seraph

just had a guy call me embarrassing for being a puppygirl

eat a barrel of dicks nerd, at least im loved by all u cuties 🖤🖤🖤

to be clear this isnt the usual like "ew i feel uncomfortable" its migraine inducing pain, its really painful

also definitely more light sensitive than i was - ive always struggled with it, but its gotten to the point that i *need* sunglasses on most days or im in pain and cant see/blurred vision

i am writing this all here because i need a timeline and i keep forgetting what im experiencing, sorry

seizing/jerking a lot more lately, realised one of my triggers is 100% overstimulation - a show that someone put on (Panty & Stocking with Garterbelt) kept triggering it & the pressure ive been feeling in my head significantly

gonna need to keep a track of triggers, and then hand it to the doctor

u can love people without knowing them !!

i love u all sho much 🖤

ill be okii

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lovr u too 🖤

hell yeag

i was too silly

just wanted to let folks know that im cleaned up, patched up, etc.

sorry if i scared anyone last night, its been hard lately and a recent event just made me crash hard, hurt myself, and take some meds

i love u all and ill try to do better, i promise

dawg pls stop lol

pfft yea and that involves anonymity

oomf doesnt know how the UK justice system works

because some of us would probably end up in jail

did soms dumb shit, trying ro push through it now

im sry, i sidnf mean ro

fuck i hefh i desercr thid

hahaha i deserve to be destroyed and cut and violated over and over and over again

i deserve to feel every ounce of abuse i recieve

im a fucking piece of shit excuse for a fleshy vessel, and i only apologise for destroying your world with my presence

im a nerd in medicine, sorry !!

dawg i am COOKED

girl who's ECG is a white monster energy can

"USA is the best" mfs when they realise most of their tech comes from japan, most of their manufacturing comes from china, most of their support and sales comes from india, most of their design comes from europe and pretty much all the US does is take credit for products and ship them (non-US btw)

sadly thats not possible for a variety of reasons - namely that many disorders arent biochemical, but rather something that needs therapy and management and cannot be "cured"

the issue is thats sadly not how those medications work

it will only help if the cause of your depression is biochemical imbalance - theres a lot of new discoveries in this field and its why ssris etc are being reviewed as a "catch all" anymore

damn thats crazy because im medically trained, and cute to boot :3

europe

not that,, id know or anything,,,,,,,, >~,

i think oomf likes farting

men will literally be birthed by a woman, turn around, and treat her and every woman like shit

ungrateful fucks tbh

cuz i can !!! alcohol is oki in moderation, only had one 🖤🥺

i also had a pint !!!

practicing self love by massaging my boobs in bed after work because they are heavy 😵‍💫