doe eyed hussy

the saddest i ever saw tho was at pony one time. one member of a thruple(?) went off to go mingle with some other girls and the other two started holding each other but they just looked dead inside and kept glancing at the third like they were just doing it because a body was better than nothing

i’ve seen this dynamic play out in real time while people watching at different dolls nights. it’s esp sad when you can tell one person in the group obviously wants more attention/alone time with another but they’re glued to their favorite

It's an artistic representation of a circulatory system walking through a kitchen, as drawn by Dave Gibbons and written about by Alan Moore. It happens a lot 'round here.

Happy There Is A Circulatory System Walking Through The Kitchen Day to all who celebrate.

riccar serger machine, $50, needs oil desperately but otherwise in solid working condition!

find of the fucking year

libbing out tn

totally didn’t also drop a “you should hire me in several years when i get my cpa license”

i love being consistently more prepared, punctual, and professional than 90% of the so-called professionals i have to interact with

my psych didn’t show up to our telehealth appointment and now i can’t get more meds 😐

uwu ~

happy halloween :3

only pic i’ll ever have of me wearing it

ass too fat, old costume doesn’t fit 😔

tf is the point of having a preferred name at this hospital if nobody is going to fucking use it

what noooooo :( what happened?

really wish i was into needles and blood and shit so i could just do my shot sexual style life would be so much easier

put me in a saw trap where all i have to do is inject my estrogen in under 5 mins and i’d be fucking cooked lmao

targeted right now because of gender nonconformity, but i’d really appreciate if people could acknowledge that some of us are in a lot more of a precarious position than others. if our most vulnerable fall thru the cracks we have failed as a community. thank you for coming to my ted talk 😤

what that intervention looks like is different for everyone. there’s no sole procedure that makes you a “real” tranny. but the burden that needing any procedure places on transsexual people, financially and socially, cannot be understated. don’t get me wrong, we are all vulnerable to being…

my mental health problems. this isn’t fucking negotiable for me. i’m not trying to invalidate anyone’s identity, but people need to realize there is a difference between transgender and transsexual. and a lot of that difference lies in the privilege of being able to be you w/o medical intervention

now obviously using the word “transgender” here isn’t accurate at all. again, this was my understanding at the time as a baby enby. but this reasoning is exactly why i call myself a TRANSSEXUAL now. my identity doesn’t stop at the way i dress or do my hair or makeup. hrt literally fixed 90% of…

people didn’t have that privilege. in my mind, once you started medically transitioning you lost the ability to just switch back to being cis-passing whenever it’s convenient. it felt wrong to lump myself in with people who lacked that privilege.

transitioning in any way i felt like i still had all the privileges of a cis man. and even if i didn’t while i was dressing how i wanted to i was always just a quick hoodie and some forces away from passing as a cis dude. according to my (flawed) understanding of things at the time, transgender…

just my haypenny re. the silly lil transsexual debate i’m seeing pop up on my tl:

when i first came out as nb and started using they/them pronouns i specifically told people i didn’t wanna be called transgender. to me, it was basically an issue of privilege. as someone who wasn’t medically…

fuck this is such a move. i need to get the programmable ones

look, they’re just really easy on the eyes esp before platonic bedtime

platonically switching on the red lights in my room

People who don't need treatment or interventions to manage their transsexuality aren't invalidated by the expectation that they have access to those treatments. People who need those interventions _ARE_ hurt by the insistence that they are optional. literally the UK and US have used that reasoning.

the online media thing esp is weird to me because likeee, i’m sorry i have better things to do than goon??

i’ll miss you so much boo <3 take care

bye 💕

the crows in london sound so croaky

BT tower in london :3

shoutout to the evil obelisk outside my hotel room really ties the place together fr