Get home and start playing Earthbound

18.10.2025 20:48 — 👍 4671    🔁 2008    💬 13    📌 4

i'm a victim of "i take someone's shift at least twice a week, but nobody takes mine in return" lmaoooo

19.10.2025 17:57 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

knocked out on my ass as usual, after a yearly covid/flu shot and begging someone to take my shift tomorrow. help

19.10.2025 17:56 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

idk man he seems chill about it

19.10.2025 17:55 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

slowly feeling a little more normal. went back to FFXIV too

17.10.2025 15:44 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I feel like I'm drowning again

11.10.2025 10:06 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

move back

11.10.2025 01:51 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

me doing everything in my power to avoid a mental breakdown (it's not working)

10.10.2025 22:13 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

woke up this morning and was hit with the realization that nobody will ever fall in love with me ever again and I ruined my chance 3 years ago ❤️

09.10.2025 04:14 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

that bag is sick!!!! they need to bring sitting cuties size stuff to the US

01.10.2025 23:00 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
Hisuian Zorua (fox pokemon) covered in sprinkles and candy with a ribbon around it's neck

Hisuian Zorua (fox pokemon) covered in sprinkles and candy with a ribbon around it's neck

Shiny Hisuian Zorua (fox pokemon, but the rare blue version) covered in sprinkles and candy with a ribbon around it's neck

Shiny Hisuian Zorua (fox pokemon, but the rare blue version) covered in sprinkles and candy with a ribbon around it's neck

sprinkles

01.09.2025 20:42 — 👍 264    🔁 105    💬 0    📌 0

SUCH a good plush!! does this one talk?

30.09.2025 21:07 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

guess what I caught and lost with

30.09.2025 21:06 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0
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Let’s take tylenol together

30.09.2025 15:20 — 👍 1    🔁 1    💬 0    📌 0

no

30.09.2025 08:13 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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Today's Tuesday.
That means the Bug-Catching Contest is on today.

30.09.2025 07:54 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0
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hey pokemon support stop sending me multiple emails to my feedback if you're not gonna even fucking acknowledge my main problem, which isn't that i "thought i had to make a purchase" or whatever

30.09.2025 03:06 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I keep having dreams about my ex still. I thought it would actually be much lonelier that it actually is being single even still, but I cant deny the amount of peace and happiness it's truly brought me, then again my marriage was full of pain, cheating, and gaslighting so of course this is better

29.09.2025 20:10 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

is this you rn

29.09.2025 06:00 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

bestie... this is popping off.......

29.09.2025 04:39 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

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