Volumbran

I wanted to have fun
Losing is required
I said that I had some
But you know that I'm a liar

Go away now, run
My feelings are on fire
And don't acknowledge them
Just argue instead, I guess

#poetry

Death death death and age
Trapped in atrophy in a cage
Rotting burning forever decay
Transformation at every stage

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My body likes to pop
But I'm not even inflated
I wish that it would stop
It makes me feel jaded

About my age
And coming doom
Distract myself
I am a toon

Time's turned off now
The hanging moon
Please applaud now
Lemme hear you swoon

I'm colorful
I'm youthful
I'm wonderful
Death is soon

#poetry

Thanks to all my old ex friends
Thanks for all the fun weekends
Thanks for my own broken heart
Thanks for all the traded art

Sorry that I hurt you too
I was a bitch I know it's true
Sorry you did what you do
Thanks for making me follow through

Sorry that I ain't even mad
Thanks for leaving me sad

I am an egomaniac
I know I am. I know I am
It's only cause I am on track
I have a plan! I have a plan!

Forward thrust, never look back!
The action man! The action man!
Deflect, defend! Attack! ATTACK!
It's all I can- all I can!

Do to follow through
To be true my own truth
Don't you think so too?

I stole from myself
My soul is a well
A hole straight to hell
A geyser of wealth

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Thought you were making friends?
Where'd you steal that line?
Where does your act end?
You know that plight was mine

You know I made the effort
You know I was who tried
It's why I'm who's hurt
Why did you have to lie?

Why be a jerk?
Why a shallow guy
Seeing you's the worst
Glad we said buh-bye

Brothers and sisters, bonds that don't last
I tried and I tried-I've let go of the past

I wanted a family not a damn role
I wanted to have some love for my soul
It's all not for naught
But it's not what I've got

We had the same pains
We both went insane
I don't know what happened
But never again

You were my Vi
And I felt like Powder
You said goodbye
I wilted like flowers

I felt myself die
Torn pieces from my soul
Noone heard me cry
I was left in a hole

I tried to support
I tried to comfort
Now I must purport
Every attempt made me hurt

I did it! YAY!
LOOK AT ME!
I'm terrific, hooray!
Please share my glee!

I've finally completed my task
Now I must cheer and bask
Cheer for me, too
No questions asked, sir

I'm simply awesome
The FUCKING MASTER!

I'm drowning in love
Right up to my neck
The sword hangs above
"So now what comes next?"

Don't bring my trauma to the surface please
Don't make me feel that thing!
I buried it in dirt, purposefully
Why would you make it sing?!

It's dead, it's dead, so leave it dead
It's no longer a piece of my head
But you put it back in there instead
And then gave it life
It's now resurrected
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Thanks for all the stuff
All these lavish gifts
Accepting them was tough
While I was stuck under your grift

It sure was nice
Feeling cold as ice
In passionate gestures
Bet ya'd believe that lie

I still have these things
A reminder it brings
"You accepted my presents
You love me!" It sings
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I want to C#
But my brain is soft like mush
Programming is hard
Easier to sit on my tush

Going nowhere pretty far
Stuck against a wall I must push
I'd rhyme some more but I am bored
Programming is hard

Question stealer
You don't feel or
Care at all
You're just a dealer

With your hand-outs
And your bland-shouts
Of your knowledge
To chase your damn clout

Please shutup
Just go away
Nobody likes you
You suck, ok?

Leave me to my confusion
Let me ask all day
Don't need your intrusion
I have my way

I'll care when I have more numbers
I'll care when I'm popular
"You say that but you aren't going to care
You never ever were.

You think it'll change
Once you feel something strange
But you're making your lifetime a blur

Dare now
To care now
And share how
You do
If it is true
That you care at all."

I wanna make games
I wanna make art
I wanna cause sparks and fires in the hearts
I wanna light minds into pyres from the dark

#poetry

Brain from the blood
Rocks turned to mud
Grow from a droplet
A flowering bud

Horrific to behold
Fascinating to explain
Intelligence made cold
Sanguimanctic gain

Connect it to the rocks
Infect it with the shrooms
Dis-embodied Intelligences
Will be our very doom

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I love blood brain organoids

"Where are the napkins?"
Why do you need them?
What is your plot??
WHAT ARE YOU SCHEMING?

"My hands are dirty, mom.
And I want them clean.
Is that so dang wrong?
Why act so mean?"

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Funny parental interaction I witnessed with a young boy

Lumbridge
My umbrage
For spawning
Re-spawning

Hours on end
Happily yawning
Wasting weekends
Wakeful each dawning

'Cause you're so cool
Right before school
Not right now, Mommy
I'm Jagex's tool

Level 99 yay
Grinding skills everyday
To resupply gear
'Cause I'm a noob at PK

#Runescape #poetry

Use your brain
To process pain
Yours and others
Play the game

Use your brain
To see the grains
The small, the large
The sound and insane

Use your brain
Not to explain
But to explore
To find the gains

Use your brain
To ride the train
Of what you've got
Soul, feeling, and thoughts

#poetry

"That's just..."
No! Perhaps!
Don't reduce things,
Make me ask!

If you want the lesson to last
Don't steal my answers, you ass

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Bark growl 'n yop
I won't ever stop
Stomp 'em
Taunt 'em
Flaunt what you've got
Trample your way to the top!

"Hope he falls with a flop
He really is the worst
Stepping on us alot
I hope when he falls it hurts

I hope that he learns
Or that he burns
I hope one day soon
It's his own damn turn"
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I am the best
I wrote it here right on my chest
"Misono" see? You know the rest
But I will say it: I am the best

"That's not my guess
But yeah you're blessed
A little bit touched
And always over-stressed

Every moment is some infernal test
Nothing to you is beautiful
Everything is a mess."

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If you feel good from the video
You surely aren't learning
They're stealing away your own questions
Knowing comes from churning

The deep and inner burning
The Mindfire alight
The gears have to be turning
If you want to know you're right

Or you can simply feel good
And stay trapped within the night

Polyamory?
Don't you clamor for me
I'm already taken, see
So don't you get flirty

I love one man
So understand
Despite my pluralistic dance
There never will be a chance

I'm dedicated
To one romance
The rest of my heart
Belongs to my art
Myself, my friends
'N fun weekends
Not romantic indulgences

As a plural person
I see alot of self-dissection
It's cool and a perversion
What about connection?

How about conversion?

Transform, twist, define
And then you draw the line?
Cool, that's great, but hey
How about combine?

Intersect
Don't separate
Love and connect
Communicate

#poetry

people need to stop reading this as "stupid" or "misinformed" and acknowledge it as an aim to kill american citizens by a eugenicist

If I loved ya back then
And I hate ya right now?
Then ask the questions
"Really? Why? How?"

But I don't feel that hate
I just kind of hurt
And if the past ain't that great
Perhaps it was a flirt?

To love for a time
Is that a true crime?
I still feel the love
It just hurt in my mind

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Popularity?
Don't you stare at me!
I am a clown
Hilarity

I'm scary
Very
Please believe

I don't want eyes
I want a prize
Achieved only by being a social geyser

So help me not become a miser
Fall in line and give me an "Aye, sir"
'Cause Popularity?
It's simply to die for

#poetry

Art isn't a matter of knowing
It isn't a presentation show
It is an expression of what is growing
An immortal capture of the inner flow

#poetry